novelraw Chapter 368 - 346: Where Is There Something That Can Make Him Happy?
Chapter 368 - 346: Where Is There Something That Can Make Him Happy?
Shen Yiran remained silent, so Grandma said, "If you won’t speak, Grandma will. Before, Dudu pursued you, and to discourage her, you asked Liang Zixuan to act as a shield. Now that Dudu is married and Liang Zixuan has lost her value, you say you’ve broken up with her.""But if that’s the case, why can’t you let go of Dudu?"
"I haven’t."
"Don’t try to fool Grandma, why else would you go to her apartment building every night?"
Shen Yiran immediately looked at the old lady: "Grandma, you’ve been following me?"
"Grandma is doing this for your own good. You don’t tell family anything, so Grandma had to send someone to investigate."
Shen Yiran gritted his teeth and said nothing, "Yiran, since you like Dudu, why didn’t you accept her when she pursued you in the first place?"
"Grandma, do you really not understand?"
"Such a good girl, lively and cute, and you were childhood friends. Of course Grandma doesn’t understand why you would do this."
"Don’t you know what kind of relationship our families have?"
Grandma paused, as if thinking, then suddenly understood: "You’re talking about the generational gap between you?"
Shen Yiran nodded tacitly.
Grandma sighed softly and said, "Ah, Grandma is old-fashioned and doesn’t understand you young people’s thoughts. But ever since An’an left, Grandma has thought, as long as the grandchildren are happy, I am already half in the grave, so I won’t interfere. As long as you love each other and are happy together, it’s better than the way you are now. Every day you come back home without speaking to family, locking yourself in your room. Do you think your parents aren’t worried about you?"
The child in her arms seemed to grow impatient and began to cry softly. Grandma immediately stood up, gently rocking the child while walking towards the door, saying, "An’an doesn’t even know where she is, she never calls the family. She really forgot about everyone after finding a man."
At the door, she turned to Shen Yiran and said, "Happiness is something you pursue, not something given by others. Since you missed it, strive for the next happiness. Don’t keep locking yourself in your world, there’s a lot of joy outside."
The door closed, blocking out the child’s cries. Shen Yiran sat in his chair; the quiet room made his mind even more chaotic.
Outside, what else is there to be happy about? She’s already married, nearly a year now. The two have met, but such a relationship is worse than that of strangers. He really doesn’t know how to face all this anymore.
He doesn’t want to disturb her, but he can’t let her go. Is he to watch her live with another man for the rest of his life?
Watch that girl who once deeply loved him slowly fall in love with another man?
But what can he do? Having rejected her so many times before, is he to disrupt her life and family now?
Qiao Luchen treats her well, he can see that. Married for a year, even without love, they have gotten used to each other. What left is there that could make him happy?
Maybe it’s punishment. When she came to him in her wedding dress, disregarding everything, and he rejected her again, it destined the life he has now.
It wasn’t unexpected, just that he didn’t think that living without her would be this difficult.
Her clinging and chattering no longer belong to him. Everything she used to give him, is she now giving it all to that man instead?