novelraw Chapter 130 The So-Called Giving Up
Chapter 130 The So-Called Giving Up
Son, Hyuga Rintaro was very worried, he had already forgotten about Nao's quarrel with him before, subconsciously took a step forward, but had to stop because of Nao's words.
"Don't touch me!" Nao said as he slapped Rintaro Hinata's hand away, looking defensive like a hedgehog, erecting spikes to protect his fragile heart.
Staring at Hinata Rintaro for a while, Nao had two different voices arguing in his mind:
【Have you given up yet?Mingming knew that the person he loves the most is Hinata Ema, why should he lie to himself? 】
(No! I just...)
[Just... what? 】
(I just…)
"..." The thoughts were finally clear. After realizing the true thoughts in her heart, Nasu was silent for a long time. This time, she really understood.
Putting down the hand covering her face, a palm print on Nao's white face was extremely obvious, then she raised her head, her black eyes looked directly at Rintaro Hyuga's eyes, since the five-year-old incident, it was the first and last time she met Rintaro Hyuga Said so calmly: "Father, next, please don't talk and listen to me carefully, is that okay?"
Nao's "Dad" made Rintaro Hinata stay where he was. In the past, their conversations were always full of gunpowder, and Nao called him that before the incident happened when he was a child. Why did he suddenly...?
Hinata Rintaro forgot to answer because he was surprised.
Nao didn't care how shocked Hinata Rintaro was by her word 'father', she said on her own:
"As for me...in fact, I have been lying to myself all the time, lying to myself and saying, 'Actually, there is a place for me as a daughter in your heart, but you don't say it, I don't know'. I know that the person you love the most is Hinata Ema , but I can't help but look forward to it."
"Even if I say to myself, 'You sent it to Ema, and I just sent mine by the way', I can't throw away the gifts you send every year on our birthday, even if the previous day I threw them in the trash can in seconds, and when I didn't realize it myself, I would find it out again..."
"I'm actually a very weak person. I'm not strong at all. I have been looking forward to it again and again since I was a child, but the result is always disappointing. I've had enough... I won't expect you to love me anymore. Anyway, you As long as your daughter has Ema, it doesn't matter if she has me, and now I don't care anymore."
"I was wrong when I was a child. I apologize to you. Dad, I'm sorry. I will apologize to Ema later. Whether it is for the words when I was a child or the sentence just now, I have to apologize to her."
"Also, I will move out of Asahina's house as soon as possible. Now that I have torn my face, I don't plan to stay here anymore. Originally, I thought that if only Ema lived here among the two, Brother Yachen and the others would find it strange. That's why I moved in together, now it seems that there is no need for that anymore, I will go to live with my cousin, and when I grow up, I don't need you to be my guardian anymore."
Originally, he stayed where he was because of what Nao said in his heart. When he heard the last words, Rintaro Hinata finally came back to his senses, but his heart was not at peace at all, because he didn't know at all that Nao Xu thought this way: "Nao, what nonsense are you talking about!? This is your home, where are you going to move? Even if you are an adult, you are still my daughter, what are you thinking!"
Nao suddenly felt that his soul seemed to be divided into two halves, one half was hiding in the corner of his heart, weeping weakly, crying and asking 'why', while the other half was calmly talking to his father, ah , what happened to her?My body seems to be a little out of control, what happened?
"No, this isn't my home, it's Ema's home." With a slight smile, Nao's face turned pale, as if he didn't care about everything, and Hinata Rintaro's heart was lifted, "It doesn't matter if I'm here anyway, doesn't it? As long as Ema is here, it doesn't matter if I'm not... Or are you going to tell me 'I live here because I'm your biological daughter'?"
"I... Nao, I was wrong just now, you..." Just now I wanted to say 'don't be angry' to Nao, but Hyuga Rintaro swallowed it back, because Nao didn't look angry at all, instead It's okay to be calm, but it's this kind of calm that made Hinata Rintaro extremely uneasy, and finally he said: "There will be no next time, Nao, I promise."
While saying this, Hinata Rintaro decided to go abroad immediately after the wedding is completed, so as not to quarrel with Nao again. Although this method is not very desirable, he can't think of any other way now, but Nao is Unappreciative at all, she refused without hesitation.
"Don't make me laugh, Dad, the first time I hit me was because of Ema, the second time I hit me was because of Ema, are you sure there won't be a third or fourth time? Even if you believe it, I I won’t believe it anymore.” Even knowing that Hinata Rintaro is seriously reassuring her now, Nao can’t believe it anymore, “I’m a cheap mouth, this is the retribution I deserve, who told me to curse the painting Ma never existed, heh, does this count as a different kind of what you deserve?"
"Nao, don't talk nonsense! What retribution, don't talk nonsense! Don't..." 'Don't think about it', Hinata Rintaro wanted to say this, but his words were interrupted by Nao.
"Enough is enough!" After retorting loudly, Nao realized that she had lost her composure, so she took a few deep breaths, and then calmed down, because she knew that Hinata Rintaro would not let her move out easily, she subconsciously Just like that, "No matter what you say, I'm going, unless you interrupt my hands and feet and prevent me from leaving the door of Asahina's house."
Hinata Rintaro just wanted to tell Nao what nonsense she was talking about, but the next second he met Nao's eyes, he understood that Nao was not talking nonsense, but was talking to him very seriously, and Mayu The same eye color, but much more stubborn than Mayu, there is no hint of a joke in the eyes.
Nao... When did she grow so big?
The mind was in a trance for a while, obviously it was the same pair of eyes, but in Hyuga Rintaro's memory, Nao would always be the child who said softly, "Welcome back~ Daddy~" and "Daddy hug~~". Is the person with determination really the daughter he knows?
... How long has he not looked at his daughter carefully?
Hinata Rintaro was still in a daze, Nao finally looked at his father, lowered his eyes, "Goodbye, Dad, this is the last time I will call you that."
"..." The outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, obviously it was only a few seconds, but it seemed to Hinata Rintaro that it had been a long time, and finally he put down his hand, Nao's character was very similar to him, once He really made up his mind, no matter how much others say, it's useless, so he knew that it was impossible for him to stop Nao today, and how could he do what Nao said to interrupt her hands and feet!
It's not that I don't want to save it, it's just that it's reached the point where there's no way to save it, everything... is long gone.
What Rintaro Hinata doesn't know is that there are actually some people who can stop Nao, those who are put on the top of Nao's heart, they can stop her, as long as they tell her not to do it, no matter how unwilling, Nao Xu will still give up, just because it is those people, the so-called differential treatment, that's it.
As soon as the door was opened, Nao saw the members of Asahina's family in front of the door. A group of people stood at the door, and when they saw her, they all gasped.
"Nao-chan! Your face...!?" Asahina Tsubaki cried out when he saw the red leaf palm print on Nao's face. He was the first to step forward quickly, wanting to touch Nao. But she opened it right away, "!!"
Not only Asahi Natsubaki, but everyone else was also frightened by Nao's reaction. They thought that Nao would be angry when she came out, even though the quarrel was so loud, but who knew it was so calm, and her face His palm prints were already swollen, and he knew how painful it was just by looking at it, but Nao didn't look like he was about to cry, and was very calm.
Such eerie calm made Asahina Yasomi and the others frown.
"I'm sorry, Brother Tsubaki, I'm bothering you again, please let me go, I have something to tell Ema." Ignoring Asahina Tsubaki's concern for her, Nao closed the door and said softly, she didn't want to Covering the wound on her face, because she felt that she was covering it with her hands, and she felt like she was showing weakness... So, what a boring self-esteem, obviously her self-esteem has been trampled on the soles of her feet, but she But I still hope to keep the remaining self-esteem, "Ema."
"Ah, um! Nao, what's wrong? Does your face hurt?" Seeing Nao spare Tsubaki and walk straight to her, Ema was able to see Nao's face more clearly She has a bad feeling about the injury on Nao's face, she doesn't even need to think about the injury on Nao's face, she can know who caused it, "Nao, don't be angry with Dad, this is...that..."
Seeing Hinata Ema anxiously explaining to Hinata Rintaro, Nao laughed softly, obviously she didn't want to laugh, what's the matter: "I didn't say anything, why are you so anxious, as for this, I didn't Angry, but I still thank it..."
【Yes, I have to thank it, thank it for breaking my stupid thoughts, and let me really understand who Hinata Rintaro hurts, who is the one who doesn't need it...】
"Nao...?" Eyes widened, although she didn't know how to say it, Ema felt that Nao was very strange at this time, a little different from the Nao she knew.
"I have to apologize to you. Whether it's something that happened when I was a child or something just now, you should have heard our conversation just now, right?" After Nao finished speaking, she saw the embarrassing expression on Ema's face , "What's the matter with embarrassment, our voice is loud anyway, it doesn't matter if you hear it."
Nao's voice has been muted due to the loud quarrel in the front, it sounds like it has been sanded, which makes people feel extremely uncomfortable, especially when they know what Nao's original voice is.
"Nao, your voice..." Hinata Ema said worriedly after realizing it belatedly.
"It's okay, that's it anyway, don't worry about it, my apology, do you accept it or not?"
something is wrong...
Nao Asahina looked at Nao who was extremely calm at this time, frowned and thought, this is just his feeling, the feeling he has when dealing with criminals often, and Ukyo and Kaname who have the same feeling as Hikari, Ukyo is Lawyers have always had amazing observation skills, but it was because they had seen so many people and had so much experience that they realized that something was wrong with Nao's appearance at this time.
"I, I..." Not knowing how to answer, Hinata Ema stuttered for a while, and finally she said, "I never blamed you, Nao, I know you didn't mean it, what you said when you were very angry It is not credible, so there is nothing to forgive or not to forgive."
"Huh? Really?" Blinking his eyes, Nao lowered his eyes after making sure that Ema was not lying, and was silent for only a few seconds, then raised his head and looked at the person who was looking at her worriedly. The members of Asahina's family finally said to Asahina Miwa: "Auntie Miwa, thank you for taking care of me during this time, I have caused you a lot of trouble, I am really sorry."
"Nao, what are you talking about? Trouble or no trouble, what are the family talking about!" Asahina Namiwa raised her eyebrows after hearing Nao's words, and said, "Does your face hurt? Really, Nao, you Stay here, I have to ask Rintaro carefully, how can I do it!"
"It's okay, Aunt Miwa, anyway, I'm the one with the cheapest mouth." Without any hesitation, Nao refused without saying a word. She tried to stop Asahina Miwa, but was held back by Asahina Ukyo, because she didn't want to let her go. Asahi Namiwa entered the door, so she said a word, and successfully made the members of the Asahina family collectively break the merits, and Asahina Mikazu also turned her head in surprise, "Auntie Miwa, and everyone in the Asahina family, thank you so much during this time Take care, I will move out tomorrow."
"What!?" xN, members of Asahina's family said in unison.
"Sister Nao is leaving? Didn't she say that she will always be with Xiao Mi?" Asahi Nami burst into tears after reacting. After hugging Nao in a bear hug, he asked, "Why? I Don't let sister Nao go! Don't!!"
In all fairness, the people of Asahina's family are really kind to her, and Nao can feel their concern for her from many places, but now that she has broken up with Hinata Rintaro, she has no reason to continue living here Well, she doesn't have the face to continue to live here shamelessly.
"I'm sorry, Mi..."
"I don't listen, I don't listen, sister Nao, don't go, I will be very obedient! Sister, don't go, okay?" Before Nao could finish speaking, Asahina Nami shook his head violently and said, he spoke even harder He hugged Nao, afraid that Nao would disappear if he let go.