novelraw Chapter 38 Human Heart
Chapter 38 Human Heart
Lifting off the wrapping cloth on the wound, the flesh and blood were also torn away, the pain was unforgettably painful, and I finally understood it thoroughly.
That day was the only time the two of them mentioned this, and Xie Wan was still the same Su Rongrong who lost her memory and forgot everything afterwards.No one forced her to think about it.
It's just that people's eyes can't deceive people. All the joys and disappointments in the world are inside. At most, only you can't see it, but others can definitely find it as long as they have the heart.Tian'er didn't overhear the conversation between the two that day, but Hongxiu listened to every word.At first she felt as if she was falling into an ice cellar, unbelievable and had to believe; in the end she was full of mixed feelings, and she didn't know whether it would be better to hear it better, or to continue to be kept in the dark.
Tian'er tapped the bowl with her chopsticks, and looked around at the people eating at the table with a bulging face.
"Why are you eating so silently? You hate the food I cook." Even when she is outside, Tian'er often cooks by herself. In her words, she likes the way others are happy when they eat the food she cooks.
Although Hu Tiehua saw some tricks, but he is really rare Tianer cooked rice, coupled with a pot of Huadiao, all the delicious taste in the world is here.Hu Tiehua held the bowl in both hands: "How come! Tianer, your food is the best!"
The others said one after another, Tian'er looked around suspiciously before giving up.
"Well, I thought you guys were hiding something from me."
After eating, Xie Wan went back to her room.The days were slowly getting shorter, and by this time she already needed to light a lamp.
【Xie Wan: Xue Bing has already followed Lu Xiaofeng back. 】
The system answers yes.
[Xie Wan: The Lord God still hasn't responded to you? ] And it has been two days since the system said it would report to the main god, and the main god has no reason to reply so slowly.
The system is obviously full of doubts, 【No.But it's not my data that's at fault. 】
This is not the first time that Xie Wan has doubts about the main god and the world represented behind him, but this world that is made up of multiple worlds makes Xie Wan's doubts even heavier.Since ancient times, curiosity has killed cats, but it is difficult for Xie Wan to ignore this doubt.
Especially now that it is obvious that the connection between the main god and them has weakened.
The promised fate cannot be changed, but the fate of these people was affected during her mission, and the main god did not respond at all.
As if the building is about to collapse, this moment is the last tranquility on the eve.
[System: Ah Wan, something must have happened between the worlds before we knew it. 】
Xie Wan understands that what the system is talking about is definitely not just a big fusion between worlds this time, it is not a sign, it is cause and effect.Something must have happened long before this.
Of course, these did not include the turmoil that Xie Wan herself had stirred up during this period.
Hu Tiehua on the other end thought about what was going on at the dinner table, and asked his old friend when he was drinking everyday.Chu Liuxiang took a sip of wine down his throat, and told him the whole story of his conversation with Xie Wan that day. Hu Tiehua was dumbfounded after hearing this.For the first time, he had a new understanding of this girl Rong Rong, and it was not unreasonable to say that a gentle person is more cruel when she is decisive.
Hu Tiehua patted her good buddy on the shoulder sympathetically: "Just act like Rong Rong has saved up the things that have not been angry for the past ten years."
Although this is not the case, Chu Liuxiang still thanked Hu Tiehua for his comfort, and reached out to clink wine glasses with him.He could tell that although Hu Tiehua thought it was a big deal, he didn't take it seriously. After all, how Rongrong treated him in the past was obvious to all.But Chu Liuxiang really looked at her reddish and tearful eyes, and understood the determination she wanted to make herself understand.
Compared to really forgetting, her pretending may have been the most decisive way she could imagine in her life, and it did indeed make Chu Liuxiang bruised and bruised.
Rongrong said that she was tired, so she took the initiative to let go.
Compared with her saying that she would no longer like people like him and fell in love with someone else, it hurt Chu Liuxiang's heart.
Chu Liuxiang was drunk.
He used to search hard but couldn't find it. He dreamed back in the middle of the night hoping to find some comfort in the dream, but he couldn't find it. He had no dream all night and woke up feeling disappointed.Now he dreamed of Rongrong, and they returned to the boat, living those blissful but indifferent days of happy accidents with swords and swords.He was lying on the deck, with the sea breeze blowing against his face. At dusk, the laughter of the girls came from the cabin. Rongrong opened the curtain and called him to come and have dinner.He responded with a smile, and after walking two or three steps, he found that the person who asked him to eat was standing still. At first, he thought it was the girl's temper that was rarely played with him. He shook his head and laughed, and stretched out his hand to wait for her to come. grip.
"My dear Rongrong, didn't you say to have dinner?"
The girl turned from smiling to sad, her eyes full of sadness, she refused to hand him her hand no matter what.Rongrong turned into Awan and said to him:
"I'm so tired, I don't dare to like you anymore, and I don't want to wait for you anymore."
After she finished speaking, she jumped off the boat, Chu Liuxiang frantically grabbed it, but she didn't even catch a hem of her clothes.
Even though he was still on the boat, Chu Liuxiang felt that he was also drowning, and what gradually covered his mouth and nose and prevented him from breathing was what Rongrong said to him with red eyes: I'm tired.
Chu Liuxiang woke up suddenly, and when she opened her eyes, she saw his bedroom, not his small boat.There was a gasp in the throat, and I didn't know whether to sigh it out or swallow it silently.Just like Chu Liuxiang didn't know whether to laugh at himself and think that he had her in his dream, or he smiled wryly and sighed at night, dreaming and thinking day by day, Rongrong's resolute attitude in the dream matched reality one by one.
The dream is too good to wake up, and the dream is too good to believe, but he doesn't even have a good dream.
Chu Liuxiang found Rong Rong back, but Rong Rong will never come back.
On August [-]th, the competition between Ye Gucheng and Ximen Chuuxue, which attracted the attention of the whole martial arts world, was suddenly postponed for one month and changed to the capital.No one knew the reason for the rescheduling, so everyone was looking forward to this competition more and more, and more and more martial arts people flocked to the capital.
Chu Liuxiang is very conniving towards Xie Wan now, she said she wanted to watch Ye Gucheng and Ximen Chuixue's sword competition, Chu Liuxiang said yes without changing his face, even if the two behind them changed the time and place, Chu Liuxiang just took them to continue northward.As if Hu Tiehua's words came true, Rongrong was a bit different from the gentle and gentle her in the past. Of course, it only meant that when she faced Chu Liuxiang alone, she had one-sided cold war and temper tantrums, but she was always considerate to the rest of the people.But Chu Liuxiang is as sweet as a cane.
Hongxiu hesitated to speak for several times, and finally found a chance to tell Xie Wan clearly: "...I heard what you said that day."
Xie Wan was taken aback in cooperation.
"That day Lu Xiaofeng was going to say goodbye to Chu Liuxiang, and asked me to lead the way, and we both heard it." Hongxiu clenched his clothes tightly, took a deep breath, and looked straight at Xie Wan with bright eyes, "...why do you want to lie? ...I and Tian'er felt uncomfortable at the beginning, and he... is also the same."
If it was the original amnesia, forgetting all the memories of their time together in the past, Hongxiu would be happy to have it, but she would not be so desperate.But when she heard the other party admit that everything was just an excuse, it made Hongxiu both angry and sad.
Xie Wan sighed: "So you heard it, Hongxiu."
Hong Xiu forced a smile: "Yes, I heard that."
Xie Wan stretched out her hand to pull Hong Xiu's hand, but Hong Xiu bit her lip and avoided it. Xie Wan didn't feel hurt, so she went to pull again, back and forth several times, and finally she was the one who held Hong Xiu's hand.
Xie Wan spoke very lightly, and her sigh was also light, but Hong Xiuxin was tossed and torn several times.
"I don't ask Hongxiu to forgive me, it's because I did something wrong."
But about Chu Liuxiang, Xie Wan didn't want to mention it.Hongxiu understands that although Rongrong gives others a gentle feeling, she is actually soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and she will not change her mind once she has made up her mind.
Tian'er opened the door and saw two people sitting next to each other in the room, one of whom looked like he had just cried, and was suddenly stunned.
"Hey, what's the matter! Why are you crying, Hongxiu?"
[System: Actually, Chu Liuxiang treats you well. ] Silently watching Chu Liuxiang get along with her host for a while, the system mentioned this when chatting with Xie Wan.Of course, his original intention was not to soften Xie Wan's heart, but he just wanted to tell the truth.
Xie Wan smiled, 【He is very kind to me. 】
【Xie Wan: Because he lost Rongrong once, people will pay special attention to the treasures that are lost and recovered. 】
Xie Wan is not an extremely intelligent person, and she dare not say how seamless she can do when it comes to conspiracy and conspiracy, but she understands these simple principles in the world a little better than others.
You can afford it, but you can also let it go.
If Rongrong had never left, Chu Liuxiang would not have understood how important this gentle girl was to him.Not because he likes her, but because he needs her and cannot live without her.But Xie Wan taught Chu Liuxiang another lesson, letting him understand that the tenderness he had had in the end all became the shackles that Rong Rong made herself into a cocoon and tied herself one after another.These chains would cut a man's flesh and blood, but there was no key to unlock them.Rongrong and Hongxiu Tian'er had been waiting for Chu Liuxiang on the boat for more than ten years. They fulfilled his tender homecoming, but he did not fulfill their wish.
In the world, apart from the love between men and women, all other loves can be tolerant, but it is not, it is very selfish.
Love can neither be divided equally, nor can it be given up.It's so selfish, yet so desirable.
This selfishness can make Rongrong wait for Chu Liuxiang, wait for him to turn around, and wait for him to go home; it will also make her overwhelmed.
She finally said she was tired and wanted to give up.
How could Chu Liuxiang refuse? No one has the right to squander another's wholeheartedness, but he dare not let go.Chu Liuxiang was afraid of letting go, and from now on, she would never see Rongrong again.
So the stalemate became what it is today.
【Xie Wan: When we arrive in the capital, there is still a lively class waiting for Chu Liuxiang. 】
[System: You humans' feelings sound like it's better not to mess with them. 】The system paused for a while, and gave Xie Wan this answer.
Xie Wan smiled and said, [Tong'er, you are right. 】
【Xie Wan: It's better for the capital to be more chaotic. At that time, everyone will focus on a peerless battle. Who will notice a small dagger. 】
Suddenly, the system answered yes.
【Xie Wan: Tonger, do you know what the best way to tame is.It's not just whipping, sometimes some sugar should be given.Now is the time to give some sugar. 】
The system has learned a new knowledge today.