Forced to reincarnate, I want to be a villain

Chapter 12

Truth is entangled by Osamu Dazai.

The reason was revenge by the narrow-minded Dr. Sen.

The doctor sighed, and in a very relaxed tone told the fact that an outsider might find it creepy to the young man who is keen on self-destruction:

"Boss is so sick now, thanks to the truth sauce in front of you. Maybe she can give you medicine to make you relax."

"Hey——if you can do it, you are my destined goddess!"

The hand of truth was grasped, and the black-haired boy stared at her with sparkling eyes, and the iris-colored eyes were full of a natural childishness, and the gloom that always appeared when his expression was normal seemed to be just Just an illusion.

"Please help me."

"...Please allow me to solemnly refuse." The girl who showed her ninjutsu without hesitation refused calmly at this time. She pulled out her hand and rolled her eyes at the doctor next to her.

"Don't trouble me, Dr. Sen."

Henceforth, every time Truth came to the clinic, if Dazai was present—that scene would always appear.

While she was researching the potion—

"What's the use of this purple one?"

"It hurts so badly that you can't die anyway."

"...It's too much to die from such pain."

"After all, it is only used when interrogating the enemy."

"What about this?"

"The body is paralyzed for 5 minutes."

"What about this and this?"

"There will be terrible hallucinations, and it will make the whole body itchy."

"Oh—why there is no such thing as easy and painless relief."

The young man with fluffy black hair, wearing a loose suit, and a somewhat thin figure, sat on the hospital bed shaking his legs, and asked in a low voice:

"Isn't it possible anyway?"

The red-haired girl who was quietly reading a book now maintained a somewhat indifferent attitude.

"No." She said.

After a while, she fumbled in her bag and handed him a jar.

"Hey! Is it the one I want?"

"No, it's just ordinary canned crab meat."

"Cut~ Truth sauce is too much." Even so, Dazai took the can, jumped off the stool, brought tools, and pried off the lid.

"Didn't you say you like to eat this?" Truth tilted her head and looked over, she smiled indifferently, "Every time you feel that you can't survive, just eat more of what you like."

Hearing this, the iris-colored eyes stared at her blankly for a while.

Dazai took a spoonful of canned meat and stuffed it into his mouth, chewing and swallowing slowly.Then, he sighed faintly, and the tone of his mouth was a bit aggrieved:

"Would you want to live like that? Ah... so boring, this world is so boring! Why can Truth-chan persist in living like that?"

"Huh? Because it feels good to be alive, and it's a terrible thing to die."

"It's terrible to be alive."

"It's even scarier to die."

"That is obviously to obtain eternal peace."

"Are you that sure? Maybe what's waiting for you is the frying pan of hell, or you just opened your eyes and came to another world and you have to face new troubles."

"But what I'm facing now is pretty much the same. It's a kind of trouble for me to think about this kind of thing myself-let me end it!"

"No matter how you die, it will hurt." Truth added calmly.

"That's why I'm here to ask Truth Sauce~ I'm afraid of pain, give me medicine quickly, let me relax—"

"I reject."

"Too much, too much—"

Those two children were obviously arguing, but the things they were arguing about were not what children of this age should think about.So how are the opposite ideas colliding?

In fact, it doesn't matter how it collides.Mori Ogai obviously didn't want Dazai to go and die, and he also knew that he had a set of principles and truths in his heart that he wouldn't let such a Dazai die in front of her eyes, let alone provide any medicine. ——But he made such an instigation to Dazai.

It just so happens that Dazai can make less fuss, and the truth can help stop it, so he is not so bald.

Is this also in your plan?Lin Taro!

"Rin Taro, you have a bad heart." Because Dazai's supernatural power hides away, Alice, who was drawing on the side, muttered in a low voice.

……

That plan was being carried out in secret, and only the three of them knew about it.The boss of Port Mafia has been poisoned with tiny toxins that cannot be detected by any doctor in this world.The effect is to erode the vitality of human beings little by little and imperceptibly.

That is the poison making method and formula from the ninja world in the dream of truth.

The organs of the old man who started to get sick gradually began to fail. As he died, he became more and more crazy, and his brain became difficult to use.

And the only person who can bring him a slight cure, the one he trusts is the resident physician Mori Ogai who is skilled in medicine (with temporary relief drugs).

Although it seems a little unbelievable that a doctor can get to such a high level in the mafia.

However, the poison of truth is nothing more than an opportunity and an accelerator for the countdown of life.

Others rely on Mori Ogai's own ingenuity.Since being able to directly contact the old man, it's not just medical skills that are trusted by the leader.Now it is even possible to directly help convey the leader's order to the cadres.

The time is almost here.

The plan to be executed is to assassinate and usurp the throne, and Dazai, who was adopted by the old leader, is the witness of the assassin Mori Ogai's "passion".

The "Three Moments Concept" proposed by Natsume Soseki, the teacher of Mori Ogai and Fukuzawa Yukichi, can make the city of Yokohama peaceful.

The three forces are three-legged.

Day, night, and twilight.

They were handed over to the military police and the Supernatural Secret Service Division, the port mafia, and the armed detective agency established by Fukuzawa Yukichi to guard and manage them. "

To achieve the night of the "Three Moment Concept", first of all, Mori Ogai must become the leader of the port Mafia.

One day, Truth, who was a participant in the plan, asked Mori Ogai this question:

"Doctor Mori, why did you persecute Dazai like that?"

Hearing this, Dr. Sen slowly showed a questioning expression.

"Dazai is already in such a miserable situation. After you ask him to be a witness, he will be even more miserable. He faces the threats and kidnappings of the ancestors all day long."

"I can still understand the latter sentence, but Dazai is the most suitable witness." Mori Ogai looked over with his chin propped up, "The one before him is already so miserable, how did you come to the conclusion, Truth-chan?"

In fact, when the two children first met, Sen originally thought this way:

——A child who lives as seriously as the truth should never like Dazai-kun's behavior.

In the end, instead of disgust, was the first emotion that appeared was sympathy? ... This child's heart is really soft enough.

——The doctor who was once evaluated by Fukuzawa Yukichi as "heartless" thinks so.

"Isn't he miserable?" Truth blinked at the doctor seemingly incomprehensible, and said as a matter of course, "It feels so good to be alive, but he can't feel it. That alone is already miserable."

When I first met Dazai, I already thought he was miserable, but later I found out that he is actually a person who wants to kill himself every day.Naturally, in the heart of the truth, he is even more pitiful.

After getting along for a period of time, the truth actually has a little understanding of Dazai.

Dazai himself is an overly bright kid.Sometimes Dr. Sen would discuss some profound issues with him, and at a young age, he can often see the essence of human beings and the truth of things very thoroughly.

——Dr. Sen often doesn't discuss these things with the truth, because her views on this aspect are similar to those of the Chinese: as long as she is strong enough, any scheming is nothing.

However, Truth has the delicate thoughts that girls have, and is better at perceiving words and emotions than Zhong, and can understand people's hearts better.

Truth found that when analyzing these things, the young man's expression lacked interest, and sometimes he would pretend to be stupid and didn't bother to think.

It's like seeing the end of everything, so I can't appreciate the fun at all.

As for himself, the information revealed in his words seems to be completely incapable of feeling the beauty of life.

Everyone sees the world differently. Can anyone really see the same things as Dazai?Truth thought so too.

——Anyway, she couldn't understand what the world looked like in Dazai's eyes.

But it's also because most people can't understand, it's lonely.

So think about it from any angle.Regardless of whether the other party is willing or not, assuming that such a child can be "saved" - what is more needed should be things or friends who can understand and heal him, rather than drag him into the darkness of the mafia, Violence and hate.

That's why I say... Mori Ogai is persecuting children.

But this is just her personal opinion after all.Since both parties are willing to do so, this truth cannot be controlled.

At most, he would treat Dazai's wounds when he failed to kill him and was injured, and replace the "special medicine" he made up with canned crab meat.By the way, a warning like a mantra: "Treasure your own life."

It seems that she played the role of Zhongye's mother when she got along with Zhongye.

Is he the kind of character that can be switched at will?

People really have many faces.Or... She can only act like a baby?

It's kind of magical.

……

One yearns too much for death, and the other is particularly attached to life.

Neither Osamu Dazai nor Shinji are normal kids.

At least Mori Ogai thinks so.

No matter how the truth feels that it is very special and normal.From a long time ago, Mori Ogai could see that the girl who was his assistant had a certain cognitive bias towards his so-called "normal" and ability.

The most amazing thing is probably that she always felt very weak.

I don't know where she got the criteria for judging, and I don't know if she has never seen what a normal little girl of her age does every day, and where did she get such perseverance to work so hard.

Obviously time is not urgent, and the achievements achieved at a relative age can be called geniuses.But he has always been demanding on himself.

Persevere in exercising, sparring with the strong, absorbing knowledge from books, and studying medicine and poison.

By the end of the swordsmanship sparring practice, His Excellency Fukuzawa had already made a real move on her.

Sneaked into the port mafia quietly and poisoned the boss without anyone noticing. ——When the girl casually told him this fact, he was also taken aback.

She already has enough cards but doesn't know it at all.Looking at it now, coupled with those weird abilities that cannot be neutralized by Dazai, it can already be called a bug.

Getting stronger is not about avenging the parents who were killed by Port Mafia.

A few years ago, Sen also asked this question out of curiosity.

"Hate? But... I can't think of any memories related to my parents. They are strangers to me now... It's just that they are the people who gave me life after all, I think It’s nothing more than poison for poison to those who gave that kind of order to take their lives. Doctor Sen, after you become the leader, rebuild that cemetery, so that those who died tragically can rest in peace.”

The girl just said so in a flat tone.

She works hard to become stronger every day as if she is worried that her life is hanging by a thread.

"If you don't get stronger, you will die."

A girl who speaks things for granted and doesn't remember anything.

——The look in his eyes, as if he had truly experienced death many times.

The author has something to say:

Truth: When a man is killed, he dies (serious)

Although the truth loses its memory, the cognitive bias buried in the subconscious is:

Wen Ye's world is so peaceful that no one can easily kill her who is getting stronger. What's more, everyone seems to prefer nesting dolls to fighting, but she doesn't think so at all.

You can blame her for the shadow left by the disparity in combat power settings between humans and ghosts, and humans and humans in Ghost Mie and Naruto.

Yokohama City(?)