novelraw Chapter 363 - 341 In Fact, He Is More Afraid of Losing Than Anyone Else
Chapter 363 - 341 In Fact, He Is More Afraid of Losing Than Anyone Else
Although she often called his name before, this time it felt different.It was no longer just a name, but a kind of identity.
The car slowly stopped at the suburban hospital. An’an eagerly helped Su Yan with his wheelchair, following Yin Xiaojing into the hospital.
Once he went in for the check-up, An’an finally asked Yin Xiaojing, "Sister Xiao Jing, does he not want me to come see him?"
"Hmm? Why do you say that?"
"You see, he always has a stern face when he looks at me, like he really doesn’t want to see me."
Yin Xiaojing smiled at her words, "When you’re not here, his face is even sterner. You don’t know his nature."
An’an looked thoughtfully at the tightly closed door of the examination room, and Yin Xiaojing paused for a moment before saying, "An’an, since you have chosen to be together, no matter what you face in the future, you need to face it together, understand?"
"Sister Xiao Jing, I’m not afraid of what outsiders say."
"What about your family? How do they see it?"
Speaking of this, An’an lowered her eyes, "My mom only wants me to be happy, she doesn’t care who I’m with, but my grandmother doesn’t approve..."
"Will you insist?"
"I’ve thought a lot during this time, thinking about what it would be like if I separated from Little Uncle. The night you all left, I was really scared he would just leave me like that. It was then that I decided to be with him, no matter the identity, I can’t leave him..."
"So, you’re saying that even if there is no love, you can still stay with him?"
An’an pondered for a while before replying, "Honestly, I’ve never had that kind of feeling for him, never thought about it. When I found out, I was so shocked, even felt it was absurd. During that time, I didn’t dare to face him and didn’t want to talk to him."
"I understand, but actually I’ve known about his feelings for you for a long time."
"Really? How long ago?"
"Actually, at that time it was still vague. Maybe he just wanted to live with you and take care of you. As he grew older and spent more time together, you remained in the realm of familial love, but he wanted an identity that could be with you forever. He’s more afraid of losing than anyone because he only has you by his side."
An’an’s eyes reddened, looking at the door of the examination room, with a bit of heartache in her gaze.
"There’s one more thing that you might never know if I don’t tell you."
"What is it?"
Yin Xiaojing smiled and leaned closer to An’an, lowering her voice, "Do you know why none of your relationships ever work out?"
Talking about this made An’an frustrated, "I don’t know either. Everything seems fine at first, we could plan for a date the next day, but then they’d call and say it’s not working for this reason or that, and it ends without a trace."
"Have you ever wondered why? You’re quite excellent."
"But Little Uncle always says I have a bad temper. I haven’t really interacted with boys much. Maybe only Little Uncle can tolerate me for a long time, while others can’t."
"No." Yin Xiaojing smiled crookedly, "Think about it, even if your temper is bad, considering your status, how could those guys actively break up with you?"
An’an looked at her, puzzled, listening closely to her analysis of why her relationships failed, "Actually, it’s always been Su Yan. He’s afraid you might really go off with other men, so whenever he knows you’re dating someone, he’d go find that guy and do everything he could to make him leave."