flash wedding diary

Chapter 46

The melody of "Canon" is flowing slowly in the stereo, soft and gentle, like a few bored girls hiding in the attic and sharing each other's little secrets in a cool autumn afternoon. Serene and content.

The secret of Proverbs is the opposite.

"I know your name is Yves. It was Christmas Eve two years ago. You rushed out of the hot spring hotel in a panic. You hadn't buttoned up your coat. When you ran to the door, you fell down. You were very embarrassed and helpless. Help." Yan Shouzhen narrowed his eyes slightly, and helped me tidy up the meticulous collar, as if traveling through time and space, back to that year's Christmas, helping me tidy up my disheveled clothes.

Yan Shouzhen's expression was still blurred, and he gently stroked my cheek with his fingertips, as if he had fallen into the depths of a long-lasting memory: "I want to help you, but the distance is too far, when I rushed over, you had already driven away Then he stumbled and ran out of a man, smelling of alcohol all over his body, he yelled some words in the direction you left that made me angry, I was very angry, I couldn't hold back and punched him a little bit Heavy, he was sent to the hospital, and I was almost sued, but I am very happy because I know your beautiful English name.

I was so shocked that I couldn't say anything.

I have a vague impression. When I saw Max again after that time, his nose seemed to be fixed with a plaster cast.

Yan Shouzhen's punch should have broken the bridge of Max's nose...

My focus, however, was on the man who kept his word.

Although I already had the answer in my heart, when I personally applied from his mouth, my body was still trembling imperceptibly. , It is out of my control, every time the blood surges, I want to show its freshness and splendor in the most intense way.

I was so happy, but somehow felt aggrieved.

Under the complex intertwining of joy and hatred, resentment and annoyance, I trembled my lips, trying to say something, but couldn't utter a single word.

It turned out that Yan Shouzhen spent a lot of money to buy all the hot spring hotels in the town because of Max's frivolous teasing of me after drinking.

And the English name, which I have always disliked, was so carefully treasured by him in the years I didn't know.

This English name was given to me by Pete when I was studying.

During the winter and summer vacations when I was studying, I spent almost every year in the hot spring town. Inevitably, I had a lot of intersections with Pete, who was about the same age and loved music, so I also met several of Pete’s partners, Max and Bina Ka is one of them.

The non-Chinese locals couldn't pronounce "YU" accurately, so Pete simply chose "Yve" which is closer to the pronunciation as my English name.

This name is only used among them.

Pete also only calls me "Yves" when he's alone with me.

Like Teacher Hua and Yiqiu, they don't even know that I have an English name.

That's why I took out the record that Binaka gave me, and elicited the secret that Yan Shouzhen had been hiding all along.

It's just that I didn't expect that he also treated Max violently...

Suddenly, a thought flashed through my mind, Yan Shouzhen personally admitted his "badness", could it be that...Max's mistakes in the city of music were also helped by Yan Shouzhen? ?

I hurriedly chased away this thought, but like a seed with faith, it kept taking root and sprouting in my heart, growing vigorously, and it was about to become a towering tree.

"You...you tell me about Max..." My noisy head squeezed out such a stuttering sentence.

I clearly saw that when I said the name "Max", Yan Shouzhen's blurred eyes flashed a trace of bloodthirsty cruelty. Although it was fleeting, the answer was self-evident.

I:! ! !

Yan Shouzhen's breathing seemed to be a little short, and the rubbing of my face with his fingertips became heavier, the sad smile on his mouth gradually expanded, and his fiery eyes were entwined with infatuation and nostalgia. In my ear, there was a redemptive whisper: "Look, I've said it all, I don't want you to know how bad I am, but you still know."

I still couldn't help shaking my body.

What followed was a top-heavy fall. I was pushed by him, and my body immediately sank into the soft bed.

The strength of Yan Shou Zhen is not strong. When he is pressing down, he also tries not to put all his weight in my body.

It's just that his eyes are red, his breathing is disordered, and he has lost the calmness he had just now.

It's the kind of word-of-mouth I've never seen before.

He is suppressing the pain and despair, but he has no way to break the boat, let alone destroy the world, because at this moment, my shadow is reflected in his pupils.

"Sound... Make the sound louder..." I moved my lips and said with difficulty, my whole body was numb and hot, and I covered my eyes with the back of my hand in embarrassment, only to realize that I had no strength to move.

I am in this state every time I feel the imminent surge of demand for Proverbs.

"Wang Sheng, Wang Sheng, do you know what you're talking about?!" Yan Shouzhen was stunned for a moment, took off my hand covering my eyes, and held it tightly in his palm, as if afraid that if I let go, I would Pull away and leave without nostalgia.

As a result, I saw the despairing eyes of Yan Shouzheng was instantly replaced by anxiety and hunger, and the voice of speaking became obviously rougher. The whole person was like a prisoner who had been pardoned, and his body remained rigid in his original posture, as if a little Move it, and my pardon will disappear.

His pain was contagious to me, and my heart throbbed violently.

His scorching breath sprayed on my face, and my whole body became hotter, but I still nodded my head honestly, and gave a soft "hmm" as a response.

This is the secret code I agreed with Yan Shouzhen before we set foot in the hot spring town. His needs are too strong. We will stay in the hot spring town for at least a week. It is absolutely necessary for him not to touch me. impossible.

However, my aunt's hearing is too sharp. Even if the bedroom is separated by a floor, it is difficult for her to hear us.

If you want to do it, you have to play music as a cover. This is a countermeasure we came up with together.

Yan Shouzhen hugged me tightly in his arms, his hoarse voice was faintly choked with sobs.

This man who doted on me, loved me, and pitied me choked up again because of me!

"I thought...you would choose to leave me after you knew how bad I am..." He buried his head in my shoulder, hiding the fragility that was exposed before, and said sullenly the depression that was accumulated in his heart.

It turned out that he was so afraid that I would leave him...

But how is this possible? !

Even with his "badness", including framing Max, I...

I found that my standards were strangely skewed when it comes to keeping promises...

This man may be very "bad" to others, he doesn't show affection, spares no room, and even uses unscrupulous means, but his "badness" does not apply to me, and he loves and protects me wholeheartedly. How could I hate it? Him, leave him?

Yan Shouzhen got up and turned up the volume, and the almost calm "Canon" slowly filled the entire bedroom. The musician who was getting better moved his fingertips across the black and white keys, and played a melody with joyful notes Wonderful and smooth, just like an egret playing in the water passing by the sparkling mirror, the slender toes disturbed the blue waves of the lake, and the pointed wings patted a series of innocent water splashes. .

And when the sound was turned down again by Yan Shouzhen, it was almost early morning.

I lay lazily in Yan Shouzhen's arms, listening to Yan Shouzhen's unfinished secret.

"If he doesn't buy aphrodisiacs and tries to drink it in your tea, I won't hold him back." Yan Shouzhen continued to analyze his "bad things" in the past, but he probably hasn't completely let go of it. , the eyes are still cold without temperature.

I:! ! !

Max wanted to do this to me afterwards!

I can't forgive it!

"However, he is far worse than I thought. Hit-and-run, assaulting the police, and hiding drugs have nothing to do with me." The implication is that Yan Shouzhen only admits that he ordered people to get Max drunk, as for other , but Max's self-inflicted consequences.

Although Yan Shouzhen did not hide his "badness" at all, he still wanted to try his best to save his tall image in my mind.

"Then... what about Room 1007?" I raised my eyes and asked after him.

Yan Shouzhen paused for a moment when combing the ends of my hair, he seemed completely unaware that I knew about this hair.

"I... thought you were with Ms. Song at that time," Yan Shouzhen pursed his lips, and I heard the "clack" sound of his teeth colliding, "Ms. Song never came out after entering Room 1007." !"

I was taken aback, and not only chuckled lowly.

There is also a time difference of 6 or 7 hours between Wancheng and the City of Music. Yiqiu and I are not very good at jet lag. We slept in the dark on the plane. Of course we will be refreshed when we arrive in the City of Music, but at that time The shops in the City of Music are gradually closing, and people are slowly falling asleep. Of course, Yiqiu, who can't sleep, can only find me to pass the time...

In the eyes of Yan Shouzhen, things that are pure friendship have become a grassland that can be burned with jealousy!

"You're still laughing!" Yan Shouzhen let out a beast's low growl from his throat, and rubbed me into his arms fiercely.

My body froze, and sure enough, I obediently stopped laughing. The dormant part of Yan Shouzhen had a tendency to rise again. I didn't dare to move, because I was afraid that Yan Shouzhen's side would not be completely satisfied if I was stimulated again. the beast.

"So, you also arranged the blind date show?" I asked.

Yan Shouzhen took a deep breath and tried to suppress the booming demand. After a long time, he replied: "Because I have been paying attention to your every move, I only found out that you participated in a blind date show on the day you went to Jiecheng. ...Before, I always thought that you and Miss Song were..."

Yan Shouzhen didn't say the word "couple", as if it was something he couldn't bear.

It turns out that all the misunderstandings are because Yiqiu and I are too close!

"You're too bad," I muttered dissatisfiedly, "You don't have to lie to me..."

"I promise you, I will hide all the badness from now on, and I won't let you find it out again!" After Yan Shouzhen declared his promise, he gave up the Neo-Confucianism advocated by Zhu Xi to eliminate human desires, got up and turned up the volume again.

"Canon" has entered the chord part of the summary, which is to write the unswerving guardianship to the overlapping fate after giving up the body and mind with the lover, so that the unwavering notes jump out of the high-pitched sound that contains the great harmony of life .