[Entertainment] Outsiders

Chapter 57 57.

"I don't want to."

Li Qingyuan's clean refusal made the smile on Quan Zhilong's face froze. He stared intently at the expression on her face, trying to see something from her face, but it was always in vain. He hooked her helplessly. Cursing the corners of her lips, she laughed at herself, "It really makes me sad that you answered so bluntly. After all, I am also a girl president who fascinates thousands of girls, but I want to know why you rejected me so simply?!"

"No reason, it's just that I don't like it." Li Qingyuan's answer was also quite straightforward, and her tone of voice was a bit like that of Quan Zhilong, very aggressive, "You also said that you are a girl who can fascinate thousands of girls. President, there are countless women around you. The reason why you stare at me is because I don’t care about you. If you can’t get what you want, you will be persistent. I was persistent back then, and you are persistent now. Let go That’s fine. You see, the me now is never clinging to the past, and I’m never entangled in those chaotic people and things. If I can’t get what I want, I won’t ask for it. If I can’t love it, I won’t love it. You see, the current I've had a good time..."

Captain Quan has long been tired of talking about this kind of soothing chicken soup for the soul.If it is true that you can forget if you say forget, if you say you don’t love, you don’t love, if you say let go, you can let go, then there will still be so many idiots who are trapped by love in this world.

Quan Zhilong didn't answer Li Qingyuan's words, but instead asked her, "Why Kim Soo-hyun, what do you like about him?!"

"Why Kim Soo-hyun?!" Li Qingyuan rested her chin on her right hand, tilted her head, thought for a while, then pursed her lips and said, "Why him? Right. Sometimes, even if they are in love, they may not be together. The man she loves and the man who loves herself, under normal circumstances, a smart woman will choose to be with a man who loves herself, and a stupid woman will choose the man she loves People. I was a stupid woman once, but now I want to be smart. To be honest, I don’t know what I like about him, but you also know that women are a kind of emotional animal, because a man treats her Well, I chose to be with him. This person is used to willfulness and childish temper. When I am with him, I always do whatever I say. Even if I am playing childishly, he will obey me with a smile. When he confesses his love to me, I want it, and it's not bad to be pampered by him..."

(ω) Li Qingyuan covered her face and smiled shyly while talking, while Quan Zhilong and Li Qingyuan had completely different expressions.Quan Zhilong with a stiff face said in his heart that if she chose to be with him, he would always pamper her and put her in the palm of his hand.

Quan Zhilong accidentally said what was originally in his heart.When Li Qingyuan heard this, her face froze, and she thought that this topic really couldn't continue, otherwise it would be entangled again.But sitting like this is not an option, and she can't say the words of pushing the power to the dragon.

Just when Li Qingyuan was distressed, she suddenly remembered the wooden box she found when she was packing up last night, she couldn't help but curled her lips, raised her eyebrows and looked at Quan Zhilong who was sitting on the ground, "Wait a minute, I have something for you."

Before Quan Zhilong could react, Li Qingyuan ran upstairs.When he realized it, Li Qingyuan was coming down the stairs with a box in her hand.

Li Qingyuan put the things in front of Quan Zhilong directly, and sat back to his seat without saying a word. Quan Zhilong looked at the box Li Qingyuan put in front of him curiously, "What is this?!"

"I found it when I was packing last night." Li Qingyuan thought of the contents of the box, and now she dared not look at Quan Zhilong, "I can't remember the past, and I can't remember the contents of this box either." What exactly does it represent, if you want to keep it with me, I might as well give it to you."

Quan Zhilong's hand on the box paused, and his heart that wanted to open it turned cold. He raised his head and looked at Li Qingyuan, who had no expression on his face, "Give me the things, do you want to follow me, and say goodbye to me?" ?!"

Li Qingyuan, who was guessed, didn't feel embarrassed at all, but looked at Quan Zhilong very calmly, "It's time to say goodbye, isn't it?!"

Quan Zhilong was finally defeated in the stare at each other. Quan Zhilong has never felt more embarrassed than now. Holding the box on the table in his hands, rubbing the box under his hand, he ticked off ironically. Curling the corners of her lips, she laughed at herself, "Yeah, it's time to say goodbye. However, I still want to ask you, are you so sure that you won't remember it in the future, you..." Just so stubbornly thinking that you won't remember it, Thinking that you have no love for me at all, ignoring my heart...

"I can't think about it, it's a matter of the future, and I don't remember it now."

Li Qingyuan's frankness made Quan Zhilong's already stiff face even more pale now, "Li Qingyuan, I have never met anyone who is more ruthless than you. The sincerity of others is just like this in your eyes..."

Looking at Li Qingyuan, who had a calm face and no emotion, Quan Zhilong couldn't speak anymore and felt powerless for no reason.The most powerless and helpless thing in this world is probably facing the girl you like, you say you like her, but she doesn't believe what you said at all.

"If you don't like it and give others wrong information, isn't it a scumbag man and a scumbag who hang others as a backup?!" Facing Quan Zhilong's accusation, Li Qingyuan did not change her expression, "I am not being cold, I just don’t want to become a scumbag. Think about it, I’m a person who has a boyfriend and responds to other people’s wishes, so I’m a scumbag with two legs. More importantly, don’t you think you Is it too late to say this now?! Love needs the right time, place and people. When she likes you, you dismiss her thoughts. Now I still don’t remember the past, but I want to tell you for myself back then , if she likes you, she will definitely be overjoyed if you say that. However, I am no longer the Li Qingyuan I was back then..."

Li Qingyuan still couldn't put herself into the Li Qingyuan who liked Quan Zhilong back then. The love of Li Qingyuan like that was too humble, so humble that she was in the dust.What is available? !Li Taiying said that she forgot that memory because she had a high fever in the rain. You know, Li Taiying was worried about taking care of what she wore every day even when she coughed. With Li Taiying taking such careful care, why would she still be worried about it? It was raining and had a high fever. Li Qingyuan could guess what it was without looking into it.

"You know, what am I thinking now?!" Quan Zhilong didn't look at Li Qingyuan across the way, but fumbled for the box in his hand with nostalgia, "You said you are no longer the Li Qingyuan you were back then, but I was thinking , How wonderful it would be if time could turn back. Turn back time and let me go back to the time when I first met you. At that time you still loved me, not as cold as now, and you who loved me have been removed from your life Separated..."

If he could really go back in time, he would definitely cherish Li Qingyuan who still loved him back then.

Li Qingyuan thought about the routines in the time-traveling and rebirth novels she had read, and gave Quan Zhilong a very pertinent suggestion, "Go back in time, I think it's better for you to go home and sleep. Maybe you wake up, Just go back in time, go back to the past."

It's better for her not to say anything about those car accidents, jumping off a building, electric shock ride through and so on.

"You are still the same as before. You are definitely a master at breaking the atmosphere." After Li Qingyuan's gag, Quan Zhilong walked out of the vortex of past memories, but looking at the girl who gave him advice seriously, he suddenly remembered the past. She was serious about educating him on the importance of eating on time, but Quan Zhilong softened for no reason, "If he treats you badly, you come back, and I will wait for you to come back at the same place."

It's a very simple sentence, it's a promise, and it's even more affectionate. Li Qingyuan was stunned when she heard it, and when she realized that she wanted to say no, don't wait, Quan Zhilong had already walked to the door and put his hand on the doorknob. Come on, open the door and go out.Looking at his back, when the words came to his lips, they were replaced by, "Be careful on the road and pay attention to safety."

It wasn't that Li Qingyuan was vain, and it wasn't that she found out that she still liked Quan Zhilong, she just felt sad for no reason when she saw Quan Zhilong's back.

Some people, some things, if you miss it, you miss it, and no matter how much you regret it, it will be futile.Like Li Qingyuan who loved Quan Zhilong back then, and Quan Zhilong who wanted to find Li Qingyuan who loved him back then, didn’t he just miss it? When she liked him, he didn’t like her. Now she has forgotten the past , forgot him, but he started to be persistent...

Even if she really liked Quan Zhilong in the past, it was just unrequited love after all. She talked about a real love where he liked her and he liked her, although it ended in failure.

Li Qingyuan's love life can be divided into three stages. In the past, she liked Quan Zhilong, but Quan Zhilong couldn't see her heart, and it was a complete unrequited love.Later, she met her first love, she liked him, and he liked her too, but unfortunately they who loved each other lost to reality, lost to them, and their first love failed.Now meeting Kim Soo-hyun again, Li Qingyuan is very clear that Kim Soo-hyun likes her.Li Qingyuan, who had a crush on others and really loved others, is now a little tired and a little scared. She wants to try the feeling of being loved by others, being pampered in the palm of her hand all the time.It's much easier to be loved than to love, you don't have to do anything, just be loved well.

Now Li Qingyuan doesn't want to do anything, she just wants to be loved by Kim Soo Hyun.Maybe this time, she will really find her own happiness and find her true belonging.

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Today's Hungry Ghost Festival, the gate of ghosts is open, dear friends, don't go out and wander around if you have nothing to do.