novelraw Chapter 108 Extra Story Voldemort
Chapter 108 Extra Story Voldemort
What happens after a wizard dies?
Voldemort never thought about this issue, because he is "eternal and almighty", he should stand in the highest position and enjoy eternal life and glory.
At least this is what he has been pursuing, although in the end, he still failed.
Even if he split his soul into seven parts, endured pain, and pursued eternal life, he still failed in the end and was defeated by the savior Harry Potter.
He didn't know how long he had been floating in the dark, but when the light appeared and he opened his eyes again.Voldemort seemed to have been so clear-headed for a long time. He thought he was resurrected again, but unfortunately, he seemed to have become a ghost.
No, at least ghosts can still be seen and make sounds.
But he seems to be separated from everything around him by a layer of membrane, he just floats there, looking at the world as a bystander.
What appeared in front of him was a house that looked familiar. The memory of this house was too long, and Voldemort had some problems with his thinking because he forcibly split his soul, so he was staring blankly. After looking at this house for a long time, I vaguely remembered that this seemed to be the house of the Gaunt family.
Located in the mountains, gloomy and dilapidated.
He is obviously a descendant of the great Slytherin, but he is more pitiful than anyone else.The snake nailed to the door seemed to mock the madness of the entire Gaunt family.
Thinking about it a little bit, other memories came to mind one after another.
Voldemort remembered how happy he was when he knew that he was a descendant of Slytherin, and how excited he was when he knew that he still had relatives, and then when he saw with his own eyes what he had done, he was almost killed by his relatives. What kind of mood does it feel when strangled to death?
Dumbledore said he had no love, and he admitted it, because growing up, he never knew what love was, and no one gave him love.
When he was young, he lived in an orphanage, because special things always happened around him—items floated inexplicably, snakes were close to him after all—the children and managers in the orphanage were very afraid he.
People isolated him and bullied him because he was weak and couldn't really hurt anyone else.
The memories in the orphanage seem to be endless, being bullied, starved, kicked out of the room and punished to stand, punished to work or locked in a small dark room.
Those weak memories that should have been discarded by him a long time ago have all naturally surfaced at this time.
He has seen the servility and flattery of the managers to the gentlemen who want to adopt, and the "behaved" of the children who bullied him in the past.As he grew older, Voldemort wondered if he could become a very powerful man.
He has a higher status and power than those aristocratic gentlemen who came to the orphanage as if they were picking up animals, so is it true that no one dares to bully him anymore?Dare to insult him?Dare to make him a little unhappy?
Voldemort has always been very smart, so although he is still young, he can already see a lot of things.
For example, if he doesn't want other people to bully him, then he has to make those people fear him even more, so he starts to use his special ability to do some bad things.
He strangled a rabbit who was always bullying his kids to terrorize the idiots in the orphanage, he fooled the kids, he made everyone more afraid of him than ever.
This is effective, at least those who always bully him don't dare to do anything to him casually.
If someone is bad to you, you just have to be worse than that person.
When he was still in the orphanage, he knew that the world is like this, only if you have more power, noble status and power than others, can you live a better life than others.
Voldemort never felt that he had done anything wrong, he had lived like this since he was a child.
When he received an admission letter from Hogwarts at the age of 11, he was so happy that he could go to school, which means that he can have more opportunities to climb up than others Chance.
He spends a lot of time looking after himself, he makes himself look like a well-bred little gentleman, and he's going to have a different future than the fools here.
But the dean ruined everything...
The dean told the professor who came to the orphanage all the things he had done. He was considered a hopeless child, and he was punished by the professor named Dumbledore in the burning alley. , he was forced to apologize to those who ruined his future.
He couldn't resist what was being imposed on him, and he must study, so he succumbed.
No one cares what kind of anger and hatred is accumulated in his heart. Everyone in this world is the same. There are no good or bad people at all, only those who pursue interests.
It's just that he is too weak now, if he can be strong, stronger than anyone else...
After entering Hogwarts, he was sorted into Slytherin House.
Dressed in shabby clothes, standing among a group of noble children, those noble children didn't even care about him.
Although everyone didn't seem to understand why this little guy who was clearly not well-educated was sorted into Slytherin House, but it didn't matter, because no one cared about this kid.Who cares about a commoner in the wrong place?
Voldemort's first life in Slytherin was really painful. He thought he could have a different future.But all the people seemed to have not seen him. He was divided into a room alone, and he was always working on the project alone.
The noble children of Slytherin didn't bother to talk to him, but the children from other houses who came up to talk to him were just curious about how miserable he was in Slytherin.
He hates it so much...
He hates this world so much...
Voldemort felt no friendliness, except that his pet Nagini occasionally brought him "little gifts" that only snakes would love.
Any Voldemort who studies hard, he does better than anyone else, he is constantly praised, his grades are always the first, all the professors like him, he pretends to be perfect.Gradually, other children began to associate with him, because he was at least very good in magic and academics, and he was not useless.
Later, Voldemort discovered that he was a descendant of Slytherin, a very great wizard and one of the founders of Hogwarts.
Voldemort was so happy, he knew he was different, and he was.He imagined many, many, those beautiful pictures.
But the reality is always so cruel.
When he found out about his life experience and his family, Voldemort only felt angry.
It turned out that his mother used a love potion to trick his father away. His father hated him and his mother so much, and his mother was so cowardly that she even sold Slytherin's locket and ended up in the orphanage. The door gave birth to him and died.
And his uncle... Morfin Gaunt, when he first saw him, tried to strangle him.
Later, he did a lot of things, he killed the Riddle family, if the father is not willing to admit why does he exist?Why don't you go with your mother.He killed someone with Morfin Gunter's wand, turned the blame on Morfin Gunter, and sent Morfin Gunter to Azkaban.
He accidentally killed a student named Myrtle in school because he was looking for the basilisk that Slytherin had raised, and then he blamed the stupid Hagrid.
Voldemort felt that he had completely seen through the world. He had done a lot of bad things. He only needed to show his good side to others, and those who wanted to stop him were all obstacles.
And the obstacles, just need to be cleared.
He has no worries in this world, and he still stubbornly believes that he is different.I don't know when it started, the idea of just wanting to stand at the top and not be bullied by anyone has gradually turned into the hope that he can fly away from death. He hopes that he is eternal and authoritative.
His former name was Tom Marvolo Riddle, but later, he was only called Voldemort.
For eternity, he can do whatever it takes.
Dumbledore once said that he had no love in his heart.Dumbledore said that love is the greatest power, so he would not succeed without love.
How did he answer at that time?Voldemort no longer remembered, he only remembered that he seemed to be getting more and more crazy, and even his memory began to be intermittent.
Because when he was in school, he started to strip his soul and put them on different Horcruxes.At that time, he just thought that he was getting closer and closer to eternal life. Now first, he was already abnormal at that time.
Only killing remained in his mind, and the Death Eater organization that had been formed with great difficulty was also cut off by himself.
Voldemort never thought he was wrong, but at this moment, looking back at the things that happened in his life, Voldemort didn't know what expression to use to look at it, and finally he just remained silent.
Maybe everything is really just fate?Just like those prophecies said, he failed in the end.
And the loser...
A loser is a loser, there are no excuses.To those who hated him for his cruelty, and feared him, he will never apologize, because what was done was done, and he is dead now.
But, isn't he dead?Why did you come to such a place?
Voldemort was puzzled and wanted to get close to the Gaunt house, but was blocked by a strange force and could not get close.
Through the crack of the door, he heard some voices faintly coming from the room, and not long after a short bang, he saw a man coming out of the house.
This man is... Morfin Gaunt.
After staring at the man for a long time, Voldemort recognized who it was.
Morfin Gaunt, his uncle, always looked crazy, and his mouth was always a curse on Muggles, a hatred of Tom Riddle and Merope Gaunt, and Great obsession with the Gaunt family.
He can never see or see himself clearly, like a poor clown.After being sent to Azkaban by him, he begged Dumbledore for mercy, hoping to leave Azkaban, but he died there in the end.
Only this Morfin Gaunt, who hadn't seen him at all, looked very different.
That expression, posture, and feeling were completely different from the Morfin Gaunt in his memory.
Like a thread tied him to Morfin Gaunt, Voldemort was forced to follow behind Morfin Gaunt, he saw Morfin Gaunt, his uncle, that madman who could only use jinxes The man who turned the dilapidated hut of the Gaunt family into a new look within a period of time.
He saw that this man kept himself clean and tidy, as elegant and decent as an aristocrat, and invited an ordinary caretaker Marvolo from Little Hangleton down the mountain.
He saw Marvolo being "disturbed" by a Muggle woman for losing his wand.
This was the first time Voldemort saw Marvolo, because Marvolo had already passed away when he came back to look for his relatives.
Then, he saw Morfin Gaunt, who was completely different from what he remembered, leaving here.
He followed Morfin Gunter, watching what Morfin Gunter did, and he actually found the eloped Merope Gunter.
Although he hated his parents, Voldemort had to admit that when he saw Merope Gaunt, a cowardly and not at all beautiful woman, his heart, which had already been rock solid, was shaken.
That's his mother...
The person who should love him and protect him most in this world is the gentle woman he fantasized about thousands of times in the orphanage when he was young.
Merope was completely different from what he had imagined. It was just a very ordinary... woman who was not even capable of an ordinary witch, a stupid and pathetic woman.
Morfin Gaunt took great care of Merope and Tom Riddle.
The man who could not stop showing disgust on his face after seeing him and knowing his identity, now looked sweet.
He used to be a noble young master, but he didn't have a good life with Merope at this time, but he never complained, and he was working hard for the future of the two of them.
When Voldemort saw the two men and knew that Merope was pregnant, he, who was always forced to follow Morfin Gaunt, now seemed to be tied to Merope.
If you just look at it from the perspective of a simple outsider, this is really a very happy and ordinary couple... Although their lives have nothing to do with wizards, they are so happy.
The father is looking forward to the birth of the child, and the mother loves the father deeply and is so gentle.
This was a picture he had fantasized about when he was young, but after his death, in his state, it appeared before his eyes.
The most common thing Voldemort does every day is to sit quietly on the sofa in the corner of the room, watching this loving couple, and thinking about their future together.
My father said that the business is getting better and better now, and he will open a watch shop all over London and abroad in the future.If you want to buy a big house, you need to start recording the growth of the child after the child is born, and you should also record the thing about peeing your pants, so that you can show it to the child in the future.
The mother said that the child kicked her stomach again today, and she wanted to make a suit of clothes for the child before the child was born, and she wanted to do it herself.And in the future, I will make a lot of clothes for the children, and they will go on a trip together as a family in the future...
What a... happy family.
However, such happiness is all fake.
Voldemort thought that after killing his biological father with his own hands, he would no longer desire the so-called love, but when he was a bystander, watching what his parents did for his unborn self, what did he think? At those times, his heart was not untouched.
He almost thought that Merlin finally heard his prayer, although it was so many years late, but Merlin finally fulfilled his wish.
But, it's all fake...
Merope knew it was all fake, and she actually wanted to stop using the love potion on Tom Riddle.
Voldemort once knew that he was the product of the love potion, and his whole body collapsed, and he refused to admit it until his death.But at this time, when he found out that Merope wanted to stop using the love potion, he almost wanted to yell at Merope.
Stupid woman, this is just an illusion, an illusion you bought with a love potion!But if you stop using the Love Potion, you won't even have the illusion anymore.
So...so please, let this "love" exist forever, please...please let "I" live happily.
please……
But Merope couldn't hear Voldemort's voice, she thought foolishly, maybe there was a grain of truth in Tom Riddle's words, she thought?Even if there is a little bit, she just hopes to hear the real love language.
Then, all those happy images that appeared before Voldemort's eyes disappeared.
He saw the man who was looking at Merope with love at one moment, but with disgust and hatred in his eyes at the next moment. After hearing Merope's clumsy explanation, Tom Riddle was terrified, as if watching a cockroach mixed with a devil. Looking at Merope the same way, he turned around and ran out.
The happy family that Voldemort had imagined was gone.
He wanted to give this stupid woman Merope a hard time, but the woman's expression looked like the sky was falling, and he was numb all over. He thought of all the beautiful pictures in the past, and after knowing the truth The feeling of the moment of shattering is general.
If he hadn't searched for the truth back then, if Merope hadn't been foolishly yearning for true love...
At least, they can still have the imaginary happiness.
But later, even the imaginary happiness was lost.
Morfin Gaunt is indeed completely different from the one in Voldemort's memory. Voldemort knew that Morfin Gaunt had reminded Merope not to do stupid things, but Merope did, Morfin Gaunt Nor did it stop.Not only didn't stop it, but let Merope Gunter bear his regret and pain.
Voldemort followed Morfin Gaunt again, and he saw Morfin Gaunt bring little Tom, who was still in his infancy, to Little Hangleton, and then erase everyone's memory.
From then on, Little Tom and Tom Riddle were never related.
Tom Riddle can return to his normal and happy life, while little Tom Gunter, whose surname is Gunter, is not Riddle.
Merope has been depressed for a long time because of Tom Riddle's departure, so depressed that he doesn't even have the energy to care about his own children.
Voldemort didn't want to blame this woman at all, because this woman's stupidity broke his dream of happiness again, Voldemort felt tired, he didn't want to blame anyone.
He is just a ghost that no one can see.
After that, the longest thing he did was to stay by little Tom's side. He looked at this small child who was no bigger than his two palms and thought, whether this child will be like him in the past. After finally discovering the truth, do you never trust anyone, never trust any fairy tales again?
The bedside fairy tales of those happy children are not for people like them.
The depressed Merope Gaunt was fed age-reducing agent by Wuxu and thrown to study in a Muggle school, while little Tom was raised by Morfin Gaunt by his side.
Morfin Gaunt's outer elegance and politeness always give people a good impression, but Voldemort can see the indifference in Morfin Gaunt's eyes from under this layer of appearance.
As if he has nothing to do with this world, and he doesn't care what the world will turn into in the end. He just does what he wants to do and lives the life he wants to live.
Voldemort thought at first that little Tom would not be much better than he was when he was with such an uncle.Perhaps the longest thing to face is the empty room, the servants, and the occasionally mad Marvolo Gaunt on the other side of the room.
Maybe one day, it won't be too strange for Little Tom to be killed by Marvolo Gunter.
But what surprised him was that this uncle, who was actually not very easy to get along with, was very indulgent towards little Tom.And when little Tom is with Wu Xu, he should be extraordinarily well-behaved.
When little Tom couldn't speak, Voldemort felt more than once that little Tom seemed to be looking at him. Because of the sight of little Tom, Morfin Gaunt also wondered if there was such a person wearing an invisibility cloak. people exist.
For this reason, Morfin Gunter also thoroughly checked the entire room and the surrounding environment, but because he found nothing, he finally let it go.But since then, Morfin Gunter has put little Tom in the basket and brought him by his side more often.
And as little Tom grew up, Voldemort found that little Tom could no longer see him.
There was some sense of loss, but it was also amazing to watch another self grow.
He saw that little Tom was like an ordinary but happy child, who would act coquettishly, play tricks, and sometimes he would not get up on purpose when he fell down. He kept staring at Morfin Gaunt with tearful eyes until Morfin fell down. Gaunt picked up little Tom from the ground, and turned from crying to laughing.
He saw that little Tom always liked to get into Wuxu's arms.
He would often grab the corners of the sofa crookedly and Morfin Gunter's clothes when Morfin Gunter was sitting by the bed reading a book, climbing up little by little like a koala , After climbing up, he quickly got into Morfin Gaunt's arms.
He saw that little Tom would use his favorite milk bottle to bribe the Muggles who took care of him after pranks, hoping that the Muggles would not tell Wuxu about the chair he accidentally pushed down or something.
In fact, the Muggle who took care of him was often forgotten by Morfin Gaunt, because there were always magical riots around Little Tom.
It's always like this around a little wizard with powerful magic power.
Voldemort looked at this carefree child, whether it was envy or something else.
He didn't want to admit that the kid who loved the bottle and loudly decided to take it to heaven was another himself.He also didn't want to admit that the child who would cry at every turn and roll on the ground was himself.Not to mention, the child who bribed others to use the bottle was himself.
But little Tom is so happy...
He can smile happily every day, and he can get into trouble like an ordinary child, because he has an uncle who loves him behind him.
Even without the care of his father and mother, little Tom still had a very happy childhood.
Looking at the smiling little Tom, sometimes Voldemort would smile unconsciously, but more often than not, he found that there was someone crying in his heart, crying and saying...
So jealous.
Really jealous.
But at the same time, there is a feeling of happiness, the feeling of looking at the "happiness" of another self, as if I can also obtain happiness.
Is this what Dumbledore meant by love?Is this what Dumbledore meant by greatness?
But why was there a soreness in his heart when a warm feeling surged up?Because, although little Tom is another him, after all, they are not the same person, if only he had such an uncle.
If only his uncle Morfin Gaunt hadn't tried to strangle him when he saw him.
in case……
But no if.
I don't know if it's because he looked at Little Tom for too long, Voldemort suddenly began to feel sad and self-blaming when he looked at the children who were smiling and happy with Little Tom—these things that could no longer appear in his heart mood.
He saw little Tom made an agreement with these children. They agreed to become very powerful in the future, and then they will create a beautiful future together, and create a future where everyone can get happiness.
When he heard little Tom say to Morfin Gunter: "Because most people in this world are too stupid, but I am smarter, so I have to stand taller."
Morfin Gaunt: "Why?"
Little Tom: "In this way, everyone will make fewer mistakes and will not be bullied."
When saying this, Voldemort felt that his vision was a little blurred, and he raised his hand to touch his cheek, only to realize that he was crying.
He seemed to recall that a long time ago, before he hated the other children in the orphanage, there was a child whose face was blurred and who was not afraid of him.
That kid always told him he was special, God's chosen one.
"You are special. You are the one who wants to create a better future. We promise." The child seemed to have said such a sentence, but later, the child died.Not long after being adopted, he rushed back, and then got sick and never got up again.
Those things that he had already forgotten...
I don't know why, but I suddenly remembered it.
He hated the children in the orphanage so much at the beginning, and it seemed to be related to this.But in the end why and what happened, I still can't remember clearly, because after the child died, he also fell ill, a serious illness, and then he forgot a lot.
Thinking about it this way, he seemed to have become the person that he had promised to be, and he would definitely not be able to become.
It's ironic...
The only beauty he had ever had was forgotten by him like this, and then he became a "hateful" devil king, an existence that no one dared to mention, and it was so ridiculous to die in the end.
It seems that his whole life is like a joke.
Little Tom is growing up, he has started to go to school and made more friends, and Morfin Gunter always reminds him behind him. Little Tom has a big dream in his heart, and for this dream, he feels very happy. hapiness.
Voldemort looked at Little Tom as if he was looking at the phantom he was looking forward to.
He saw little Tom crying locked in Morfin Gaunt's arms when he was parting from his friends, and the man who was always calm and calm told little Tom, "Even a boy can cry secretly. "After crying well, stand up again and move on.
The Muggle world started a war, and the war was fierce. Countless people died in this war, but little Tom was well protected. In the wizarding world, he continued to enrich himself for his dreams and promises.
It was also during this period of time that Voldemort knew that when he was studying, so many things happened in the Muggle world, so many people died, and he experienced many horrors.
And all he knew was through the letter Wu Xu sent to Little Tom.
Little Tom is growing up, and with a feeling that can be seen, he is growing rapidly and becoming a more reliable person.
Voldemort saw many classmates who were very familiar with him gather around little Tom, as if he saw the scene in Hogwarts reappearing.
But there are many differences.
Even many children in other colleges like little Tom very much, but Dumbledore, who is always on guard against him, admires little Tom very much.
Myrtle survived, the half-giant Hagrid graduated successfully, and the basilisk imprisoned under Hogwarts was still sleeping soundly without waking up.
The little girl Nagini who hadn't appeared all this time appeared beside little Tom. His Nagini...
Still so cute if his Nagini wasn't dead.It was the same as when they met for the first time, but his Nagini was dead, and what he saw now was Little Tom's Nagini.
Maybe his Nagini came to another world like him and became this little Nagini?
The more he saw those familiar faces, Voldemort found that many emotions in his heart began to surge, and little Tom, another him in this world.
Experienced a life similar to him, but completely different.
Everyone likes little Tom very much, even if they can no longer be friends, but everyone still believes in little Tom, they believe that little Tom's innocent dream can be realized, and they believe in the happy future that little Tom said.
It's like a group of innocent people, who believe in innocent dreams, and then gather together to work hard.
Voldemort raised his hand and grabbed the robe on his chest. He felt the feeling of envy and jealousy constantly intertwined in his heart, and there was also a feeling of being so moved that he wanted to cry.
But he couldn't do anything, he could only watch, and he suddenly thought, maybe he came here as a punishment?Merlin punished him for his sins, so he let him see another self, a completely different life.
Those lives that he envied so much that he wanted to destroy them completely but was reluctant to part with them.
Not to him, but to another life of his own.
Little Tom grew up, and gradually no longer clinged to Morfin Gaunt as he did when he was a child. Looking at Morfin Gaunt's expression, he wondered if there was a sense of loss in that person's heart.
The children who have been brought up with great difficulty are finally leaving themselves to go to a wider world, dreaming and working hard in the future.Even if he was injured, he would no longer cry and speak out with grievances like when he was a child.
When a child grows up, the only thing an elder can do is to let go.
Let go and let him fly higher.
When Little Tom graduated, the era of the previous generation of the devil Grindelwald had just ended, and Dumbledore became the greatest wizard because of his contribution to sending Grindelwald to prison.
Believe in love and justice, powerful white magic, master of the Phoenix, headmaster of Hogwarts.This is Dumbledore.
And little Tom, who left school, brought those wizards who were as naive as him, and began to become active on the stage of this era.
They're in the Ministry, they're in different positions, Little Tom makes the decisions, and they're responsible for making them work.
Everything is not always smooth, but after a small setback, they get better and better.
The wizarding world seems to be a lot more alive, and Tom Young has brought some Muggle stuff into the wizarding world, and he's come up with a lot of theories.
About wizard blood, magical animals, magic items and much more.
It seems that decades have passed in the blink of an eye, and a part of the wizarding world has gradually merged with the Muggle world, and life is pretty good.
Decades later, the world is completely different from the desolation it once was. Even the wizards in the wizarding world will turn on the TV on time and watch the wizarding stars on TV. The star is actually a wizard.
Many friends who were separated from Little Tom because of the war were found one after another, but there are still some friends who have never been heard from.There are still some who can be determined... died in the war.
Little Tom leads the wizards in the wizarding world, as well as the Muggles who have grown up and are very capable in the Muggle world, but still have naive dreams, changing the world together.
Muggles don't know that many of the items they use are made of potions, so the effect is particularly good, and wizards also start to compete to see whose mobile phone is the latest.
In fact, they are not too different, as long as they balance each other and find a reasonable balance.
Little Tom is always busy keeping the wizarding world out of "closed doors" and protecting them at the same time.But Little Tom has always been very happy. He said that there are always people who agree with his philosophy, and then more people come to help him build that happy future.
For ordinary people or wizards, they can find a balance point with each other and live in peace and a happy future.
When some friends mentioned the dream of unifying the world back then, everyone just laughed it off. Little Tom said, "Everyone is very happy now, so he just needs to do what he can do."
Little Tom did a lot.
Little Tom became the greatest wizard in the wizarding world at the end of the 21th century and the beginning of the [-]st century, and a miraculous investor and philanthropist in the Muggle world.
He changed an entire era in the Muggle and wizarding worlds.
No one does not know him, no one does not respect and love him.
When little Tom was 140 years old, he was already old. When he returned to his old house in London, he was like an ordinary old man, sitting on the sofa that Morfin Gaunt used to sit in back then, holding a Morfin Gauntlet. A book that Gunter used to read often.
The lifespan of a wizard is longer than that of Muggles, but there is still an end after all, and little Tom has been fighting for his dream for so many years, his body is not as good as it looks on the surface.
And his identity in the Muggle world also "passed away" more than ten years ago, and that is already a very long life for Muggles.
Little Tom, who was sitting on the sofa basking in the sun, had a little sleep. When he opened his eyes again, he suddenly turned his head to look at Voldemort. His eyes met Voldemort's, which made Voldemort slightly swallowed.
Voldemort had been used to not being seen by anyone for more than 100 years.
Little Tom had turned into Old Tom, and he looked into Voldemort's eyes with a kind feeling, as well as slight doubts and surprises. one