Chapter 183
Chapter 183
"Since the past is past, don't mention it again. Let it be the past completely." Lin Xi Nuo stretched out his hand to open the door and stepped out of the car resolutely.
But at the moment of getting off the bus, the tears in her eyes were not falling. Lin Xi Nuo also had her own self-esteem!
During these five years, she has been in regret and pain, she never thought that one day she would meet Huo Chengyu again.
Lin Xinuo never thought what he could do after meeting Huo Chengyu.
After her own Huo Chengyu, what she wanted was to untie the misunderstanding and make up for the past mistakes, but she never thought that Huo Chengyu didn't care about these things.
See in this repeatedly intertwined, Lin Xi Nuo also gradually feel confused.
After entering the door, Lin Shumo didn't go upstairs to sleep. Instead, he waited for her downstairs. Seeing that she had cried, Lin Shumo was a little surprised. He quickly stood up and walked over.
"What's the matter with you? Didn't you tell me to see Huo Chengyu? But there's some danger out there. " Lin Shumo looked at her as he spoke.
Lin Xi Nuo shook his head, and suddenly ran into Lin Shumo's arms, "I don't know why things have become like this, I don't want to be like this."
It can be seen that he is really sad. The last time Lin Xinuo cried like this was when Chen Yifei was in the emergency room when his life and death were unknown.
Lin Shumo didn't know what she was talking about, so he didn't say anything, just gently patted Lin on the back.
After a long time, Lin Xi Nuo's mood gradually eased down, she again from Lin Shumo's arms, the whole face rose red.
I don't know whether I'm sorry or I'm too excited to cry.
"I've just lost my temper again. Every time I face you, I always seem to lose face." Lin Xi Nuo long exhaled a breath of turbid air, this just felt the pressure of backlog in the heart is a little bit small.
"If you don't mind, you can tell me something first. After all, you can't solve the problem in your mind.
Although I may not be able to help you solve it, at least I can listen to it. Most of the things will become unimportant after they are said
Lin Xinuo heard his words and walked towards the sofa. Lin Shumo also sat down not far away from Lin Xi Nuo.
"I suddenly found out that the obsession of the past five years may only belong to me. Huo Chengyu has never put me on an equal position with him.
At first, it was like this when we were in love, and now it is. As soon as he came back, he let his mood be a kind of deep feeling.
He said that he didn't care about the past things and wanted to make up with me again, but in fact, how could he not care? At the beginning, I brought so much pain to him.
I would rather that he would return the pain I had inflicted on him after he came back, rather than pretend that nothing had happened.
It's unfair to me or to him. I know it sounds ridiculous. I don't know if you can understand it
"I can. I'm an outsider, so I don't have to comment on it. But I can understand your mood. It's normal. "
Lin Shumo opened his mouth to respond, Lin Xi Nuo originally thought that his idea might not be normal people's idea, but after hearing Lin Shumo's affirmation, he felt a little comfortable in his heart.
He just wants Huo Chengyu to put himself in an equal position with him, whether for love or for other reasons.
Especially when ou Yueer tells Lin Xinuo that Huo Chengyu has been treating for so many years because of the great psychological pressure caused by the original things.
Lin Xi Nuo only felt that she was slapped severely. Huo Chengyu pretended to be indifferent. It was not only a kind of torture to Lin Xi Nuo, but also a kind of irresponsibility to him.
From the beginning to the end, he did not want to let this thing pass, but directly pretended that it did not happen. In this way, the wound was only covered up, not cured.
"Thank you, brother." Lin Xi Nuo finally raised a smile to Lin Shumo.
Although she and Lin Shumo didn't know each other for a long time, it seemed that Lin Shumo was always with her when she met with some difficult problems.
Lin Shumo is not a person who can comfort others with his words, but every time what he says happens to hit the softest place in Linxi Nuo's heart.
In the early years, if I had such a brother, it would be really great. Fortunately, it is not too late to have one now.
"I will try my best to persuade brother Yifei to let him go to see a doctor with me. Could you please do me a favor to investigate whether there are any good hospitals for treating gastric cancer in foreign countries?"
Lin Shumo nodded solemnly: "don't worry, I will help you to investigate this matter well, but between you and Huo Chengyu...""I haven't thought about it clearly, and I don't really want to talk about it. If there are some problems that I can't think of, I'd better let time give the answer."
After Lin Xi Nuo finished, he stood up and walked upstairs. Looking at her back, Lin Shumo shook his head helplessly.
He is not good at emotional things, especially the love between men and women. No matter whether it is good or bad, it needs the most important two people to make a decision.
How can they directly help others to make decisions when they offer a choice or suggestion at most?
This night, Lin Xi Nuo naturally lost sleep. In her mind, she constantly recalled what happened after she and Huo Chengyu knew each other.
From four years of college to five years after he graduated from Huo Chengyu, Lin Xinuo didn't know how many nine years a person could have in his life.
One third of her life was given to Huo Chengyu, but now she doesn't know whether they should continue.
Lin Xi Nuo in the heart really feel that this thing is a bit ironic, she did not trapped in the same place, Lin Xi Nuo constantly asked himself, in her heart, what is the most important in her heart?
Lin Xi Nuo got up early the next morning to prepare, so Yangyang and Lin Shumo were awakened by the smell of the food.
When they stepped downstairs, they saw that Lin Xi Nuo had packed all the dishes.
"Mom, you made so many delicious food. Why did you put it all up? Didn't you make it for Yangyang and uncle?"
Yang Yang ran downstairs in a hurry, and his tone was a little anxious. Sure enough, no matter when, the first task of a child is to fill his stomach.
"It's for you and uncle, of course. But didn't you say that you haven't seen uncle Yifei recently?"
Lin Xi Nuo stretched out his hand and patted on Yang Yang's head: "in this case, do you want uncle Yifei?"
"Of course, but Yang Yang has no way to contact him. I don't know why Uncle Yifei didn't come to see me during this period of time."
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