novelraw Chapter 176 [176] Two people who don't love each other
Chapter 176 [176] Two people who don't love each other
[176] Two people don't love each other
Like and love are not a concept at all!
These words hit Himeko's heart hard.The question that seemed impossible to answer before, now Himeko has the answer in her heart.
She doesn't love Hisoka.
Himeko lowered her dark eyelashes while holding the phone, making it difficult to see her expression clearly.After being silent for a while, Himeko still didn't raise her eyelashes, but the corners of her mouth drew a slight arc.
The five flavors in that arc make people unable to taste them all for a while.
Himeko, who obviously felt a little guilty even for rejecting Hisoka's marriage proposal, did not feel any guilt at this time, instead, a wave of original thoughts appeared in her heart.Even from a certain angle, she felt relieved.
"I don't love Hisoka." The words should have been so heavy, but at this time there was a hint of joy, and Himeko said more and more cheerfully, "However, I really like him very much."
Because the two of them communicated by phone, neither Himeko nor Saeko could see each other's expressions.
After Himeko finished answering, Saeko laughed softly.
"It seems that your problem has been solved."
"Hmm~~ That's right, it's been resolved." Himeko's tone became more and more like Hisoka, "So let's talk about other things."
The conversation between the two ended soon, and Himeko finally took the initiative to call Hisoka.
Before, because he rejected the other party's guilt, Himeko was a little embarrassed to contact Hisoka to take the initiative.Even when Hisoka called her sometimes, she would quickly finish the chat and hang up.But Himeko, who has figured it out now, has no such worries at all.
Even - she doesn't love Hisoka!
But so what?Hisoka doesn't love her either.The two of them can be said to be completely equal in the position of liking each other very much but not loving each other.And it didn't have any bad influence on each other.And Takemoto Himeko is a selfish person, she hopes that all her efforts will be responded to, and she also hopes that others will not give her unbearable feelings.
Now that she and Hisoka are like this, isn't it just right?
Her efforts were rewarded accordingly, and Hisoka did not make her feel burdened.She didn't make Hisoka feel burdened either, the two of them are so good!
Such thoughts occupied Himeko's mind.
Although part of Himeko's true feelings are true, there are even more vast icebergs under the sea.She doesn't love Hisoka because Hisoka doesn't love her.So Himeko, who has been hurt so many times, dare not put all her emotions on Hisoka.
Although Hisoka has helped her overcome many, many bad influences brought by her predecessors, some of them have been engraved into her bone marrow and there is no way to forget them.
Himeko is dull, so dull that every time she finds Hisoka's strangeness, she can accept it.But at the same time, she is also keen, so keen that she knows the truth that Hisoka doesn't love her just by intuition.
Everything has two sides, dullness may be the prelude to happiness, sharpness may be the whine of misfortune.
How could Hisoka not have noticed the abnormality of his little girlfriend this time, but he did not take the initiative to care about Himeko.Because he temporarily found a more interesting prey, but unfortunately that prey later turned into rotten fruit.Hisoka, who had nothing else to attract him now, turned his attention back to Himeko.
But he still didn't ask what was unusual about his girlfriend this time, because he didn't love her, just like she didn't love him.
The two of them don't love each other, how fair and reasonable it seems.
Although Himeko sometimes doesn't like this kind of fairness.Sometimes she selfishly wants Hisoka to love her more, and don't prefer to be confident just psychologically.At other times, she wants to love Hisoka more, to taste the feeling of falling in love with someone.
In fact, Hisoka also has this kind of mentality.
But in the end, neither of them really took that step, trying to love each other more, or make the other love him more.They tacitly and carefully maintain a balance called liking.
When Il fans used tactics in front of them, they also felt that this balance would be broken.
Although I don't know why the other party did this, the appearance of an emotional catalyst is destined to increase or decrease the relationship between the two.The relationship between the two of them has inexplicably increased, but if only one party increases, it will break the delicate balance before.To the secret surprise of the two, their feelings had indeed increased, but their balance had not been broken.
The feelings of the two coincided with each other and increased to the same degree.
In fact, at the very beginning when two people met, they just wanted to like each other.Although liking seems to be a very ordinary thing, but the liking of the two of them is different.Then after catalysts, assists and even the flow of time, the liking of the two people inexplicably turned into a very liking, even to the current liking very much.
Every stage is the same as now, and neither of them actually wants to make their relationship go further.However, they made progress together by accident, so the two of them have not separated until now.
They even feel that each other is different from anyone else in this world.
What I like very much, what I like very much is now a little bit away from love, but it is precisely this little bit that is the leap from quantitative change to qualitative change.
Holding the mobile phone, Himeko and Hisoka were talking sweet words of love.
They can talk from brushing their teeth in the morning until they go to bed at night, and neither the speaker nor the listener feel bored.It's just that Himeko omitted some repetitive things, while Hisoka selectively ignored experiences that might make him lose his horse.
"Ah, that's right. Hisoka-kun, did I say I like you?"
If you like it, it is Himeko's style for Hisoka, and it is also a sign that Hisoka has infiltrated Himeko's trust bit by bit over the years.Hisoka was used to beating around the bush with many people in the past, and there were not too many turns up the mountain road with [-] turns in one line.But he really likes Himeko's straight ball behavior.
Hearing his little girlfriend's confession, Hisoka laughed on the other end of the phone.
"Little Himeko said it before~" Hisoka pretended to think about it seriously, "It seems that he said it more than once~~"
Himeko's excitement at thinking that she would be the first to confess her confession suddenly seemed to be poured into a bucket of cold water.
Her lover's words made her somewhat depressed for no reason, but immediately her eyes lit up, and her whole body regained its previous radiance.
"Then did I say that I like you very much?!" Himeko said this with a hint of pride and a little bit of showing off.
For Himeko Takemoto, liking Hisoka very much is something to be proud of and show off.This may be the most wonderful relationship in her life.
Although Hisoka was used to his little girlfriend playing straight balls, he was shocked at this time.
Because Himeko has a lot to say about many things, but her little girlfriend is extremely shy when it comes to relationships.Even when Himeko said that she liked him before, the two of them had reached a level of liking for each other and then said it inadvertently again.It can be regarded as unprecedented to follow up on feelings like this and take the initiative to say what I like very much.
But who is Hisoka?The word "experienced in battle" is no longer enough to describe him, he successfully suppressed the excitement in his heart.
He even calmed down his mood very quickly, and immediately started teasing his little girlfriend.
"Yes~~"
After receiving her boyfriend's reply, Himeko fell into a moment of confusion.
I have only recently started to like Hisoka very much, how did I say it?Could it be...has he ever told such a white lie to his lover before?
Thinking of this, Himeko immediately shook her head.
Probably not, after all, a white lie is also a lie.
Himeko tried hard to remember if she had ever said such a thing in the past.But she really couldn't remember, but her intuition told her that her boyfriend was not lying.
So Himeko had no choice but to ask her boyfriend carefully and softly on the phone.
"That..." After a short pause, Himeko quickly apologized, "I'm sorry! Can you tell me when I said such a thing to Hisoka-kun?"
"Hahahahaha..." Hisoka laughed directly on the phone.
Even on the other end of the phone, he was bent over laughing.
"Little Himeko~ You're so cute~~" Hisoka still didn't suppress the smile in his heart, "You just told me~~"
"Ah?" Himeko froze for a moment, and immediately realized that she was being teased by Hisoka.
In fact, this routine is not the first time Hisoka has used it against Himeko.But to Hisoka's surprise - Himeko would be fooled almost every time.
If it was someone else, Hisoka would be bored with the other party who was often taken in.
But now that the person who often falls for this routine is his little girlfriend, Hisoka has a completely different point of view.He felt that his little girlfriend was so easy to be deceived and so cute.And in addition, Hisoka knew that Himeko was cheated because she trusted him, and Himeko's cuteness doubled in Hisoka's psychology.
Many times Hisoka enjoys using the same tricks to tease his little girlfriend, but Himeko has been cheated before, but because the person who did this routine is her boyfriend, she has repeatedly chosen to believe that the other party has been cheated.
Every time she knew she had been duped, Himeko would feel a little shy and ashamed.
After all, this is not the first time this routine has appeared in front of me, but I am always fooled.This thing really hurt my self-esteem too much.Moreover, Hisoka's routine, because of her boyfriend's flexible operation, Himeko has no way to talk to the other party.After all, what he just said was indeed said.
This teasing made Himeko's face flush as usual.