novelraw Chapter 127 Rejecting Love
Chapter 127 Rejecting Love
"It's you!" Jiajia couldn't break free from this embrace, but she could still turn her head to see who this person was.
Ten years later, Gangji is already an adult, and it seems to be the same one that Jiajia saw last time. Now he looks a little tired, but the hot emotion between his eyebrows still makes Jiajia feel a little at a loss.
To be honest, Jiajia didn't really want to see him.She does have feelings for Gangji, but it is a feeling that the elders take care of the younger generation, and the older sister takes care of the younger brother, which is more similar to family affection. Unfortunately, she cannot give the love that the adult version of Gangji wants.
"It's me." Ten years later, with a gentle smile on the corner of Gangji's mouth, "I see you again." His eyes fell on the fist-sized crystal ball that rolled twice and stopped on the table, and his eyes looked very gloomy.
"Are you leaving?" He asked calmly.
Jiajia was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Yeah." He hesitated for a while, "You look like this, what happened ten years later?"
"I can't say it, I'm sorry, Jiajia." The adult Tsunaji made an apologetic expression, took off his suit jacket, fell back weakly, and sat on the bed.
Jiajia squinted his eyes: "Even you find it tricky?" Gang Ji, a young boy, should deal with it. This is too embarrassing.
"I can't help it either." The adult Gangji smiled unhurriedly, "But the one who knows me best is myself. I believe in me and the guardians at this time."
He said so himself, what else could Jiajia say.Curling her lips, Jiajia said impatiently: "I hope, just don't play yourself to death."
The adult Gangji looked at the worry under Jiajia's poisonous tongue, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more bitter, and the room fell silent for a while.
After a while, Jiajia frowned: "It's 5 minutes, why are you still here?"
The grown-up Gangji's eyes were clear, looking at Jiajia, who looked only five or six years old, he could only be gentle and tolerant: "I made a trick to stop the exchange time until we won ten years ago."
"Before then, would you have been here?" Jiajia looked at him in astonishment.
"No, of course I can't appear in front of my mother with this appearance, I will go to the prison temple." Tsuna's voice was gentle, "Can you go for a walk with me?"
Not at all.Jiajia thought with a blank face, but when she saw those beautiful brown eyes that seemed to be flickering with flames, if Jiajia refused, it would be stuck in her throat.
Ten years later, Tsuna took Jiajia and ran out of the Sawada house over the wall. Outside the courtyard wall, Jiajia saw the mature version of Hayato, a loyal dog who had not wavered for ten years, ten years later.
"Judaimu!" Yuji stepped forward, his eyes were shining brightly, "I thought you already..."
"I'm sorry, I lied to you because of the needs of the plan." Gang Ji said gently with a slightly apologetic expression.
"No, no, Judai's plan is the most important!" Prison Temple immediately began to show his loyalty, "It doesn't matter if I know or not."
Ten years later, Gangji smiled, looked sideways at Jia Jia who looked at him with contempt, and felt helpless, being hated.
The three of them walked slowly all the way to the current prison temple's home in Bingsheng.
"I'm sorry, it's really shabby here." How can a single boy live in a clean and tidy place? Prison Temple blushes to the sloppy appearance of ten years ago. After entering the house, he hastily cleaned up the living room. , to find a place to rest.
"Thank you." Tsunakichi thanked politely, and turned his face slightly embarrassed, "Hayato, can I talk to Jiajia alone?"
"Oh!" Prison Temple smiled at his boss with a clear expression, and then said with a serious face, "Just in time, I need to buy some ingredients and come back."
Jiajia just turned her head, and saw that prison temple quickly went out with her wallet from ten years ago. In the empty room, there was only Gangji who was ten years later, which made her feel very embarrassed.
It would be great if he could smoke as often as he had that stupid face ten years ago.Jiajia said with a slumped face, but the smile on Gangji's face ten years later was so perfect that she didn't have the courage to do it!
"Every meeting is so short, so I have to advance..." Gang Ji looked at a fake loli who was obviously in a daze on the single sofa, and said softly, "I have a complete communication with you in advance .”
It's like singing a poem.Jiajia thought of certain experiences unhappily, and replied with a frown: "No, I don't think it's necessary to talk about it."
"Jia Jia." Gang Ji looked at Jia Jia seriously, "Please give me a convincing reason to let me give up loving you, giving up chasing you who can't be caught, I need a reason enough for me to let go .”
Your sister's reason!Jia Jia Heixian, do you need a reason for my mother to not like you?She really wanted to growl and say that bloody thing, what do you like about me, why don't I change it!
"Is it still not enough?" Ten years later, Gangji smiled bitterly, "Facing me, don't you even bother to make up a reason? I work so hard, but I still can't catch your eyes."
Facing this face, for some reason, Jiajia remembered the poor boy who was always framed and beaten by Li Baoen ten years ago. Thinking of the tearful appearance of that boy, Jiajia couldn't bear it. I couldn't help but soften my heart: "It's not because of you. In fact, your growth is really beyond my imagination. I didn't expect that you have grown to this point in just ten years." A generalized version of the second paralyzed personality in a dead state!The laughing and crying Ah Gang who is always in various embarrassments seems to have completely disappeared, and there is no shadow of Gang Ji ten years later.
Gang Ji frowned slightly, and looked at Jia Jia quietly, with earnest and sincere eyes, his gaze made Jia Jia say what she didn't want to say.
"The reason for this is me." Jiajia said calmly, "You know, the reason why I came to this world is purely to heal my wounds."
"And the reason why I got such a serious injury is because I misread a man." Jiajia was a little speechless when she said this, and getting along for more than a hundred years is not a movie. You can fast-forward the memory of the past, get along with each other, from the mutual use of the contract, to the mutual affection, to the tacit love, until the despair and sadness of being betrayed at the end. At this point, Jiajia’s love for men has become Extremely resistant, she couldn't believe in love, and she couldn't give love to others.
In fact, at this meeting, Jia Jia also understood why ten years later, she knew what Gang Ji was thinking but didn't tell him the reason.Having been together for ten years, even if I didn't fall in love with this man who is excellent in all aspects, I have developed a good impression of him since I was a child. It's just that Aizen's betrayal came first, so she dared not and was unwilling to go with him again. Other men are more affectionate.Even if it is so ambiguous, in the eyes of others, Gang Ji's feelings are dangling, scum to death, and he always sticks to the bottom line and refuses to take that step.
After all, she was just scared.
But this kind of feeling belongs to me ten years later. The self ten years later who is completely bound by this feeling can be so entangled, but Jia Jia, who has no feelings for Tsuna Ji at all, can analyze it very rationally. Then, without hesitation, cut off the thread of love that is of no benefit to him, which will make him unable to break free ten years later.
"That person and I..." Jiajia took a deep breath before continuing calmly, "We have been together for a long, long time, which is enough for ordinary people to live a lifetime, no, in two lifetimes, we met and knew each other and finally got together .But in the end, he betrayed me, which caused me to be seriously injured. So, I became like this. Even if I know that you are really good and can maintain the unshakable love for me for the rest of my life, unfortunately, I still have no way to accept it. "
Jiajia watched the smile on the face of the person in front of her gradually dim, and her complexion became extremely pale, which made Jiajia feel that she was a heinous scumbag.
"I no longer believe in love." Jia Jia said coldly, "No matter how much you give me time, no matter how much you plan to use your sincere emotions to let me heal the wounds I once had, but after going through that can How long do you think it will take me to rebuild the trust of falling in love with a man who has been with me for so many years and can still betray me?"
This is a deadlock. Gang Ji is an ordinary person after all. Even if he is loved by the world, he still maintains life, old age, sickness and death. After a hundred years, he will inevitably become a pile of dry bones, and Jia Jia knows that she is doomed to live forever when she merges with the godhead. The innate condition is already doomed, Jiajia cannot fall in love with Gangji.
Ten years later, Tsuna was speechless in silence.Jiajia is a stubborn character, maybe soft in nature, maybe easily emotional, but what she insists on, no matter how long it takes, it is difficult to change, and facing Jiajia's long life that is endless without accidents, After all, Gangji's appearance was too short, it was like a beautiful firework for a short time, and after a moment of brilliance, it would be overwhelmed by time again.
"Give up." Jiajia left a sentence and chose to leave.
Walking out of the Prison House, Jiajia took a deep breath, she saw the Prison Temple that she was a little surprised that she came out so soon, and didn't want to communicate more, Jiajia lifted the hem of her skirt and jumped along the low wall. On the roofs of the tidy houses on the side of the road, the swift movements made the shouts of the Prison Temple become like distant wind.
Sure enough, it's good to have nothing to worry about.
I don't know what A Gang will encounter after ten years. Jia Jia casually jumps on the roof, moving briskly like a weightless butterfly, hoping that he can survive.No, the cornerstone of the world valued him so much, presumably even if he was hurt, he would be safe and safe, and he would never die.
Jia Jia saw the roof of Sawada's house, and quickly inspected the road, making sure that there was no one else, and then jumped down, with elegant and light movements, and practiced countless times in the world of souls, which has become instinctive. She used it as if she knew how to eat and sleep by nature.There was no expression on her face, but her thoughts were wandering around in a mess. Jiajia walked back to Sawada's house slowly, but she remembered the slow-paced life of Jinglingting, which seemed to be like an old age.
Aizen always has such a good temper, even knowing his dangerous nature - Jiajia still becomes arrogant after comparing the too short temptation in the long time of more than a hundred years, squandering that favor wantonly, just Like thousands of ignorant girls immersed in love, cute, rude, and coquettish.She likes to watch Aizen work for her, likes to see him pay for all kinds of willful demands she puts forward, likes that he always smiles at her helplessly and dotingly at the end, she likes and trusts her so much.
Even knowing his ambition and danger, she still gave up her vigilance and showed the godhead she had worked so hard to get.
I want to watch him become a god, and I want him to have a long life, a life that can leave the world of death, a life that can accompany me to the end of the world, and the result?
Jiajia stopped and leaned against the corner of the alley, only to feel that there was a vast expanse of whiteness in front of her eyes, and the water drops fell on her cute round-toed leather shoes, every drop of which was sealed up deliberately by her. Helpless and sad, how can it be so calm and strong in the eyes of others, she is just an ordinary person who is lucky to have the powerful power like a lottery ticket that can be exchanged for billions of money and make people rich overnight, an ordinary person who can Ordinary people who are shaken by very simple things will smile because of jokes, and will also be sad because of such a painful loss of love.
This short loli figure is simply the greatest irony to her. Look, what kind of scum is that man she loved.
Regardless of Aizen's excuse that he can forgive in the name of love, hurt is hurt after all, and there is no way to go back after betrayal.
The author has something to say: procrastination can't hurt...