novelraw Chapter 636
Chapter 636
Chu Xinlv reaches out his hand, lifts Ji Xiaoran's broken hair behind his ears and says, "you are so beautiful, especially now."
Ji Xiaoran can't be shy now. She is very sad. She knows that she stole this short time together. She can't let herself sink. She has to struggle out of the swamp.
"Come on, eat." She pulled the chair and sat down.
But Chu Xinlv sat beside her, close to her.
Ji Xiaoran frowned and pulled the chair to the other side to distance him, but Chu Xinlv came close to her and made it clear that she wanted to stick with her.
Ji Xiaoran wants to retreat again. Chu Xinlv grabs the chair directly: "what are you doing hiding from me? Can you avoid it? "
Ji Xiaoran's heart is trembling. Facing Chu Xinlv, she can hardly control it. This man has magic power. She closes her eyes, takes a deep breath, and doesn't retreat any more.
But with a strong willpower, let oneself understand, she and Chu Xin law also separated by a bright moon.
"Come on, eat quickly. It's time to go after dinner."
"Are you driving me away?" Chu Xinlv's eyes are covered by a strong layer of loss.
Ji Xiaoran nodded: "of course you have to go, this is not your home, this is my home, I have the right to let you leave."
"Xiaoran, do you really disagree with me to move here?"
"Don't say it. I won't agree. You are Mingyue's husband now. If I agree with you to come, what am I? Don't say that I'm your wife in your heart. I'm not. "
"Xiaoran..."
"Come on, don't say any more." Ji Xiaoran interrupted him: "take good care of the children, this is my only request to you, in the future you don't come to me again, or I will move away, I don't want my life with my daughter to be disturbed, please promise me."
A burst of bitter quiet, Chu Xin law retracted hand, eyes lost to the extreme.
In the end, he laughed at himself and said, "it's all my fault. All the troubles are caused by me. If you didn't have me, you would be very simple and happy now. You won't suffer so much."
Ji Xiaoran's nose is sour and his eyes are wet. "Don't talk about it any more."
If this man is allowed to go on like this, she worries that she can't eat today, so she just cries.
Chu Xin law turns his head, see Ji Xiaoran sobbing, in the heart flustered, "sorry, I don't say, don't cry, OK?"
"Then shut up and eat quickly." Ji Xiaoran wiped the tears on his face and gave Chuxin a dish: "eat more, this is our last meal."
"The last meal?" These four words are cruel.
Chu Xinlv's heart is like being stabbed. He just wants to say something, but seeing Ji Xiaoran's painful expression, he knows that whatever he says will make her happy, which will only aggravate her pain, so she is silent and eats quietly.
Two people quiet did not say any more words, occasionally Chu Xin law will also say some topics, but Ji Xiaoran is not very reasonable.
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Finally a meal finished, Chu Xinlu deliberately eat very slowly, but no matter how slow, there is an end, there is no feast that does not end, especially what he wants, the more he wants, the more he tries to grasp, but the more he can't grasp, just like sand.
Ji Xiaoran starts to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and Chu Xinlv also helps to clean up. She helps Ji Xiaoran clean up the kitchen, wash the dishes and chopsticks, and wipe the table. They are just like ordinary couples, simple and calm, but there is a gap between them that can't be crossed!
The end of all have to end, Ji Xiaoran reluctant, but had to say, "you should go."
"Then I took my son away. Are you really willing?" Chu Xinlv's voice is urgent.
Ji Xiaoran stares at her son in the cradle. She is heartbroken. How can she give up?
She held the edge of the cradle and sobbed, "son, I'm sorry."
Chu Xin law hugs her from behind, "don't drive me away, let me stay a little longer, OK? My son doesn't want to go either. You can see how well he sleeps. He won't sleep so well at home. "
Ji Xiaoran shakes her head and just wants to say something, but Chu Xinlv turns her body around and kisses her lip directly.
Ji Xiaoran opened her eyes and was stunned. Chu Xinlv picked her up and went to the big bed.
Ji Xiaoran was startled and immediately struggled, "what are you doing? Let go of me. "
Chu Xinlv puts Li Xiaoran on the bed and says, "Xiaoran, I miss you so much."
He gasped and stared at her affectionately.
Ji Xiaoran touched his chest and said, "you can't do this. You are married. You are betraying your wife."
"No, she's not my wife. I don't even want to touch one of his fingers. In my heart, I only have a wife like you, a woman. I only touch you." He bowed his head and kissed her lips again.
Ji Xiaoran is struggling.
The more she struggled, the more tightly Chu Xin held her.
She has no way, finally can only give up struggling, let Chu Xin law force hold her, kiss her.
Ji Xiaoran no longer struggle, Chu Xin law ecstatic, his hand, gradually solve her clothes, want to have her completely.
But when I kiss her eyes, I suddenly taste a touch of bitterness.
The bitter taste spread from the tip of her tongue to his heart.
Is this Xiaoran's tears?
Chu Xin law suddenly stopped, eyes some dull looking at the woman under the body.
Xiao ran, she cried
Her tears are silent, she did not shout, just so silent tears.
Look at her tears, Chu Xin law, the whole person is flustered, "Xiaoran, what's the matter? Did I hurt you? "
Ji Xiaoran's empty eyes, looking at Chu Xinlv, did not respond.
Chu Xin law in the heart more nervous, "don't cry, OK? Please
Ji Xiaoran bit her lip and cried more fiercely. This time, she cried out.
This Chu Xin law completely panicked: "sorry, I didn't mean to, you don't get angry with me."
He was in a hurry. Suddenly, he thought of something and immediately said, "I won't touch you."
He quickly pulled away from her, then pulled Ji Xiaoran out of bed and held him in his arms, "don't cry, I'm sorry."
He coaxed her like a child.
Ji Xiaoran gradually stopped crying. She grabbed his suit and said, "please, leave here. Don't make me embarrassed, OK?"
"Don't you really want me to stay here? I want to hear your truth
Ji Xiaoran raised his head, eyes some sad: "in this world, the truth is not important, you have been married."