novelraw Chapter 380 [380] She knows a lot
Chapter 380 [380] She knows a lot
Himeko charged the phone and turned it on.Pulled out the address book and flipped to Hisoka's phone.Her finger was already on the green call button, and finally Himeko chose to close the phone after a long time.
She was still reluctant to make a phone call and say goodbye.
After putting down the phone, Himeko unplugged the charger.She took the charger and walked towards her bedroom, and stopped there just as she was about to open the door to enter.Finally she let go of the doorknob and turned into Hisoka's bedroom.
Although it was painful now, she still wanted to have some Hisoka.
Lying in Hisoka's room, covered with his quilt, Himeko's tired spirit finally felt a little relaxed.In fact, the number of times Hisoka slept on this bed was not as many as Hisoka slept in her room, but this is the bedroom they arranged for Hisoka together, which has a sense of ritual.So under this strange feeling, Himeko would feel more comfortable falling asleep in it.
When he woke up the next day, Himeko already felt better.
Although seeing the house where there are footprints of himself and Hisoka in every corner, he will be conditioned to feel sad, but it is much better than the situation where he collapsed when he saw it last night.
Himeko got up very late today, she didn't even bother to put on makeup.After taking a shower in the bathroom, I opened the refrigerator after wiping my hair casually.
There isn't really much in the fridge.
Before, because she was not sure how long she would go to Dorichi, Himeko shared all the things in the refrigerator with her friends.Now there are only some things left in the refrigerator that can have a long shelf life, such as the apple sauce that Himeko made for Hisoka.She made several bottles, but was in a hurry when she left and forgot to take them with her.
Himeko stood in front of the refrigerator with the door open, staring intently at the bottles of applesauce that hadn't been delivered.
In order to keep the taste of the applesauce better, Himeko uses a specially bought glass bottle.And she even wrote [あなたが好き?~] (like you?~) in pink on it, and drew an ugly and cute apple behind it.It's just that the person she wants to see is not here.
Her eyes were wet with tears, but Himeko blinked hard enough to keep the tears from falling.
Himeko pursed her lower lip, her eyes flickered but she reached out and took out a bottle of applesauce.
Anyway...he couldn't eat it anymore, why didn't she eat it herself.
After taking the applesauce, Himeko took out a bag of vacuumed bread from the refrigerator.Take these two to the kitchen, and take out the plate, ceramic jam knife and bread toast cutter from the wall cabinet as usual.She puts the bread in the cutter and cuts it, then puts the sliced bread on the plate.Put the jam knife and applesauce on the plate, and sat down at the table with these things.
After sitting still, Himeko picked up a jam knife and spread applesauce on the bread.Then put a slice of bread on top of it, prepare a square piece of bread, take it back to the kitchen and cut it so that she and Hisoka can share it.
Just when Himeko was propped up on the table and was about to get up, she suddenly remembered that Hisoka was not by her side, and she also had plans to break up with Hisoka.
She gave up her previous plan and pinched the bread with both hands.
The slicer for cutting bread was bought by Hisoka, because once she accidentally hurt her hand while cutting bread.Even the ceramic jam knife beside the plate was bought by Hisoka.In the past, Himeko either used a fruit knife when spreading jam, or took a spoon and used the back of the spoon to spread it.But Hisoka said to use a ceramic knife, so that the deliciousness of the jam can be completely preserved.So the two of them went to buy this knife together.
Himeko's tears rolled down her cheeks.
This house is full of traces of Hisoka.
She sniffed to hold back her tears, but the tears fell uncontrollably one after another.Himeko pushed her glasses with one hand, and took the opportunity to wipe her teardrops off her face.
Himeko turned a corner of the bread to herself, opened her mouth and bit off a big piece with a "wow".
Her eyes looked at the table, but her mind didn't know where she went.While crying, she chewed the food in her mouth with difficulty.
Halfway through eating, Himeko pushed the plate away and lay down on the table.
She was sobbing.
Lie facedown on the table with your forehead resting on the table.Holding the remaining bread in one hand, she choked up and tried to stuff the food into it.
The taste of tears mixed with bread and jam is really unpalatable.
Himeko took the bread and stuffed it into her mouth, and occasionally turned over the hand holding the bread and wiped her tears with the back of her hand.
This time the bread has been stored for a long time. Although it has not passed the shelf life, it has passed the best tasting period.And the jam I made this time was a little too sweet, I'm afraid not only her, Hisoka would not like it very much.It seems that the next time she makes applesauce for her lover, she needs to choose apples with a more sour taste.Only in this way can the delicious sour and sweet taste be achieved in the end.
Ah - no!
She was going to break up with Hisoka, and there was... no next time.
Realizing this, Himeko dropped the bread in her hand back onto the plate.She felt a little nausea in her stomach, and hurried to the sink in the bathroom.
"Uh-uh...cough...cough..."
Himeko retched, feeling some convulsions inside her body, but she didn't spit out anything except the acid water in her mouth.
After throwing up like this, Himeko didn't feel any better.
She looked up at herself in the mirror.
She saw the woman in the mirror with disheveled hair and wrinkled clothes.The man's face was dull, with bags and dark circles under his eyes.Not only that, but tears and snot were flying from the person in the mirror.
Himeko stared blankly at herself in the mirror for an unknown amount of time.
She wiped her snot with the back of her hand so it wouldn't stay in her mouth and eat it.After wiping, I turned on the tap and washed my hands thoroughly inside and out.Finally, he took off his black-rimmed glasses and splashed the water on his face, then wiped it off with a towel.Because her mind was not on this, she probably just wiped away the water or teardrops beside her eyes.Then, with a dripping face, he repented in the living room.
Looking at the food on the table, whether it was breakfast or lunch, Himeko had no appetite at all.
She didn't want to pack these things either.
After glancing at the dining table, Himeko walked over to the sofa with her head bowed and her chest hunched.She threw herself on the sofa and looked at the ceiling of the house paralyzed like that.
Himeko spent about half a month in this daze, but she couldn't remember the exact time.
If it wasn't for friends who came to Himeko's house to deliver some food every now and then, I'm afraid Himeko wouldn't be able to watch it anymore.Although she would not starve to death, she could lose more than 20 catties.After they saw Himeko's appearance for the first time, they gave up their plan to bring the ingredients.After all, even if he brought it over, I'm afraid Himeko wouldn't be able to do it.In fact, he originally planned to leave someone to take care of her at Himeko's house, but Himeko refused.Seeing that Himeko would collapse again in a few minutes, they had no choice but to follow their friend's mind.So in the end everyone gave Himeko food.Even if it is not delicious if it is not hot or steamed, it is still somewhat nutritious to eat when it is more or less cold.
Himeko is living these days.
She knew in her heart that she needed to cheer herself up.It's just a man, so there's no need for her to live and die like this.These days, three-legged toads are hard to find, and two-legged men are everywhere.Besides, a dangerous man like Hisoka doesn't match up with an ordinary person like her at all.Even if she is not afraid of death, the two of them will not be able to make it to the end.Since she will never be the last person to accompany her no matter what, why is she still so excited.
But she knows a lot of truths, but she can't do anything.
That person is Hisoka!
It's Hisoka who she likes, likes, and even loves now!
She really can't seem to do it.
Himeko understands that the world does not revolve around one person, and the leaving and staying of another person will not affect the rotation and revolution of the earth.No matter how heart-piercing she is, the things around her are still happening one after another, and the long time is still passing bit by bit.
Now Himeko's daily activities, besides being paralyzed at home, is looking at her mobile phone.
She doesn't watch anything else online now.She repeatedly looked at the text messages and photos that she and Hisoka had sent to each other every day, and kept refreshing the news of the Phantom Troupe and Hisoka on the website of the Hunter Association.
Although Himeko has had a bad time these days, and tried hard to restrain her urge to contact Hisoka.
But Hisoka still pretended nothing happened, and still texted and called Himeko as usual.Himeko read every text message sent by Hisoka but did not reply.As for Hisoka's phone call, Himeko couldn't just listen and not talk.So she didn't even answer the phone.
Among them, the account password of the Hunter Association was also handed in by Hisoka to Himeko in a text message, nicknamed Little Himeko, who can see her heroic appearance on the website of the Hunter Association.
And Himeko did use Hisoka's Hunter Association account, but still did not reply to Hisoka.I just kept searching for Hisoka's related information on the official website of the Hunter Association, and every time I just read no comments or liked it.