novelraw Chapter 115 - The first cannon fodder -
Chapter 115 - The first cannon fodder -
"Ms. Shi, Anna's fever has subsided, and she will recover when she wakes up tomorrow."
"Okay, I see, thank you, Dr. Li."
"You're welcome, I'm leaving first. If there's anything wrong, please let me know in time, and I'll be here soon."
After seeing off Dr. Li, Shi Yifei went back to the room and looked at Shi Anna, her adopted daughter, who was lying on the bed. She knew that it was because of the amount of training she imposed on her adopted daughter that her body was weakened and her resistance decreased, but what could be done about it? .
Learning to dance is to eat youth. If you don’t work hard when you are young, you will never have a chance to succeed when you grow up. Shi Anna is the most talented child she has ever seen. She hopes that she can finish her journey. She didn’t. finished road.
After Shi Yifei went out, Taomi opened her eyes, she had woken up when Dr. Li was there just now, she knew that she came to a whole new world.
Mimi jumped out of the space, and Taomi was startled, "Hurry up and go back, what should you do if someone finds out?" She didn't feel the existence of spiritual power in this world, and something as unimaginable as Mimi couldn't. Appear.
"Don't worry, in this world, except for you, I don't want people to see me." Said Mimi and landed on Taomi's forehead, "Your body is very weak, Can you accept the memory?"
"No problem." Even though it would be uncomfortable to stuff other people's memories into her head, it is not unacceptable. She is just a little weak now, not a serious problem.
Mimi stuffed the memory of the original owner into Taomi's head, as well as the original owner's wishes and experiences in this life.
The original owner was Shi Anna. When she was just born, she also had a happy family with parents and an older brother. However, when she was six years old, her parents passed away. She and her older brother had no relatives willing to take her in. It can only start wandering.
Once she and her elder brother were really hungry. The elder brother put her in the back of the truck and went to the store to steal bread by himself. But how could a child succeed in stealing? The bread was not stolen. Come out, and when he came out, the truck driver had already left, and my sister was gone.
Shi Anna was sent to an orphanage by a truck driver, and was adopted by her current foster mother, Shi Yifei, with her current name.
Her adoptive mother asked her to learn ballet, and she had to practice ballet every day except when she was sleeping. Even what she studied in the textbooks was only Shi Yifei's tutor, so as not to waste a little time.
It has been two years now, and Shi Anna has never stopped, and today is the first time she rests, because she is sick.
"What a poor little girl." Mimi said with a bitter face.
Shi Yifei was also a ballet dancer when she was young. Her dream was to stand on the stage of Lincoln Center and dance ballet, but she failed because an accident injured her leg. Now she can only rely on a wheelchair to walk. So she fell in love with Shi Anna and asked her to continue on the road she hadn't finished.
Parents like this who pin their hopes on their children have seen Taomi a lot, and they can fully understand their feelings, but people like Shi Yifei, who regard Shi Anna as a tool, have never stopped for more than two years Yes, it can only be said that she is really not a real mother.
Shi Anna's wish is to be able to fulfill her adoptive mother's wish, to stand and dance on the stage of Lincoln Center; and to find and recognize her brother.
Because of the accidents at home, Shi Anna valued family affection very much. When she was in the orphanage, Shi Yifei brought a lot of snacks and toys. Other children went to the things they liked, but Shi Anna just sat and watched, because She doesn't want those things, she just wants her brother, and she knows her parents will never come back, so she just wants to live with her brother.
Perhaps Shi Yifei wanted to adopt her because of this, and let her be her daughter, so that as long as it was what she wished, Shi Anna would be able to fulfill it.
But what she didn't know was that Shi Anna valued feelings, but she didn't give Shi Anna any feelings at all. Shi Yifei just regarded her as a tool to fulfill her wishes. Shi Anna didn't feel feelings, so she naturally wouldn't give them Shi Yifei is emotional.
The reason why Shi Anna still wants to fulfill Shi Yifei's wish and stand on the stage of Lincoln Center is entirely because Shi Yifei gave her a life, you raised me, and I help you fulfill her wish, not because of feelings or other reasons.
This is what Shi Anna thinks. When Taomi comes, there is no need to cultivate a mother-daughter relationship with Shi Yifei. She only needs to fulfill Shi Yifei's wish and stand on the stage of Lincoln Center.
"Sister Taomi, do you want to accept Shi Anna's miserable life?"
Taomi got up and drank the water beside the bed, sighed, "Give it to me."
In order to meet the requirements of her adoptive mother, it is impossible for Shi Anna to live without half her life. When she successfully stands in Lincoln Center, she will also suffer from physical problems. Then for the rest of her life, if she can live according to her own hospital Fortunately, if you can't, it will really be a miserable life.
Mimi jumped on the top of Taomi's head twice again, and after her head felt slightly swollen, Shi Anna's life began.
If Shi Anna lived for Shi Yifei in the first half of her life, then she lived for herself in the second half of her life.
When she was dancing ballet, she met a man named Ji Cunxi, who had been in love with her for many years and loved her very much. She released Ji Cunxi's pigeons many times because of dancing, and finally after one time, their contact was completely broken.
That time, Shi Anna's dance did not satisfy the people in the troupe, and she was only given a position as a black swan, but what Shi Anna wanted was a white swan, so she resolutely rejected the invitation, and planned to go to a cruise ship with Ji Cunxi to spend a romantic time three days and two nights trip.
But before she boarded the cruise ship, the captain told her that the troupe agreed to let her play the white swan. Between her boyfriend and her dream, Shi Anna chose her dream.
At that time, Shi Anna's thinking was that Ji Cunxi had forgiven her so many times, and this time, he would definitely understand her.
But Shi Anna forgot that no one will wait for you forever, even Ji Cunxi who loves her is no exception. Ji Cunxi regarded a woman in the room as her, and the two had a relationship.
Shi Anna's troupe came to Hong Kong to perform. In order to celebrate Ji Cunxi's birthday, she wanted to sneak out of the troupe, but was framed by actors from the same troupe. fired.
For an actress who was expelled, basically no troupe would want her, because she had no professional ethics, and it was taboo to run away from the troupe without permission.
Shi Anna returned to Taipei and wanted to find a boyfriend, but she found that the world was no longer what she thought it would be. Ji Cunxi had a child with the woman she had a relationship with at the beginning, and they were both married. Born in a few months.
Shi Anna was expelled from the troupe at that time, and there was only Ji Cunxi by her side. She didn't want to lose her, so she used a series of methods to finally drive that woman away from Ji Cunxi, but she got Ji Cunxi The person who was in love with him, but he didn't get his heart. His heart was already on that woman and the unborn child.
Two years later, Ji Cunxi and that woman reunited, and everything Shi Anna had done was revealed. The two lived happily together, only Shi Anna was alone.
In the end, Shi Anna's brother found her and helped her younger sister out of the predicament. Shi Anna opened a dance cram school to teach children to learn ballet, which can be regarded as something to do.
Later, she found a man to marry and lived her life hastily.
"Does Shi Anna know these things?"
After Mimi was slightly stunned, she finally realized what Taomi asked, "Of course Shi Anna knows all about it. Her wish was said when her life was over, so it is a wish."
Tao Mi understands, the reason why she puts her wish to climb the Lincoln Center first is because Shi Anna failed to stand up successfully, but she was looking for her brother, who spent a lot of effort when he was looking for her, so she I hope that this time she came to look for my brother again, so that my brother can suffer less.
Shi Anna's wish was not about Ji Cunxi, she had loved and hated Ji Cunxi deeply, and in the end everything became relieved, so it didn't matter whether they were together or not.
"You are weak now, do you want to take some pills to strengthen your body, I have a lot of them."
"No need, I will find it myself when I need it, thank you." If you are weak, you can't eat those things even more, and it is even more troublesome to be careful not to replenish your deficiency.
Seeing that Taomi already knew everything she should know, Mimi ran back to the space and went to sleep forever, Taomi also didn't understand how Taoyao did it, is Mimi possessed by sleeping insects?Are you here? Can I sleep?
"Miss Anna, you're awake. Dr. Li also said that you won't wake up until midnight. It's really great." Aunt Wu opened the door and came in and found Tao Mi sitting on the bed in a daze and walked forward and said.
"Aunt Wu, where's mom?"
"Miss is in the dance studio. She is watching your training video. She praises you for making great progress. It won't take long for you to surpass her demeanor back then."
Aunt Wu followed Shi Yifei very early on, and now she takes care of everything about Shi Yifei and Shi Anna's daily life. She opened the curtains, and the sun shone in. Taomi blocked the incoming light with her hands uncomfortably.
"How about it, do you want to get up and eat something?" Aunt Wu sat on the side of the bed, touched Taomi's forehead, and was relieved that she didn't feel the heat.
Aunt Wu has no children, and is usually very kind to Shi Anna. When Shi Yifei blamed Shi Anna for not dancing well, she did not come to persuade her. It was she who told Shi Anna about Shi Yifei's past. I hope Shi Anna will not hold grudges Shi Yifei and Shi Anna usually injured their feet due to dancing practice, and it was Aunt Wu who helped to apply the ointment.
"No need, Aunt Wu, I want to lie down for a while." Said Taomi and lay down.
Aunt Wu put the quilt on Tao Mi and said, "Okay, then you have a good rest. Miss didn't let the teacher come today, so you can rest for a day."
Taomi looked at the ceiling, it was a very pink, tender, tender color, her room was a little girl’s room in terms of furnishings and layout, and there were several exquisite decorations, I have to say that Shi Yifei was very fond of it. Shi Anna has never been stingy with money, and in order to achieve her wish, she will do whatever it takes.
In the end, Shi Anna failed to fulfill Shi Yifei's wish. The report reported that Shi Anna was expelled for violating the troupe's regulations. For a person who was expelled, the troupe would not help her cover up the reason, and put her in order to celebrate her boyfriend's birthday. Everything has been said.
Shi Yifei was furious when she found out. The heir she had cultivated for more than 20 years was so broken. In a fit of anger, she severed her mother-daughter relationship with Shi Anna. At that time, Shi Anna was thinking about her and Ji Cunxi, and she had no thoughts. If you manage so much, the severance will be severed.
Now Shi Anna is eight years old, and it has been two years since Shi Yifei brought her back. In the past two years, she has been practicing ballet very hard, and she doesn't want Shi Yifei to be disappointed.
An eight-year-old child should have enjoyed a happy childhood in the arms of her parents, but Shi Anna has a maturity that does not belong to her age.
After experiencing a lot, naturally it is no longer simple.
Lying on the bed, probably because Shi Anna's body was still too weak, Tao Mi fell asleep after a while, and when she woke up again, it was already daylight.
Get up, put on clothes and wash, go downstairs and see Shi Yifei sitting at the dining table eating breakfast, see Taomi come down, just take a look and then leave, don't care about her health or not.
"Miss Anna is up, I made breakfast, come over and have some." Aunt Wu put the plate opposite Shi Yifei.
It's a very simple breakfast. People who practice dance can't eat enough, so they can eat without eating while ensuring the normal functioning of the body.
Shi Anna has been doing this for the past two years, but because of Aunt Wu's good craftsmanship, she has never been hungry.
"Ms. Lin will come to teach you English in a while, tidy up and wait in the English classroom."
"I know Mom." Taomi sat in front of her dining table and began to eat a pretty good breakfast. Her attitude towards Shi Yifei before was only in her memory. Looking at it now, she really treats a woman like Shi Yifei really feel pitiful.
I have been obsessed with a dream all my life, and it seems that it is about to come true, but there is a sudden change. A dancer is paraplegic and can only rely on a wheelchair to live.
In the past, she was glamorous on the stage, but the sadness behind it is not mentioned for the time being. It is what she is willing to do for her dream. She has no lover, no children, no friends. When she is no longer the same her on the stage, she has nothing but rely It is her biggest dream to adopt a child to live on and make that child her heir.
Perhaps Shi Yifei's mentality has changed a little now, making Shi Anna the best ballet dancer, and her obsession to be on the stage of Lincoln Center.
After breakfast, I went to the English classroom. The entire second floor of the villa is used as Shi Anna's classroom. Most of the space is the dance classroom and the English classroom. The other classrooms are all together.
The reason why these two professors came out separately, the dance classroom is of course needless to say, the English classroom is because Shi Yifei believes that to perform in a foreign country, one must be able to speak English, and fluent English can add strength to Shi Anna, a Chinese. A lot of points.
Shi Yifei used to be a ballet dancer in a famous theater troupe. She used to not care about the ways of living and getting along, thinking that as long as she had enough skills, she could inject all her emotions when dancing. In fact, she was also the best, many No foreigner can dance as well as her.
But in fact, this is what hurt her. She hoped that Shi Anna could go far, so she hired an English teacher for her.
The English teacher is a white woman in her 20s. Because foreigners are older than Chinese, she looks at least in her early thirties.
I speak English all the time in class. Taomi’s English is good, but because the world I experienced in it is the ancient world, I felt like I was listening to the bible for a while, but I quickly realized it and devoted myself to the textbook. .
Usually, Shi Anna practiced English for two hours, and the rest of the time she had to practice dancing. Today, it may be because she was just recovering from her condition. She spent the whole morning in the English classroom, and Tao Mi was also happy and relaxed.
In the afternoon, I went to the dance classroom. She had only admired ballet before, but never studied it. Now she just relied on the little memory Shi Anna left her, and barely practiced for an entire afternoon. Shi Yifei's Of course his complexion is not good.
But maybe it was just right to see her sick, so he didn't say anything, just went back to the room with a cold face.
"Miss Anna dances very well!" Aunt Wu came over and took Taomi's hand, led her to a seat beside her, took off her dancing shoes, and danced with her toes for a long time. Now Taomi felt that her toes were not her own Now, apart from pain and numbness, she can no longer feel other sensations.
She only practiced for a while, and she was already like this. It was really not easy for Shi Anna to persist for two years.
Aunt Wu put ointment on Taomi's toes and rubbed it gently. She also knew that Shi Yifei was dissatisfied with Taomi's performance today, but what could she do?
She is an old servant of the Shi family. She saw Shi Yifei when she practiced dancing hard, her toes were worn out, and she continued to bleed, just to be able to do better than others. Now Shi Yifei has so many peaches , she also felt distressed, but there was nothing she could do.
It is impossible for Shi Yifei to let go of her obsession with getting Taomi on the Lincoln Center stage. Taomi must also practice. The only thing she can do is to nourish Taomi.
"Aunt Wu, my mother is not satisfied with my performance today. I will definitely continue to practice hard. Can you help me persuade my mother?"
"Your mother is not unhappy, she is just a little unhappy."
Tao Mijiu, unhappy and unhappy don't mean the same thing, I really think she is a three-year-old child.
Since she has taken over Shi Anna's life, she must fulfill her wish, so she must make good contact, not only to live up to Shi Yifei's expectations of her, but also to live up to Shi Anna's expectations of her.
In the space at night, Tao Mi found out the pills that can strengthen the tendons and wash the marrow. Although Shi Anna has only practiced ballet for two years, she still has a lot of hidden injuries on her body. If it is not treated in time and allowed to develop, it will definitely become more serious , she doesn't want to leave a whole body of problems at a young age.
Her mental power has always been the best, even if there is no spiritual power in this world, her mental power is better than most people, so she doesn't need to sleep for a long time at night, and the rest of the time can be spent in Practicing in the space, she shook Mimi awake and asked him to set up a dance classroom for her in the space, and found a lot of ballet videos, all of which were danced by top ballet dancers, and let Mimi watch her And the shortcomings of the dancers in the video.
Of course, she is not imitating. The most taboo thing about dancing and singing is to imitate. If you don’t have your own feelings and your own understanding in it, then you are destined not to be a great artist, and you will always be an imitator.
What she needs most now is technique. Only after mastering the technique of dancing can she deeply study its inner connotation.
After practicing all night, I took pills to relieve fatigue in the morning, and felt relaxed after taking a bath. As expected, Shi Yifei was very satisfied with today's practice, Taomi finally breathed a sigh of relief.
In the evening, Shi Yifei called Taomi into the room and gave her an invitation letter. Taomi looked over and said, "National Children's Ballet Competition".
Shi Anna had already won the city's competition before, but because it was No.2, Shi Yifei smashed the trophy. She said that she didn't need a daughter of No.2, what she needed was someone who could win No.1 for her daughter.
This sentence was very impressive in Shi Anna's memory. After that, she practiced desperately, just to be able to become the daughter Shi Yifei wanted.
"This competition is for the whole country. I asked you to come back to me with the gold medal. You should remember what I said." Shi Yifei's voice was cold, without any emotion in it. Shi Anna was the one who won the trophy for her tool.
"Okay, mom, I will give you the gold medal." In fact, Taomi is not sure whether she can win the gold medal, she can only guarantee that she will use her best strength to compete, but she still wants to say this to Shi Yifei Yes, enough to prove her determination.
Shi Yifei nodded, and waved Taomi to go out. When she walked to the door of the room, she happened to meet Aunt Wu who came in. She brought milk to Shi Yifei, and she was taken aback when she saw the invitation letter in Taomi's hand, then she smiled and said, "Miss Anna, you should rest well."
"I see, good night, Aunt Wu."
Watching Taomi go up to the second floor and enter the room, Aunt Wu walked into the room holding the Year of the Ox and put the milk beside Shi Yifei, "Miss, are we being too strict with Miss Anna?"
"It's not us, it's me. You are still very good to her." Shi Yifei took a sip of milk, and no one would not pay the price in blood if he wanted to succeed, but as long as he succeeded, all the blood shed before would change. into your smile back on your face.
Three days later, it was Aunt Wu who brought Taomi to the competition. The location was not far away, just in the center of Shanghai. The participants were all children under the age of ten, and most of them had practiced ballet since they were young. It's too late for someone like Shi Anna who only started practicing at the age of six.
"Miss Anna, take it easy, don't think about anything, just follow your heartbeat, you know?"
Aunt Wu was afraid that Taomi would have a psychological burden, so she kept cheering her up, because she was afraid that she would think about the pressure Shi Yifei put on her last time.
Tao Mi smiled, "Aunt Wu, don't worry, I'm already very relaxed now."
She is not Shi Anna, and she still has her own way of calming down her mood, and she doesn't know how to get into a dead end. She doesn't have the problems that Aunt Wu is afraid of.
In the background, Taomi could see the performances of those children, which were remarkable. The video of her dancing was recorded by Mimi, and she watched it herself. Compared with those children on the stage, she thought she danced well Still good.
On stage, Taomi started beating according to her own heart, just as Aunt Wu said.
Sometimes followmyhear will really surprise you.
Taking back the gold medal belonging to No.1, Shi Yifei really didn't lose her temper.
In the next few years, Taomi has been working hard to keep in touch. Before she was ten years old, she won the National Children's Ballet Gold Award. After she was over ten years old, until she was 15 years old, she won the Gold Award in the National Children's Ballet Competition.
As for why it was at the age of 15, because at the age of 16, Tao Mi joined a theater troupe and started performing abroad. She no longer needs domestic awards, she needs a bigger and better stage.
Of course Shi Yifei was very satisfied with her performance, but she kept whispering in her ears that she would be on the Lincoln Center stage as the goal.
She is also a member of the troupe, Taomi has a Chinese face, and naturally she will suffer some disadvantages among the ballet dancers who are all white faces. She is isolated and alone in a foreign country, that kind of desolation, I can’t understand it without personal experience. arrived.
Taomi now understands why Shi Anna has to hold on to Ji Cunxi tightly, because that is the only person who gives her warmth in a foreign country, in an unfamiliar place, and she doesn't want to lose this warmth, so she has to do everything possible Keep Ji Cunxi.
Both of her parents died when she was young, and she was separated from her elder brother. She finally had a adoptive mother, but she regarded her as a tool to realize her dreams. From childhood to adulthood, she basically had no friends. Ji Cunxi's care made her greedy, so she didn't want to lose. When you are in a panic, you can really do anything.
In the past few years, Tao Mi has been practicing dancing, participating in domestic and foreign competitions, and has no time to find her brother. In Shi Anna's memory, it was her brother who came to her, but that was a long time later. , since Shi Anna wanted her to find her brother, so her brother would be able to suffer less.
So Taomi talked about her life experience in an interview, mainly about how her adoptive mother worked hard to raise her, and it was very difficult for her to achieve something, and she was adopted in an orphanage just by the way Just said it.
Although it was just a rumor, the fact that she was an orphan was known to the outside world. If her brother saw it, he should have guessed about her life experience.
Shi Anna's wish is to find her brother, and she doesn't want him to get wronged on the way to find her, but now she can't help but she doesn't have time, so she can only rely on this method to tell her brother.
It was because of her year that her brother really asked her to find her.
On her birthday, she got on the stage of Lincoln Center as she wished, becoming the youngest dancer in history, and she is still a Chinese, which is even more rare.
At the end of the performance, Tao Mi accepted an interview with the reporter, telling her all about her life experience, especially emphasizing that she likes to eat strawberry cake without strawberries, and she used to have a very earthy name, Dai Xinyi.
I believe that if these two points are spread, my brother will definitely be able to come to her.
In Shi Anna's life, her brother found her when she was 28 years old. Now, she is ten years ahead of schedule. If her brother really finds her, then she has fulfilled Shi Anna's wish.
Before Taomi got any news about her brother, she was called to China by a call from Aunt Wu when she was performing, and Shi Yifei was critically ill.
After Tao Mi was slightly startled, she immediately asked for leave from the troupe, but because she was the lead dancer and the dance had been rehearsed early, it was impossible for her to quit midway.
Faced with such a situation, it is difficult to choose between dancers and adoptive mothers on the one hand.
Finally, after discussing with the team leader, we came up with a solution. After she finished tonight's performance, she can go back to China, and the work she didn't participate in afterwards will be dealt with as a breach of contract.
Taomi originally learned ballet because of Shi Anna's wish and Shi Yifei's reasons, but after ten years, she really likes ballet. Even though her heart is extremely complicated, she still expresses every moment she is on the stage. It's very good.
After the dance, she rushed off the stage, didn't even have time to change her clothes, put on a coat and went straight to the airport. After getting on the plane, Tao Mi's heart was beating non-stop.
In Shi Anna's memory, Shi Yifei's body has always been very good, why did she suddenly become critically ill?And when she came to New York two months ago, she was still in good health.
Tao Mi couldn't figure it out, would her arrival really change that much?
"Hello, are you Miss Anna?"
Taomi, who had her eyes closed, opened her eyes and looked at the person who made the sound. It was a man in his 20s. The first thing Taomi noticed was the pair of thick sword eyebrows. At this moment, the man was looking at her intently with a smile on his face. .
"You've got the wrong person." She doesn't have time to deal with people she doesn't know now.
Ji Cunxi didn't feel embarrassed, and still smiled, "I can't mistake you, you are Shi Anna who just danced ballet on stage, and I watched you dance from the audience, and you are still wearing a dance skirt now. "
"What's the matter with you?" Since she recognized Taomi, she didn't deny it.
"I like your dance very much. I feel that your dance is full of emotions. Others are dancing with their bodies, but you are not." Ji Cunxi said here deliberately stopped to look at Taomi's expression, and found her No curiosity about what he said next.
A little frustrated, he continued, "You are dancing ballet with your soul. I have seen many ballet dancers, and you are the best dancer."
"Sir, first of all, thank you for your compliment. I'm very uncomfortable now. Can you leave me alone?" The dancer who was able to get on the Lincoln Center Stage was another pheasant. She just relied on her age to compete. others are outstanding
Just before boarding the plane, she called Aunt Wu to say that Shi Yifei had already entered the hospital, and she didn't know what was going on now, and she didn't have time to listen to compliments from strangers.
Ji Cunxi rubbed his nose in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, you rest, I won't bother you anymore."
Tao Mi leaned on her back, her head was muddled, she was always awake and fell asleep all the way, so she didn't know whether she was asleep or not.
The plane landed at the airport on time, stopped a taxi and rushed to the hospital.
Ji Cunxi walked out of the airport just in time to see Taomi hurriedly boarding the car, and couldn't help frowning, wondering if something happened to her, so anxious?
As far as he knows, it seems that there will be her performance tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, why come back at this time?And I didn't even have time to change the costumes, so it's too hasty, right?
"President, what are you looking at? You can't even hear me calling you." Anson waved his hand in front of Ji Cunxi.
Ji Cunxi turned his head and took his hand away, "What are you shaking, I can see it."
"I know you can see, but..."
Seeing Ji Cunxi's gaze, Anson pulled his mouth up rationally.
Ji Cunxi handed the suitcase inside to Anson. This time, he went out alone for a while. Grandma didn't follow her, and she didn't bring an assistant. It felt good. The most important thing was that he seemed to fall in love at first sight. Very beautiful woman.
It seems that he should do this kind of action more often in the future.
Taomi arrived at the hospital mentioned by Aunt Wu, and Aunt Wu came out to pick her up, her eyes were red, and when she saw Taomi, she hugged her, and Taomi's bad premonition suddenly broke out along the way.
"Aunt Wu, where is my mother? How is she?"
Aunt Wu wiped her tears, "Miss, she is still in the ward and is still asleep, but the doctor said she will wake up soon, I will take you to see it."
"Okay." As long as you're still dead.
Aunt Wu led Tao Mi to Shi Yifei's ward. Shi Yifei wore an oxygen mask on his face and had tubes all over his body. "Aunt Wu, my mother...how did she become like this?"
"In fact, she has been in poor health since the accident, and it has been even worse in the past two years." Aunt Wu sighed, "Two months ago, she came back from New York after watching your performance, and she suddenly became ill. It fell down, and the doctor said that it was because she had no will to survive, and without the will, her body collapsed all of a sudden.”
Taomi understands, except for the accident, the body is definitely not as good as normal people, the reason why Shi Yifei has persisted for so many years is entirely because of the will in her heart, she wants Taomi to be the best in the world. The stage, this is her obsession.
Taomi used to know that Shi Yifei had a big obsession, but she didn't expect her obsession to be so big, because she had an obsession in her heart, she survived, but when the obsession was gone, she lost the motivation to live .
It's like nightshade, living because of obsession, and has an immortal body.
But in Shi Anna's memory, the reason why Shi Yifei was fine was because she still had obsessions in her heart, and obsessions kept her alive.
"Aunt Wu, you should go out first, I want to stay alone with my mother for a while." Tao Mi said while sitting on the chair beside the hospital bed.
Aunt Wu nodded and went out.
Taomi checked Shi Yifei's physical condition, it was really bad, just when Taomi wanted to give Shi Yifei some medicine, Shi Yifei suddenly opened his eyes.
Seeing Taomi startled slightly in front of her, she smiled.
This is the third time she saw Shi Yifei's smile. The first time was when she received the news that she was going to be on the Lincoln Center stage. The second time was when she watched Taomi perform on stage from the audience, and she was all smiles the whole time. Yes, today is the third time.
Tao Mi was also slightly taken aback, she thought that Shi Yifei would let her go immediately when she saw her, after all, it is not an hour to go out privately when the troupe is performing.
Especially in a country like the United States that keeps its promises, if she breaks the contract, it is very likely that she will not be able to reach the top hall in her life.
"Anna, you came back to see me."
Tao Mi nodded, "Mom, I will definitely cure you, don't worry."
"No need, my wish in this life is gone, and there is no point in living any longer." Shi Yifei shook her head, she knew that she was sorry for Taomi in this life, and for her wish, it took her 12 years to complete it.
"Mom..." Is it really because I have no obsession, so I don't want to live?
"Take me to see the sunset, please? I want to see it." Shi Yifei's voice was already very weak, even if Taomi had excellent hearing, she couldn't hear it unless she got close.
"Okay, I'll take you there."
The hospital had already issued a critical illness notice to Shi Yifei before Taomi came, and of course they discouraged taking the patient out at this time, but Taomi insisted, and the hospital staff had no choice.
Taomi took Shi Yifei to the tallest building in Shanghai, just in time to see the sunset, the sunset is beautiful, Shi Yifei has been insisting on her dream all her life, she thinks that only Lincoln Center is the place of her dream, but at this moment she Just known.
What she wants has never been applause and flowers, those illusory things, she just wants to live as she pleases, without being bound by anyone, because she is the most free moment on the stage, where she can let her feelings go her own way. Cum out so she likes to dance.
"Anna, no matter when, where or who, just be yourself."
This was the last sentence Shi Yifei said in Taomi's ear, after saying it, she lost her breath.
Tao Mi and Aunt Wu both shed tears. It is really sad for a person to know what he wants at the last moment of his life.
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