Glory Of The Football Manager System

Chapter 552: The Duck Comes Home III: Hat-trick

The second half was a masterclass. Not a contest. A demonstration. The difference between a team with an identity and a team still searching for one, played out over forty-five minutes under the Selhurst Park floodlights.

Zaha scored in the fifty-second minute. A counter-attack that started with Sakho’s header, travelled through Kovačić’s carry (the corridor, Bonucci dragged out, the space ten yards wide exactly as Sarah had predicted), and ended with Zaha driving into the box and finishing with his right foot. Low. Far corner.

The celebration was the ear-cup. The villain’s gesture. The Walsh gesture. Twenty-five thousand people cupping their ears in response. The sound aimed at the Milan ultras, who were sitting in the Arthur Wait with their drums silent and their flares extinguished and the particular, hollow expression of fans who had come to support a legacy and had found, instead, a ruin.

Crystal Palace 4-1 AC Milan. Zaha. 52 minutes.

On the bench, Paddy was sitting forward, his elbows on his knees, watching Konaté and Blake and the system that he had inherited from Danny and continued to develop in the academy. Beside him, Barry the kit man was holding a water bottle that he had forgotten to give to the fourth official ten minutes ago.

He didn’t care. Barry had been a semi-professional footballer thirty years ago, had spent twenty-two years pressing shirts and conditioning boots, and was now watching Crystal Palace beat AC Milan four-one and couldn’t remember where he had put the water bottle and didn’t care where he had put the water bottle and would have thrown the water bottle into the Thames if it meant this match continued forever.

Rebecca was not watching the match. Rebecca was watching her tablet. Kovačić’s sprint data was declining. Neves’s load was approaching the amber threshold. The science did not care about the scoreline. The science cared about hamstrings.

"Danny," she said. "Mateo comes off at sixty-five. Rúben at seventy."

"We’re beating Milan four-one."

"And you’ll be beating them without a midfield if Kovačić tears his hamstring celebrating a fifth."

She was right. She was always right about the bodies. The bodies were her jurisdiction. The scoreline was mine.

In the Holmesdale, Lorraine was standing in her usual spot, third row from the back, Malcolm beside her, the twelve from Peckham spread across the row. They had arrived in the new Sprinter.

Both sides heated. Malcolm had not complained about the cold for the first time in nine years. He had instead complained about the cup holder, which he said was "too deep for a normal mug," which Lorraine had noted as progress.

Lorraine was not singing. She was watching. The expression on her face was not the expression of a fan celebrating.

It was the expression of a woman who had driven a broken bus to Selhurst Park for fourteen years and who was now watching her football club dismantle AC Milan and who could not, physically could not, process the distance between the two realities. The bus with the heating that only worked on one side and the match that was making the San Siro’s legacy feel like a memory.

Sharon, beside her, was crying. Sharon always cried at football. She had cried at Bournemouth in November.

She had cried at West Brom on New Year’s Eve. She cried at moments that other people cheered because Sharon experienced football through a different emotional register, the register where beauty produced tears instead of noise, and tonight there was so much beauty that Sharon had been crying since the twenty-sixth second and showed no signs of stopping.

A free kick from thirty yards that he struck with the outside of his right foot, the ball bending around the wall and dipping under the crossbar, Donnarumma diving and missing by the width of a glove. The goal was Rodríguez at his purest: technique that defied physics, composure that defied the occasion, and the small, almost imperceptible nod of acknowledgement afterwards, the genius confirming to himself that the genius was still intact.

Crystal Palace 5-1 AC Milan. Rodríguez. 61 minutes.

The match was over. Milan were destroyed. Montella made three substitutions, the body language of a manager preparing for damage limitation, his face carrying the grey, exhausted expression of a man who knew that his job was now measured in weeks rather than months.

In the seventy-third minute, the hat-trick came.

Kovačić played a ball over the top. The same pass that Rodríguez had played in Singapore, the forty-yard, laser-guided through-ball that had produced Pato’s third goal in July. The ball that had curled around the last Milan defender and into the path of the man who had once been the golden boy and who was now the redeemed prodigal son.

Pato timed his run. The offside trap broke. He was through, alone, the ball at his feet, Donnarumma coming out for the third time, the nineteen-year-old goalkeeper whose evening had become a recurring nightmare.

In Singapore, Pato had chipped him. The delicate, exquisite chip that had brought tears and a standing ovation and a hug on the touchline. The goal that had closed a Chapter.

Tonight, he chipped him again.

The same technique. The same trajectory. The same unhurried, precise, almost gentle lift of the ball over the goalkeeper’s outstretched hands. The ball rising, hanging, floating over Donnarumma’s fingertips and dropping into the empty net with the soft sound of a sentence being completed.

Crystal Palace 6-1 AC Milan. Pato. 73 minutes.

The hat-trick. Against Milan. At Selhurst Park.

Pato did not point to the sky. He did not stand still. He did not put his hands over his face. He walked to the touchline. To the bench. To Danny Walsh. And he did what he had done in Singapore, what Eze had done at Anfield eight months ago, what every player who had been saved by this manager eventually did: he put his arms around him and held on and said something into his ear that nobody else would ever hear.

I held him. The boy who had been the next Pelé. The man who had been broken by injuries and expectations and the whisper that he was finished. The striker who had come to Crystal Palace to rebuild and who had rebuilt so completely that the club who had given up on him was now on the receiving end of the most devastating hat-trick of his career.

"I’m home, gaffer," he said. "I was always supposed to be here."

I did not reply. Some things did not need replies. Some things just needed to be held.

The final seventeen minutes were a procession. Montella’s Milan had stopped playing. Not physically. Emotionally. The formation had dissolved. The pressing had ceased. The two hundred million pounds of summer spending was scattered across the Selhurst Park pitch in the disorganised, directionless configuration of a team that had been outplayed, outcoached, and outbelieved.

In the Arthur Wait stand, the Milan ultras were leaving. Not all of them. But enough. The drums were packed away. The flares were spent. The songs exhausted. They filed out in ones and twos, their red and black scarves trailing behind them, the theatre of Italian football closing its curtain on a South London evening because the show had been cancelled by a team they had not heard of twelve months ago.

An older man, maybe sixty-five, who had been standing in the centre of the Milan section for the entire match, his scarf knotted at his throat, his voice leading the chants, remained. He did not leave.

He stood and watched the final minutes with his arms folded, his face set, the expression of a man who had watched Milan win Champions League finals and who was now watching them concede six goals at Selhurst Park and who would not leave because leaving was surrender and surrender was not in the vocabulary of a man who had followed AC Milan since 1971.

His grandson, maybe twelve, was beside him. The boy was wearing a Donnarumma shirt. The boy’s eyes were red but he was not crying because his grandfather was not crying and the boy had learned, through years of standing beside the old man in the San Siro, that the correct response to defeat was not tears but silence. Dignified, furious, unyielding silence.

The old man and the boy stayed until the whistle. They applauded the Milan players off the pitch. They applauded Crystal Palace. Then they left, the grandfather’s hand on the boy’s shoulder, the scarf still knotted, the pride still intact, because the legacy of AC Milan was not measured in single matches, even matches where you lost six-one, but in decades and in the men who remembered what the stripes had meant when the stripes had meant everything.

The ones who stayed watched the final minutes in silence. The professional silence of fans who understood that their club was in decline and that the evidence was on the pitch. Seven European Cups.

The club of Sacchi and Capello and Ancelotti was reduced to this: six goals conceded at Selhurst Park, the twenty-five-thousand-seat ground in SE25 where the drumbeat of the Holmesdale was louder than anything the San Siro had produced in years.

AC Milan is not the same team anymore.

***

Thank you for 200 Power Stones