gentle fall

Chapter 107

"and after?"

Deng Ruo was furious when he heard it on the phone: "Wen Huaiyu, what's the matter with you, it's all over, so you just went back by yourself."

Wen Huaiyu bent the corner of his lower lip and smiled slightly, but it was full of sadness: "She is very happy. She told me that she has met a group of very good friends. She has never smiled like that before."

Deng Ruo couldn't help lowering her voice: "Don't think about it."

"I don't think about it. I just think about her, maybe I can be happier."

"It's not like something your character would say."

"That means I've changed, and you haven't noticed yet. Don't talk about me, how about you, how long are you going to stay in that poor country?"

"I don't know. She is still ignoring me now, and it's pretty good here. I also want to be an administrator these days, but I'm disgusted."

Wen Huaiyu hummed: "Although I really miss you coming back...but you know what you want, which is very good."

"how about you?"

"...I didn't know much before, but now I seem to know slowly."

She didn't know what she wanted in the past. Since she was a child, her relatives were weak, and she was very wary of others. Sometimes she laughed wantonly, but without the slightest sincerity. Her heart was calm and unruffled. Who will be moved.

So when her heart is really moving, she doesn't know her own heart, and she realizes her feelings slowly, but she is not good at words, can't express, is ashamed to show her sincerity, and can't even say a word of love, probably Relying on Ji Yirou liking her, she must be so confident.

Time passed, when she couldn't sleep at night, she would often think of some little things from the past, only to realize that she never seemed to say that she liked Ji Yirou, and she never made a promise to Ji Yirou. Buried in the bottom of my heart, I thought Ji Yirou would understand.

In fact, this is not the case. The strength of a person is not on the surface, but on the inside. The strength of the surface often brings harm. It is a pity that she has not understood this truth until now.

People do change.

In the passing time, little by little was carved into a gentle look by time. She stood in the yard, looked up at the green leaves on the camphor tree, except for the fact that she was still thinking about it at this moment, everything was perfect.

"Huaiyu."

Wen Zhizhen's voice was brought by the breeze, and the tone was very gentle. When the family changed, he had a serious illness before, and he just recovered from the serious illness not long ago, and he still looked weak and elegant.

Wen Huaiyu turned around and smiled at him, no longer the hostility and indifference of the past: "Brother, why did you come out?"

"It's time for dinner, I told you to go back to eat - seeing that you have something on your mind, I didn't call you all the time."

"It's not a concern."

"But you do miss it."

"Yes. What about you, brother, is there anyone you miss very much?"

"Yes, she has passed away..."

"She... never heard you say that?"

"Yes. When I was treated abroad, she was a nurse in the hospital, but I rejected her, saying that I didn't like her. Actually, I like her very much, but you know, I don't want to delay her. Why bother Let her marry a short-lived husband."

"Then why did she..."

"An accident. So I regret it. I always thought that I would die earlier than her. But in fact, no one knows what fate will arrange. If I... didn't say those words and make her sad, maybe we would be together , even if the time is very short... it won't be like it is now, only regret."

This is the second time Wen Huaiyu heard people around her say, I regret it.

She pursed her lower lip: "brother, this is obviously something you don't want to mention. You don't have to force yourself to persuade me. "

Wen Zhizhen smiled gently: "No way, you are my sister."

Wen Huaiyu was startled, the corners of his eyes slightly sore.

That time when she came out and regained her freedom, she also asked Wen Zhizhen a question, saying that he actually had a chance. When her movement was restricted, he could take her place temporarily in the name of the eldest grandson, and even take away all her possessions. power.

At that time, Wen Zhizhen looked at her and smiled like this, and touched the top of her hair: "Nannan, you are my sister. You used to like to pester me very much, but you don't like to talk to me when you grow up. I think , maybe because you are a girl and don't like talking to men."

It turns out that the big brother... has always been the big brother who treats her as his younger sister.

Wen Huaiyu suddenly remembered the hazelnut biscuits her brother handed her every winter. The taste has never changed since she was a child.She is obviously a person who doesn't like sweets, but she eats up the biscuits every time, and wonders if she will change to a different flavor next year - but she doesn't, as always, just like her elder brother treats her badly The sensual concern has never changed.

"Well... let's go back to eat. Thank you, brother, I know everything... I just..."

"Well. Don't let yourself regret it."

The two walked home side by side, Wen Yan was sitting in the living room, Zhou Minchu was playing chess with him, when he saw Wen Huaiyu coming in, his ears turned red, and he stood up a little embarrassed, as if he had taken a seat that she shouldn't have.

Wen Huaiyu smiled at her, but didn't say anything. The voices of family members came from the living room, which was a bit noisy but reassuring.

everything is fine.

It would be great if...that person was here.

……

"and after?"

"I didn't see her. I must have guessed wrong."

At that time, her heart was shaken, and her sixth sense told her that the person who called her was not in China, but maybe in this city, so she jumped off the bus to find her regardless, and searched all the way along the long street, but there was no answer. Seeing that familiar figure, he laughed at himself.

All are hallucinations.

Ji Yirou knelt on the carpet, packing up her clothes, and put all the unnecessary things into cardboard boxes. When she came, she carried a backpack, and when she returned, she bought a big box because it was full of gifts from friends .

Two Chinese girls are helping her clean up together. They are both her tenants and neighbors. They moved in a little later. They are both outgoing and lively. They can chat all night. Ji Yirou used to talk very little, so she was with them We've been together for a long time, and we talked more, and we didn't hide anything, she would answer whatever they asked.

"Woo, are you really going back now?"

"I miss you so much."

"You can't bear me, or you can't bear the radish beef brisket and braised chicken nuggets I made?"

"...All of them! Really, why do you want to expose others!"

"I've been here for half a year," Ji Yirou's smile faded a little: "I want to go home."

"Okay, okay, go back and find your princess."

Ji Yirou lowered her head and smiled brightly: "Maybe. Maybe I will see her, maybe I won't."

She stood up: "Okay, I've put it away. You can help me with the remaining stereos and microwave ovens. You can give them to the elderly in the community or use them yourself. When you return to your country, remember to find me. Now Don't send me off, I'm leaving."

She finished speaking quickly, without giving them a chance to refuse, and pushed the door open, but all the friends she had known this year gathered around the door, clamoring to send her to the airport.

It turns out that parting is not a terrible thing, it depends on how to face it.

Before boarding the plane, she waved to this group of lovely friends, laughed, and smiled with tears falling from the corners of her eyes.

She was lucky to meet a group of good people, which gave her a lot of courage to face life.

This relationship, from the beginning to the end, was all forced by her. From their reunion, to the two parents asking them to get married, that person... was reluctant to agree, even though she thought that time would change everything, but until now , she may have to admit that some things cannot be changed.

This half year is not a kind of escape.

Now, just go back.It's time to end this self-imposed escape.

Even if that person no longer loves her, or even forgot her.