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Chapter 60 A Better Person

After saying the word "marriage proposal", Song Yishen stared at Xia Shiyou, hoping to see a little reminiscence or touch on Xia Shiyou's face.

After all, this is the most direct and undisguised evidence that Xia Shiyou loves and cares about him after his car accident.

It is also the evidence that makes Song Yishen most confident.

Song Yishen couldn't believe it, that Xia Shiyou who foolishly held the ring and asked him if he was surprised, that Xia Shiyou who would sprinkle petals on the ground and wait for him wholeheartedly, would disappear.

— never see you again.

But on the face of it, it does.

Xia Shiyou didn't blink, and looked at him from a few steps away, without any fluctuation on his face.He looked just like the suit he was wearing, well defined and flawless.

For a moment, Xia Shiyou heard his almost perfect voice: "We're divorced, Song Yishen."

After a while, a part of my heart slowly felt the pain.

It's not very heavy, not urgent, on the contrary, the feeling of pain is incredibly soft and soothing, like the gentlest fatal medicine in the world.

Song Yishen was at a dead end in Xia Shiyou's words, he could only feel the collapse and shattering of that piece, and then the pain spread to his limbs, and he couldn't do anything.

Song Yishen lowered his head, as if he was covering up something, gasped deeply, and didn't move for a long time.

Xia Shiyou was still expressionless, but his thoughts were in a trance.

It seemed to him, he thought, that he was taking revenge.

Retaliation for what.To get revenge on Song Yishen for not caring about him?Revenge for Song Yishen's waste of him?

Xia Shiyou thought about it for a long time afterwards, maybe.But he could understand Song Yishen at that time.He was just disappointed, both with himself and with Song Yishen.

In the three years since he didn't see Song Yishen, he thought of what Leiya said to him that afternoon countless times.

"Like an idol, you will cry for him, laugh for him, but you will not expect him to do anything for you. But when you really like someone, you will have expectations, you will hope that he will pay for you, worry about you , I don’t think about eating and drinking for you...but it means that you will be disappointed.”

He got a taste of it now, but that was all.

But there was a thorn in the bottom of his heart, which was deeply rooted in his heart in Hong Kong that night.

There is a person, a person who means a lot to Song Yishen, standing in front of him, as Song Yishen's boyfriend, telling him invisibly that he is more qualified to be Song Yishen's other half than anyone else.

Xia Shiyou hated that feeling, almost disgusted.

Thinking of this, Xia Shiyou's eyes turned indifferent for a moment, and he continued to calmly say for a while: "You can find a better person, you don't need to waste time with me." Pause, "I can do it too."

Song Yishen raised his head suddenly, his eyes were red, he stood up, walked up to Xia Shiyou, and said in an almost fierce tone, "You can? Do you know what you're talking about?!"

All the emotions seemed to be shielded by him in a black hole box, dead silent.After the initial struggle, Xia Shiyou's indifference became natural, and he said coldly, "I know."

The person in front of him looked furious, and Xia Shiyou could feel the pressure in his head. He even suspected that Song Yishen couldn't help but beat him up.

Song Yishen really had this idea, staring at Xia Shiyou's cold face, he was so angry that he went crazy.

But he couldn't.

There was nothing he could do.

Compared with Xia Shiyou's determination and indifference, it was more difficult for him to bear Xia Shiyou's resistance and disgust.

The last two did not break up unhappy.

Zhou Chenghe came in knocking on the door and said that the meeting time had been confirmed and everyone was present.

Xia Shiyou nodded, turned around and walked out.

Zhou Chenghe stopped, and opened the door for Song Yishen, silently implying that he could also leave.

Just a meeting that went back and forth.

After leaving Shengyu Building, Song Yishen smoked a pack of cigarettes in the car alone.

Dachao made more than a dozen phone calls, and finally the phone ran out of battery, so he didn't reach out to take it.

In the end, his throat began to hurt, and the lingering, bitter taste of the precipitated smoke rushed all the way into his lungs. If he didn't pay attention, he coughed so that his eyes became sore, and his throat tasted blood.

Soot had already accumulated.After the last one was lit, Song Yishen didn't smoke any more, but watched it burn, shorten, and become a pile of ashes.

It was after seven o'clock in the evening that Xia Shiyou left the Shengyu building, and there was another person standing beside him.

It's Ji Lang.

The two stood for a while, Ji Lang seemed to say something, but Song Yishen couldn't see Xia Shiyou's expression, he saw Ji Lang's expression and eyes.

Ji Lang seemed to be inviting him to dinner, pointing to the car parked not far from Song Yishen.Xia Shiyou shook his head, Ji Lang still smiled gently, and patted Xia Shiyou's shoulder, hesitant to speak.

It has already entered winter, and the wind is still a bit strong at this time.Through the car window, Song Yishen could hear the whining of the wind.The sky was completely dark, leaving only the thin shadows of street lights swaying in the wind.

Xia Shiyou was still dressed in the same outfit that confronted him, and he didn't add a coat when he came out.Ji Lang pushed the person inside, and the two stood under a warm yellow wall lamp next to the gate of Shengyu. This place was at a right angle, and the wind would not blow to those who stood inside.

Ji Lang lowered his head and asked something, Xia Shiyou raised his head and couldn't help laughing.

The two were so close that they looked like they were about to kiss.

The bright yellow light diverges into the wind and halos circles of beams of light. In that right angle, it looks very beautiful.

Song Yishen thought of the "better person" that Xia Shiyou said, and his fingertips became numb. After a while, he lowered his eyes without looking again, started the car and left.

Jealousy, caring, liking, wanting to take it for himself, all these, Xia Shiyou told him, to him, it was not justified.

He was already nothing.

Their relationship became a dead end.

Wan Xun opened a private bar more than three years ago, called "Yuan", and most people are not allowed to enter, only acquaintances can bring it with them.Song Yishen only went there once on the opening day, and the two drank all night.After "No Man's Land" was launched, and after Xia Shiyou returned to China, he didn't have the time or thought to spend any more.

When Song Yishen drank the third cup, Wan Xun just arrived, snapped his fingers at him, and joked: "I think there will be superstars to join us tonight."

Song Yishen twitched the corners of his mouth, struggling to make an expression, buried his head and continued pouring wine.

Wan Xun glanced at the wine he drank, it was strong and expensive, and thought, this kid really came to make money for himself?Turning his head and glanced at Song Yishen's face, he thought of something and sighed.

It must be Xia Shiyou.

"What did he tell you?"

Wan Xun took the cup and poured some for himself. Seeing that Song Yishen didn't seem to hear, he poked his elbow, "Xia Shiyou, is it Xia Shiyou again? What's wrong with you?"

Song Yishen's eyes were red, and he pulled out a corner of his shirt, revealing the scar after the operation, and said in a desperate tone, "He didn't come to see me like this...he even told me that he should find someone better... ..He was still with that Ji Lang. Just now."

When Song Yishen had an accident, Wan Xun went to see it a few times, and helped Song Yishen change poses to take pictures and upload them to Moments.

At that time he laughed, you are not naive, people might have blocked you long ago.

After finishing speaking, it was Song Yishen's death stare, and Wan Xun didn't dare to talk nonsense.

Hearing Yan just wanted to say "learn to let go", but thinking that he was a little guilty, he was silent for a while, seeing Song Yishen's posture seemed to force him to death, Wan Xun hinted to the bartender at the side to change the drinks quietly.

"I don't know how to comfort you. Drink as much as you want."

"When Wen Yuan passed away, I drank in wine every day. It's really a good thing..."

Wan Xun murmured in a low voice and didn't know what to say, but he thought Song Yishen probably didn't care.

"I really hated you at that time. I couldn't find evidence and let you run away. In fact, I knew in my heart that it might not be you. I know what kind of person you are, but I really can't get out... ..”

"I can't get out anyway."

"I want a result, but there is no result. At that time, hating you was the only escape. Thinking about it now, I'm really cowardly."

The two of them just sat there, drinking one cup after another.

The music in the bar is very familiar, it is Wen Yuan's favorite song.

Song Yishen looked at the empty wine glass, and suddenly said, in a very soft voice, almost inaudible: "I just want him to feel sorry for me."

"But it seems impossible."

The glass wine glass slammed on the countertop, and it jingled crisply, which was very pleasant to hear, but it only appeared once each time.

"Ji Lang is actually pretty good, at least it won't make him sad."

"I saw them standing together today, and I was not as angry as last time. I was also jealous, but when I thought of what he said, I lost all energy."

The mistakes made can be reflected and forgiven, but the wasted feelings can never find a way out.

Song Yishen lowered his head, buried it in his arms, and did not speak for a long time.

Wan Xun found a substitute driver for Song Yishen.

After the car drove for a long time, Song Yishen, who had been sitting silently in the back seat, reported the name of a hotel, the car turned around and drove to the hotel.

After knocking on the door for a long time, no one opened the door.

Song Yishen turned and leaned against the door panel, looking up at the dazzling incandescent light, the dizziness and numbness brought by alcohol made him unresponsive.

The figure that suddenly appeared in front of him looked so much like Xia Shiyou, no matter how he looked at it, he looked like it.

Almost alone.

Song Yishen was so greedy, he reached out to touch her, and then under Xia Shiyou's dazed gaze, he gently leaned forward and kissed her.

"Shiyou..."

The person in front of him was completely embarrassed, and he had long since lost the domineering manner he had when he met Sheng Yu.Her hair was messy, and her body smelled of alcohol and smoke.The coat was draped over his shoulders, and a corner of the shirt was ripped out randomly. If his face hadn't been injured, Xia Shiyou would have wondered if Song Yishen had been beaten up.

Thinking of this, his eyes moved to Song Yishen's face, and Xia Shiyou's heart was slightly sour.

Song Yishen seemed to have cried, his eyes were so red that he was not human, and his originally handsome and clean cheeks looked depressed and depressed.

After touching his lips, Song Yishen suddenly lost strength, and his body fell down suddenly. Xia Shiyou's eyes were sharp and his hands quickly hugged him.Song Yishen didn't notice anything, leaned his head on Xia Shiyou's shoulder, and didn't know what he was talking about.

The section from the bridge of the nose to the tip of the nose still had the chill of winter, but the breath from Song Yishen's mouth was very hot, almost scalding hot.The damp coolness and slightly hot breath all hit the skin on the side of the neck, causing Xia Shiyou's whole body to tremble slightly.

The remaining sanity seems to be gone from the time the hotel name is announced to the bang bang on the door.Song Yishen was vague, and when his coat fell to the ground, all his strength was put on Xia Shiyou who had just got off work.

The smell of smoke was stinky and unpleasant, Song Yishen was still dead, Xia Shiyou smiled helplessly, what is this, did you pick up a stray dog?

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