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Chapter 183 183
"do not come…"
"go out!"
It should be a rebuke, but her tone was extremely weak, almost like a pleading.
As soon as Ji Guoyuan stood in place, the slight astonishment on his face gradually calmed down, turning into the tranquility of the past.He didn't follow Yijie's words to withdraw, but took a step forward.
This step made You's expression change suddenly like a frightened bird.She was a little flustered, and hid Yuanyi's clothes behind her back indiscriminately, stepped back hastily, and covered her figure with the hanging brocade curtain in a panic.
"Get out." She barely calmed down and urged her out of breath, "This is an order."
However, the young man just glanced at her quietly, and continued to move forward. He had already reached the brocade curtain, and he stretched out his hand to lift the curtain that separated the two of them.
Yu's eyes flickered slightly, and there was a moment of nervousness in his heart.There is no way for her to retreat, behind her is the shrine where she prays day and night, if he takes one step closer, she can only expose her absurd behavior in front of Yuanyi.
"Yuanyi, please, please get out..." She gritted her teeth and begged at last.
In response, the young man raised the gauze curtain with his hands, stepped into the deepest part of the room, and stood an inch away from her.He looked at her calmly, his eyes were like an abyss without wind.
"Ji Jun," he said, "if your life is not what you want, you might as well get out of here."
Yu's eyelids fluttered slightly, she slowed down her tone, forced a smile, and said softly: "Yuanyi, what are you talking about? I've already said it, my life is lucky enough. Your Highness loves me No one can match, I have no worries about food and clothing, and no worries."
Yuan Yi frowned slightly, and asked, "If that's the case, why did you let Chao Yuan and Asama go?"
Yu's smile froze slightly, unable to speak.
"That's...that's because..."
That's because, it's obviously a bird with two wings, but because of its rare bloodline and beautiful appearance, it looks so pitiful to be locked in a golden cage.Although the nanny advised, "If such a bird is let go, it will not be able to survive outside", but she couldn't help but opened the cage door and let it spread its wings and fly away.
She lowered her head and remained silent; her hands were hidden behind her back, tightly holding the clothes left by Yuan Yi, not daring to show a corner.After a long while, Youcai stubbornly said: "That's because I was in a bad mood for a while, so I let the two birds go. Yuanyi, as I said, everything is fine with me...don't say any more .”
In the end, her tone was already very firm.
Yuanyi's eyes gradually fell, and there was a trace of confusion and bewilderment in his tone: "Why...Jun Ji deceived himself like this?"
He could clearly feel the sadness and anger in You. If she was really as she said, everything was fine and there were no troubles, then why did she have these emotions in her body?
"Enough is enough. Enichi." Yu said hurriedly.
"If you pretend to be like this, can you think that life has gone as you wish...?" Yuan Yi ignored her, and his eyes became more and more puzzled.He had sincerely hoped that his elder brother and Ji Jun could have their own happiness, so he left the successor country at the age of seven so that they would not have to fall into a dilemma.
But when he returned home now, he realized that things were not as perfect as he expected.
"Ji Jun, the anger and sadness in your body...that's something I can't ignore." Yuan Yi frowned and said in a low voice, "But neither brother nor your servants noticed it. To these emotions. Ji Jun, have you been lying to them all this time?"
Yu's pupils suddenly tightened.
She gritted her teeth, lowered her head with flickering eyes, and stared at her feet, as if the pattern on the hem of the clothes had some mystery worth comprehending.A long, wordless silence spread out in the room.
"...Ji Jun?" Yuan Yi's doubtful voice sounded again.
Yu's shoulders trembled slightly.
"Since..." Her voice trembled, "Since you understand everything, why did you say it?"
For some reason, there was a strange, slight hint of resentment in her tone
Ji Guoyuan was slightly taken aback.
"Why...you want to come back and reappear in my life?" she asked.
Childhood has long since passed away, and the short carefree time with Yuanyi and Yansheng has also become the dust in the deepest memory.She once liked the person in front of her, but that faint, unidentifiable feeling also disappeared with Yuanyi's departure.
After that, she married Iwakatsu.After marriage, her time seemed to be frozen. Day and night, day and night, every day seemed to be the same; similar faces and flowers, similar clothes and servants, and the same husband sleeping on the couch, Ji Guoyansheng, whom she never liked.
She assumes the role of the mistress of the Jiguo clan, takes care of the family affairs of this huge clan, and maintains the bond between Aki and Wakasa.Everything seems to be contained in blown bubbles, even though the surface of carefree, elegant and leisure is poked, but she still lives like this.
Until Ji Guoyuan came back and reappeared in her life.
On the snowy night when she came back from Xiao Liutiao, she encountered countless evil spirits who had slaughtered her.It was Ji Guoyuan who suddenly appeared and beheaded the evil spirit under the knife, saving her life.
At that moment, the time that had been frozen quietly began to flow again; it was like a whole black and white ink painting being splashed with bright colors.She thought of the joy and excitement that Yuanyi had brought her when she first came to Ruozhou, all of them were like treasures hidden in a box, so precious and hard to find.
Even though she knew she shouldn't, the emotion that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time quietly sprouted a bud.But she still knows her identity, so she can hide it in her heart calmly, without letting anyone notice.
No matter whether it was the Yansheng Hall, the retainers, or the servants who accompanied her every day, no one would notice this.Everyone thinks that she is a qualified wife, not only gentle and generous, diligent and kind, but also willing to give everything for Yan Shengdian.
No one will find out that she has other secrets in her heart.
but……
but.
She looked up at Ji Guoyuan, the slight resentment in her eyes was as illusory as the moonlight floating on the sea.She asked softly, "Yuanyi, why did you say it? If you pretend you don't know anything, it's fine."
The mild surprise on Ji Guoyuan's side gradually disappeared.
"Ji Jun, I can't do that kind of thing." He said,
There was an imperceptible compassion and sorrow in the tone, "Make me turn a blind eye to the pain of others, but this is the only thing I can't do."
Yuu froze slightly.
"you……"
After a while, she suppressed the resentment and showed a bitter smile again: "Yuanyi, you must be trying to save me." She realized that the reason why he violated her request was because of his persistence He walked into the room, not because he wanted to do anything rude, but because he wanted to save her.
"But, what can you do? What can I do?" You said slowly, "I'm not surprised that Yuanyi can sense what I'm thinking. But, we can't do anything."
Ji Guoyuan frowned, and said: "Ji Jun can leave here and live the life he wants. With the love and respect that my brother has for you, if he knows what's on Ji Jun's mind, he will definitely not bear to send you away again." Imprisoned here. Brother must also hope that Ji Jun can live happily and without worries, so he spared no expense to build the city that represents his hometown for Ji Jun."
"You think too simple, Yuanyi." You shook his head, "I never doubted Yan Shengdian's love and compassion for me. But what maintains Yan Shengdian and I has never been a simple love. … Forget it, Yuanyi, probably doesn’t understand these things.”
Ji Guoyuanyi always has that clean, pure and dazzling light like the sun.Those worldly five senses and emotions seem to have been pulled away from him.I'm afraid he won't understand that there are still greed, selfishness, narrow-mindedness, hatred and anger left in a mortal like Ruyou.
That's right, Yuanyi is indeed a genius of swordsmanship and a ghost hunter.But because of this, he left the Jiguo clan since he was a child, and didn't have the opportunity to get in touch with what he was supposed to know——
Who is under the control of the more than [-] countries in Dongban Nishihara?Echizen and Kaga stared at each other fiercely. In autumn, the people's first-harvest rice was looted, and if the state was beyond the reach of the whip, how would they guard it?Holding a million-dollar name in Shangluo, he wrote a letter asking Ruozhou to also go to Luo to congratulate him. If Ruozhou is unwilling to bow his head and proclaim himself a minister, how much food, grass, soldiers and horses should he prepare to deal with the wrath of the court?
She is the wife of Yan Shengdian, and she is also the witness of the alliance between An Yi and Ruozhou, the token of friendship between more than ten countries in the Western Plains, and the chess piece that makes the alliance as solid as gold and has a strength comparable to that of the Bandong countries.leave?
That is impossible.Her departure will only destroy the alliance, put An Yi in the flames of war again, and let the innocent relatives of the family fall into the dust.
She sighed and greeted outside: "Azaki."
The nanny who was hiding outside tremblingly and not daring to show her face leaned out in a panic: "Ma'am, I am here."
"Give this to the maid to mend it." You handed Yuanyi's clothes to the nanny, and said calmly, "Treat Master Yuan well, I'll go to His Highness first."
After all, she was leaving.
"Ji Jun." Yuan Yi seemed to have something to say, "I want you to laugh again."
"Forget it." She shook her head, her tone was calm, "Anyone can make me happy, but only Yuanyi can't do it anyway. So, forget it."
Anyone can do it, only Yuanyi can't.
Because her heart is on him.
Under Ji Guoyuan's slightly puzzled eyes
, she calmly left the room.
/ / /
Ji Guoyansheng's injury has gradually recovered, and he gradually began to handle government affairs in his room.If a retainer needs to see him, he can also come to his bed to talk.
It was beyond the expectation of the Ling people that they could recover so quickly after suffering such serious injuries.Because Yansheng has no heirs, his serious injury once made those who have different intentions under his command feel that the time has come.But all these malices were shattered as Yan Sheng gradually recovered.
"Your Highness, these are the scriptures that have been circulated in the hands of the people of Ruozhou recently." The retainer Hiraoka carefully handed over a stack of papers, with a heavy tone, "I don't know where it came from, but there are people everywhere in Ruozhou City. , the impact is not small. If An Yi finds out, I am afraid things will be bad."
During the day when the snow stopped and the wind was still, the winter clouds were heavy and heavy outside the window.Clothes waiting to be changed are hung on the copper stove scented with sunflower.Ji Guoyansheng, who was only wearing white single clothes, leaned against the pillow, staring down at the paper in his hand.
A thick bandage can still be seen through the gap in the collar, but the previous sickness has disappeared from the serene face.The paper rustled softly, and his eyes were covered with a chill: "It's... that Yu You has an affair with his retainers? This is really nonsense."
"This subordinate also thinks so." Hiraoka's forehead was covered with slight cold sweat, and he whispered, "I'm afraid, this is the handwriting of those who advocate the same kind of martial arts against An Yi. If His Highness and Mrs. Opportunity to take An Yi into the bag..."
Yan Sheng dropped the paper in his hand annoyedly, and said coldly: "Go find the person who spread these rumors. No matter who did it, even the cronies who serve my father, they will all be executed. Children and wives, Don’t leave any one behind. The men will be ordered to kill themselves, and all the women will be rushed to Tango.”
Hiraoka took a breath, and quickly responded: "Yes."
Such punishment is really harsh and cruel.In this kind of troubled times, if the head of the family and the legitimate son who is the father are all executed, the rest of the clan will be scattered.
However, in this way, no one would dare to gossip about Mrs. Beizhidian anymore.
"Yu You is my wife." Yan Sheng's tone was strong, and it could even be said that there was a hint of disgust, "hurting her is tantamount to provoking me. I will do whatever it takes to get rid of people with ulterior motives. "
At this moment, the maid's communication voice came from outside the house: "The North Palace is here."
The door leaf moved away suddenly, and the lady's elegant figure was leisurely revealed behind the curtain.She is like the Tangdi flower that the priest put in the hat during the He Mao Festival, beautiful and eye-catching, but also inseparable.Dressed in a small bean-colored jacket with a solitary cattail pattern, it quietly dragged across the couch; a soft voice came in faintly: "Master Pinggang, are you talking about me with His Highness? I heard 'Northern North' outside. The Palace of the North, the Palace of the North...ah, Your Highness looks much better, very energetic."
Thinking of what he and Iwakatsu were talking about, Hiraoka was a little nervous, and quickly said: "No... just some trivial matters. Madam, Your Highness, I will take my leave first." "Go."
After Hiraoka got permission, he quickly picked up the book that contained Mrs. Kitanoden's gossip, and left as if fleeing.As soon as the door was closed, the room became quiet, the brazier hissed softly, which was particularly refreshing in the tranquility.
"Master Hiraoka looks guilty." You knelt down beside Yansheng's pillow and said with a smile, "How about your highness hurrying today?
"
"It's much better. My injury is fine." Yan Sheng glanced down at the bandage leaking from his collar, and said, "I'll start practicing swordsmanship again in two days when the doctor comes to see me for the last time. Yuanyi agreed. will guide me.”
"So fast?" She was a little surprised, but she was still worried after all, "Why do you have to work so hard? You are the defender of a country. Even if you don't have sword skills, you can lead countless brave soldiers to kill your enemies. Why are you so strict with yourself?"
Yan Sheng's face darkened.
"If you don't have extraordinary swordsmanship, you can't protect important things." Iwakatsu said, "And, I can reach the height that Yuanyi can reach. I understand that if you don't work hard enough, you will definitely not be able to catch up with Yuanyi. Yes. Therefore, I will immediately start practicing."
"Your Highness..." You looked at him and sighed quietly.
Yan Sheng stretched out his hand, touched her palm, and said, "Don't worry. Although I will spend more time on swordsmanship, I will not neglect you, nor will I let go of other things about the country."
"I've never doubted this." She pursed her lips and smiled, "However, before that, I still have a wish."
"What wish?"
Your eyes are getting darker.She leaned into her husband's arms, slowly listening to his strong heartbeat, and whispered: "I really want to have a child with the same blood as Yan Shengdian."
She spoke softly, her voice was soft, like a cloud.Ji Guoyansheng stretched out his hand and parted a strand of hair in front of her forehead, just in time to see her slender eyelashes fluttering quietly, which was very cute.
He has been recuperating from his injuries for a long time. Because of his injuries, Yan Sheng has never touched his wife during this time, living a long life of pure desire.Now that his beloved is in front of him, he couldn't help but hug her into his arms.
"I know," he said. "That's what I was looking forward to."
The sleeves rubbed lightly and fell to the ground quietly.He kissed his wife, only to feel that her body was extraordinarily soft, like vine petals hanging between pine branches.Obviously she is such an elegant and dignified person in front of people, but she also has an unbearable side, with a fine white complexion set off by loose black hair; eyes that are about to be opened but not opened, are wet, they are from Chaogehama morning fog.
He had to suppress the emotions in his heart in order to make himself more gentle, and stop turning back into the reckless and mischievous boy at the age of 14, always hurting her uncontrollably.
"...Your Highness?"
"I'm here."
"When... can I have your child?"
"There will be soon."
After he finished speaking these comforting words, he sighed lowly and kissed the corner of his wife's lips.Sweat trickled down his neck and into his collar.
There are colorful pine leaves under the eaves, tied with red ties.When the wind blows, it flips up and down.
/ / /
After two days, Ji Guoyansheng no longer stayed in the house to recuperate.He began to meet his retainers as usual, and would spare time in the afternoon to practice swordsmanship.
Ji Guoyuan is a ghost hunter, and it is said that he also has a master to serve.The lord heard that he had reunited with his relatives after more than ten years and returned home, so he asked him not to rush to hunt ghosts, but to stay at home for a while.
Thus, Yan Sheng had the opportunity to ask him about fencing.
Although he doesn't want to admit it, Yansheng understands that the current
Yuan Yi's swordsmanship has reached its peak.On that snowy night when he came back from Xiao Liutiao, Yuan Yi's powerful strength when fighting against ghosts made his heart burn with resentment.
Under this feeling of reluctance, Yansheng also has a certain expectation in his heart-whether he can also become a flawless and perfect person like Yuanyi?
The two are originally brothers, is it possible that their talents are actually the same?Now, more than ten years later, if he can get a glimpse of Yuanyi's powerful secret, and practice more, will he be able to catch up with Yuanyi?
In such a state of mind, Yansheng asked his brother whom he had reunited with for a long time to learn swordsmanship.
"...Actually, my lord doesn't need to practice my swordsmanship." Yuan Yi showed a rare hesitation about this, "I understand that my lord is eager to improve martial arts, but my swordsmanship is for killing ghosts. Yes, and the elder brother's swordsmanship is used to control people. The two are completely different."
Yansheng said with a sullen face: "Yuanyi, have you forgotten? My retainers were also killed by ghosts. Matsuda is a loyal person. He followed me from Yijiezugaru, and only then did he get the fief and official position. His His family was poor all his life, and before he could enjoy a peaceful life for a long time, Matsuda sacrificed himself to protect Yu. As a lord, I will avenge him sooner or later, and I must never allow any traces of ghosts to appear on my territory."
Yuanyi was slightly taken aback, and immediately showed a faint smile: "Brother is indeed a gentle person."
"Yuanyi, teach me the swordsmanship of killing ghosts." Yansheng said seriously, "In exchange, I can give you other things. Whether it's a fiefdom or an official position, I can give you anything."
Yuanyi shook his head and said, "I'm a ghost hunter, so I don't need these. But..." He hesitated, frowned and said, "I have encountered a difficult problem, I really can't figure it out, and I can't ask about it. Others. Maybe my elder brother can clear up my doubts."
Yan Sheng frowned and said, "A difficult question?"
"It's a woman's problem." Yuan Yi seemed a little embarrassed, "You know, I'm not married, so I really don't understand women. My elder brother and my righteous sister have a very good relationship, and maybe I can understand women's hearts better."
Yan Sheng was slightly taken aback, unexpectedly feeling a little relaxed and a little funny.
However, Yuanyi's sentence "he and You have a very good relationship" made him feel very comfortable.Especially in the past few days, Youge likes to pester him very much, as if he is messing around, asking him for a child, which makes him want to laugh even more.
"Go ahead."
"..." Yuanyi thought for a while, but he didn't dare to say who the woman who troubled him was, so he had to choose another person to incarnate, "After I left home, I met a girl. She took good care of me, but I In the end, she chose to continue wandering and left her village. When I left, she didn't keep me. But...more than ten years later, I returned to that village, and she, who was married, hated me very much. look."
As soon as Yuan looked up at the sky, the winter sun was high and far away, and clouds were floating slowly.
"I don't understand why she hates me?" Yuanyi said, "I don't dare to visit her in her village now. I was still concerned about whether she is living well..."
After hearing this, Yan Sheng laughed.
Unexpectedly, Yuan Yi, who has always been able to see inside and outside and perceive what others don't, is so slow in emotion.
"It's easy to understand." Yan Sheng said, "The girl you mentioned was once
I must be in love with you, but you don't know it.You have been away for more than ten years, she may have been waiting for you to come back, but she always gets tired of waiting for someone, and she simply gave up waiting and married someone else.But at this moment, you came back again.She must feel that fate is playing tricks on her, so blame you. "
Yuan Yi listened, showing a troubled expression: "This...is that so?"
"Don't worry, it's not your fault." Yan Sheng said, "If you're really worried about that girl, tell me where her home is, and I'll send someone to check it out; if you live in poverty, help take care of her. You are my younger brother, I can still do this little thing."
"...No. I still can't do it." For some reason, Ji Guoyuan seemed to hesitate, and then apologized inexplicably: "My lord, I'm very sorry."
"Sorry?" Yan Sheng said with a smile, "What is there to apologize for in such a matter?"
"...Anyway, I'm extremely sorry."
◎The author has something to say:
Ask everyone, has anyone Lei Uu got pregnant and had a baby?
I want to write this plot, which is more bloody and refreshing, but I am afraid that some readers will not accept it.Ask if there is anyone who mines, if there is, forget it and don't write it.
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Yuanyi likes uu, but Yuanyi doesn't know that this kind of feeling is called liking.
I am more inclined to write a more divine Yuanyi, this kind of insensitivity to ordinary emotions is really suitable.
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Why is this episode getting longer and longer? I only wanted to write 10 chapters at first, but now I have only written half of the 10 chapters!Later, the two brothers found out the relationship between each other and uu, and they broke up completely. Yan Sheng abandoned his family business to go to the ghost killing team and other plots, ahhhhhhh!
But the only thing that can be confirmed is that uu must be the first one to die. (wicked smile)