[Comprehensive] Take a look at my blind incumbent

Chapter 362 [362]

After all, he couldn't understand that Qi Ya was actually the third son of the killer family. I'm afraid Himeko feels the same as himself now.

At this time, he, a victim who was once persecuted by the Phantom Troupe, can only come out to speak out.

"What Kiya said is true." Kurapika said in a heavy tone, "The Phantom Brigade can be described as extremely vicious. My family and clan were slaughtered by the Phantom Brigade. The entire Kuruta clan The tragedy is because of them. Even now I am the only one from Kuruta."

When talking about the massacre of his own people, Kurapika's eyes turned blood red again excitedly.

And in order to prove that what he said was Himeko, Kurapika used his mobile phone to log in to the official website of the Hunter Association.Because he is now an official hunter, Kurapika's phone can see sections that ordinary people cannot enter.

When official websites like the Hunter Association judged the Phantom Troupe as a world-class a|class thief gang, Himeko chose to believe in authority.

And there are some photos as evidence in the description of the Phantom Brigade on the hunter website.

Ruins, blood, corpses, and occasionally one or two silhouettes of members of the Phantom Troupe were photographed, and the time and place were marked next to the photos.

Holding Kurapika's phone, Himeko started to tremble all over.

She finally knew what kind of team the Phantom Troupe she knew was, and the definite evidence was right in front of her.Even if she doesn't want to believe it, she can't cover her eyes, cover her ears, erase her conscience and deny it.

In an instant, Takemoto Himeko's face was pale and she lay down on the table unbearably.

Although not all the tables have been cleaned up now, she can't care about them now.

She finally understood why Xiaojie and the others looked at her with the eyes of "caring for the mentally retarded, everyone is responsible".She's not mentally retarded at all, she's a big idiot.The extra-large one, the one that is bigger than the initial bold bold type.

She felt that her heart began to hurt, and it gradually spread from the heart to the whole chest.It seems that someone is holding a rolling pin and rolling it vigorously, and the rolling pin is still the kind with thorns.After a while, her entire chest was in pain.

Even though she is suffering like this now, Himeko managed to spare some energy to talk about her tragedy and sum it up.

Not only did her first love feel that she was not worthy of her, but she even lied to her name.Not only that, but the other party is actually a killer, and now there is a fiancée working in her chocolate shop.And when I saw myself for the first time after the breakup, Il fans probably recognized me and kept concealing my identity and playing with myself.

After that, the second lover, that is, the ex-boyfriend Wo Jin was a robber who murdered and set fire.

Even the kind of robber that is most wanted in the world.I'm afraid the other party didn't have any good intentions when they first came into contact with Rocky Town. Don't those robbers still have the intention to experience the life of the town as ordinary people?With this degree of credibility, it is probably more credible that the sun comes out from the west.

Finally... More importantly, of course, is her current boyfriend Hisoka!

Hisoka... I'm afraid he's not a good person either, Himeko felt her heart was breaking when she realized this.If she found out that Ryan was a killer, Himeko felt absurd, but Wo Jin was a robber, and she was hit hard.Hisoka, on the other hand, stabbed her hard in the heart again and again, and stopped her bleeding after the stabbing, in case she died and could not continue stabbing.After all, he can be friends with the killer, and he is also in the same gang of thieves as his ex-boyfriend, the robber Wo Jin.

Even if she hypnotizes herself too many times Hisoka is a good person, she... still has no way to believe it.

To sum it up, Himeko Takemoto realized that she was completely blind when it came to dating.

Thanks to Himeko's low self-esteem back then, her first love who felt handsome and responsible, her second love who was reliable and prudent, and her current incumbent, who was good at everything, was somewhat blind to her.Now it seems that she is completely blind by herself.The first love is a killer, the second love is a robber, and the incumbent...maybe they are all, anyway, there is no way for perverts to run away.

Originally, Himeko came to her aunt these few days, and she was not in a good mood because of her physical discomfort.

But Xiaojie and Qi Ya's feelings for their friends, as well as the two children's sensibility and enthusiasm, made Himeko feel much better.But now she is already in a bad mood that has affected her body.

Takemoto Himeko felt a little sick.

"Vag, vomit..."

But she lay on the table and retched a few times, but she couldn't spit out anything.This made her feel even more uncomfortable.Originally, Himeko's hands and feet were prone to cold during menstruation, but now she was sweating profusely, which made her feel even more uncomfortable.

If it weren't for the fact that she was so weak and weak now, Himeko would probably be sitting on the ground curled up into a ball.

That position will make her feel much more comfortable and safe.

But now Himeko is so unwell that she can't even put her head in the air and retch.The heaving of her chest from retching alone was enough to make her sweat, and she couldn't even lift a pinky finger now.

It can be said that thinking of Hisoka from Kuroro and the others made Himeko extremely uncomfortable.

Especially the fact that Hisoka may be a murderous robber is even more unacceptable to Himeko.After all, you know someone who is a criminal who sleeps with you or even a boyfriend who is planning to marry a criminal. The two feelings are completely different.The latter makes you even more unacceptable, and more eager to escape the fact that this may be true.

On the one hand, Himeko felt that she must be too blind to be saved, and on the other hand, she also felt that maybe all of this was just a dream.

Now she is no longer jumping down to the Yellow River, Himeko has changed into thinking that she is walking on the road after jumping down.

"Hime, sister Himeko, are you feeling bad?" The innocent Xiaojie was very worried about Himeko's current state.

Not only did he see it, but his intuition also told him that sister Himeko was feeling particularly uncomfortable right now.

After hearing Xiaojie's voice, Himeko actually felt much more comfortable.

Not only because of Xiaojie's concern for her at this moment, but also because Himeko remembered that Xiaojie and Hisoka were hunters in the same period.

Because of the ignorance of the profession of hunters, and the fact that hunters belong to the official association of the hunter continent.After all, the reason why the Hunter Continent is called the Hunter Continent is not because the profession of hunters on it is too important.This is the same as the proportion of ninjas in the Ninja Continent where Himeko's sisters are.

In Himeko's mind, how much she can be linked to the official is to pay attention to the background information of that person, such as whether she has a record of dangerous crimes.

At least this is the case no matter where Himeko was in her previous life or where Mercury often stays now.Therefore, Himeko used inertial thinking and felt that the hunter exam was the same, so she was somewhat relieved about Hisoka's situation.But what she never imagined was that everything on this road was not played out according to common sense, such as the hunter exam.

Although he was uneasy, Himeko felt hopeful.

According to her infinite imagination, maybe Hisoka is different from the bandits of the Phantom Troupe.

Himeko secretly prayed in her heart that it must not be the same.

It was also thanks to this thought that gave Himeko some strength, and now she felt a little more strength all over her body.There wasn't a lot of strength, but it was enough for her to reply to Xiaojie.

She lay on her stomach and turned her head in one direction to look at Xiaojie, showing a weak smile at him.

"I don't feel well right now, but I feel better." Himeko looked at Xiaojie's eyes and added a little brilliance, "Thank you, Xiaojie."

Leorio and Kurapika felt sorry for Himeko after she recognized the appearance of the Phantom Troupe.

But of course it was Nao Bu Di Qi Ya who felt more deeply than them.

He felt that he could more or less understand the collapse in Himeko's heart.

And I'm afraid that this kind of collapse is due to the fact that I and Xiaojie knew that my eldest brother was Himeko's lover in a state of defenselessness.And in such a state of shock, he knew that Hisoka was Hisoka, the four-and-three-good lover that Himeko praised.Probably even more of a crash than that.

After all, I was just a bystander who had a little relationship with it and knew a little bit about it, and Himeko Takemoto was the one who was shocked.

I'm afraid no matter how I imagine, I can't know the extent of the other party's inner collapse.

At this moment, Qi Ya's compassion for Himeko reached its peak.

He even loves to eat chocolate, wishing that the chocolate would be discounted all day so that he could eat more, so he made a decision.He decided to try not to buy discounted chocolates from Himeko's in the future, but to buy more expensive chocolates.Anyway, as long as there are chocolates made by the other party in Himeko's shop, I think they are delicious.

Thinking about it this way, he felt that Himeko was even more tragic.

Qi Ya has eaten many chocolates, but none of them are as delicious as the chocolates in Himeko's cherished chocolate shop, and no matter which chocolate is so appetizing.You must know that no matter how famous and expensive the chocolate is, Qiya always has a preference in that store.There will be things that you like to eat and things you don't like, but Himeshi's shop is full of things you like to eat.

So Chiya thinks it's all because he has exactly the same preference for chocolate as his big brother.

He still thought that Himeko made chocolates for his elder brother.It turned out that his elder brother is not only a killer, but now has a fiancee.No matter how I think about it, I feel that his eldest brother is a scumbag.And thinking about the two lovers after Himeko, Qi Ya felt deep pity for Himeko in his heart.

Seeing Himeko whose face was so pale that she was about to turn into paper, even Kurapika who had a problem with Himeko because Himeko knew the Phantom Troupe and rescued the brigade members felt distressed.

After all, Himeko took extra care of him when he visited Cherish Chocolates in Mercury.And not only that, Himeko is also Mido's friend.When Mi Duo was always by his side, he chatted with him and talked about Himeko several times.Thinking of Mido's opinion on Himeko's current boyfriend, Kurapika felt that Himeko was even more pitiful.

People who think they are good are actually robbers who do all kinds of evil, and I'm afraid Himeko's current boyfriend is not very good.

And Kurapika also knew that Himeko's father had never taken care of Himeko, and Himeko's mother died very early.These are what Mi Duo told him.It's not that Mido likes to gossip in front of outsiders, but that Mido really likes Kurapika and treats him as his own.After all, she was extremely confident about taking down Kurapika, so she told him about these things.

Little did she know that just because she likes someone, she will pour out her heart and soul to the other person, which has actually made Kurapika miserable.

And now, neither Mido nor Kurapika know about it, especially when seeing Himeko's paper-colored Kurapika in the tent now, it is even more impossible to know.

He comforted palely and weakly: "Miss Himeko, don't pay too much attention to it. After all...after all, when you rescued Wojin, you didn't know that the other party was a member of the Phantom Troupe who did all kinds of evil. You thought he was just an ordinary member of the tour group. .It only shows that you are kind."

Although Mido often praised his friends in his ears, Kurapika really didn't know how to comfort the sad woman.

So in the end he chose Wo Jin, who both had intersections, as a comfort point.

Now he doesn't have any resentment or dissatisfaction about Himeko saving the spider from Wojin.Even if there was him, he wouldn't dare to show it, after all Miss Himeko looked even more sad and unacceptable than him.

As an upright and kind Kurapika, he really couldn't bear to make the other party more sad.

Kurapika's starting point is good, but it's a pity - things always backfire.

I heard Kurapika talking about Wojin, and was praised by the other party for his kindness.Himeko remembered the fact that she was actually a murderous robber who saved her ex-boyfriend. Can anyone really understand this feeling? !Before she discovered the truth, she couldn't understand it herself!

Not only was her ex-boyfriend actually a robber, but she also saved such a man.

Himeko felt like she was about to collapse.

At this time, she didn't know where the strength came from, and she stretched out her hand to cover the top of her head.Then she wanted to use her fingers to pull her hair desperately, she really couldn't bear these truths.

Because of her confused thinking, Himeko's thoughts were easily turned away by what everyone said to her.

She saved a murderer, and he was a very vicious murderer.And the murderer was her ex-boyfriend!If he saved Wo Jin himself, someone would definitely die in Wo Jin's hands.Well, it has been a long time since I rescued Wojin in Youkexin. During this period, Wojin didn't know how many people he killed and how many bad things he did.

If she hadn't saved Wojin, then the tragedy caused by Wojin during Wojin's death would never have happened.

Himeko's head moved away from the table, but only a little.

She put the hand she had just pulled her hair on the table, under her sight.She looked at her hand, it seemed that blood was gradually gushing out from it.Even her auditory hallucinations appeared in her ears. The voice was the desperate screams of the broken-down people in the TV series.But for Himeko at the moment, that's the screams of those who might have been killed by Wojin after the Youkexin time period.

At the side, Xiaojie and Qi Ya, the four of them persuaded Himeko, but at this moment Himeko could not hear them all.

She thought she was a murderer too.

Even if she exonerates herself, she is still an accomplice to the murderer.

What did she do! ! !

Himeko's heart has completely collapsed.But even so, she didn't resent the person who revealed the truth to her, she just felt that it was all her fault.

Maybe she shouldn't have survived in the first place.

What made Himeko feel even more broken was not knowing these truths, nor was it discovering that the ex-boyfriend she saved was a gangster who did all kinds of evil.But... Even if you go back to Youkexin, even if you know that Wojin is a robber, she will probably choose to save her.

Her rationality told her that she should not help such a heinous sinner like Wojin.

After all, it was Kurapika who attacked Wojin at the time, and Kurapika was the orphan of the Kuruta clan who were exterminated by the Phantom Brigade.No matter from the point of view of tit for tat, or from any point of view, Wojin deserved it.Not to mention that Wojin is a wanted criminal in the world, and Kurapika at that time has become a hunter with the right to capture or kill Wojin on the spot.

Wojin should have died at the hands of Kurapika on the night of Youkexin.

But her sensibility absolutely cannot let Wo Jin be killed, even if she knows so many things now.Because Wo Jin was really kind to her, and...he was also someone she had really liked.Although I don't know the truth behind it, but from now on, it seems that the other party has never hurt me except for the breakup note at that time.

She felt guilty for having such thoughts.

Takemoto Himeko has always thought of herself as a kind and just person.But today everything was turned upside down, and it was the first time she faced herself like this.

She is actually a mean and selfish woman.

She is so poor that she doesn't deserve to live in this world.

Himeko Takemoto suffered from severe depression.It's just that she is good at adjusting her mood, and her boyfriend Hisoka made her see the beauty of the world.So Himeko gradually recovered a bit, but depression cannot be eradicated.And because of the emergence of some trigger points, it may cause irregular recurrent attacks.

It can be said that if it wasn't for Himeko's fear of causing trouble to others and her fear of pain, she might not have met Hisoka at all.

Before meeting Hisoka, when Himeko wanted to die and put it into practice countless times but failed, she hated herself for being timid and afraid of pain.But after meeting Hisoka, it was the first time she felt that being timid and afraid of pain was actually a good thing.But now it seems that it is a bad thing that cannot be worse.

If she wasn't timid and afraid of pain, wouldn't it be a good thing even if she died before meeting Hisoka?

That way she wouldn't have to find out that she had faced so many lies before.And it won't save Wojin, after being saved by her, there will be no innocent people who died at Wojin's hands.

It would have been nice to have died early, none of these things would have happened.No one will be harmed because of her accomplice.

Himeko looked at her hands with dull eyes, and her whole mind was focused on how to die.

This time I can't be afraid of pain anymore, I must die successfully before seeing Hisoka.Before she dies, she needs to entrust Maru to Winnie.Although I am very sorry that I need to trouble the Winnieto people to send Marumaru back to Rocky Town, but she can't take it anymore.

Now there is only one thought in Himeko's mind, to die successfully before seeing Hisoka.

The four of Xiaojie and Qi Ya persuaded Himeko for a long time, but no matter how hard the four of them tried, Himeko didn't respond.The other party still maintained the previous posture, looking down at his hand in a daze, without saying a word.Now everyone was even more worried about Himeko.

A flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in Leorio's mind when his mouth was dry.

Himeko said before that her boyfriend was at the frontline base, and he would wait a while to pick her up.Maybe using the topic of Himeko's lovers can divert Himeko's attention to some extent, at least it won't be as bad as it is now.

Leorio began to persuade: "Miss Himeko, don't be so sad, everything is not your fault. Besides, your boyfriend will come to you in a while, and he will definitely feel distressed when he sees it."

Originally, Leorio really wanted to appease Himeko, and he did react as expected when he heard the topic of her boyfriend.

Himeko's attention was finally diverted from the bloody hands in the hallucination, and she looked at Leorio who mentioned her boyfriend with horror on her face.And her face was paler than before, and her expression looked even more broken.

Scared by her appearance, Leorio took two steps back.

This, what's going on? !

Qi Ya, who knew the situation, covered Leorio and whispered to him: "Leorio shut up, so you don't make things worse."

What's worse? !

Kiya's words caused both Leorio and Kurapika to fall into doubt.

At this time, a familiar voice came from outside the tent.

"What's the matter~~~~"