novelraw Chapter 625
Chapter 625
Chu Xinlu said, "I didn't want to do anything. I just have some doubts about one thing. I want to ask you."
"What's the matter?" Chu Jianheng asked.
Chu Xin law hesitated for a moment, he took out the picture in his arms and put it on the stone table, "this picture, very familiar."
Chu Xin law deliberately said, this is more than familiar, he saw at a glance that this is his mother, and she was young, very beautiful.
Chu Jianheng frowned, "do you look through my things?"
Chuxin law Yang Yang mouth: "I did not turn your thing, this picture is on the pillow, I saw at a glance."
Chu Jianheng's eyes have been staring at the photos, suddenly stunned.
Then he took the photo and sighed, "your mother was beautiful when she was young, wasn't she?"
Chu Xin law was silent for a few seconds, then said: "she has always been very beautiful, but it's a pity that some people don't cherish her."
Chu Jianheng knows that Chu Xin's insinuation is satirizing him.
He had no choice but to put the photo on the stone table. "In fact, I always keep this photo by my side, no matter where I go."
Chu Xinlv is a little surprised. He doesn't seem to expect Chu Jianheng to be like this. This photo seems to have been around for years, "why?"
In his heart, some doubts even flashed an answer that he was not willing to admit.
Chu Jianheng suddenly stood up, walked forward a few steps, looked up at the dark sky, and said, "you must think that I am a very irresponsible man. After playing with a woman, I dumped her. She gave birth to a child, but I didn't care. Later, I couldn't give birth to a child myself, so I tried to grab the child again, In your eyes, I am such a bad person, right? "
Chu Xin law stares at the picture on the table and is silent for a long time. He says: "isn't it? Isn't that what happened? "
Chu Jianheng suddenly breathed out: "yes, it has happened. Now that it has happened, what else can I argue? Your mother is indeed dead, and because of me, if she did not meet me, perhaps she would be very happy, right
Chu Xin law's in the heart slightly some discomfort, cold voice way: "all have passed, now mention these all have no meaning."
"Can't we even miss it?" Chu Jianheng turns his head and looks at Chu Xinlv, waiting for his answer.
Chu Xin law sank eyes, said: "you have done that kind of thing, why still miss it? For whom. "
"You think I'm pretending?" Chu Jianheng frowned, as if misunderstood, a little unhappy.
"Isn't it?" Chu Xin law indifferent said: "my mother has been dead for so many years, if you really care about her, then why do you want to do that to her?"
"You're right." Chu Jianheng's voice was somewhat lost: "I was really a bad person in those years. I failed her. Up to now, I can't get over this. I feel very guilty. Believe it or not, I have her in my heart. Otherwise, my wife can't have children all the time. It's not that she can't have it, it's that I don't want her to have it. "
"What did you say?" Chu Xinlv's eyes were a little surprised. He seemed to hear some important information from Chu Jianheng's words.
Chu Jianheng came to Chu Xinlv and said, "why do you think I only have your son? Is it true that the wife I married can't have a child?"
Chu Xinlv also had some doubts in his heart, but he did not say it directly, but waited for Chu Jianheng to answer.
Chu Jianheng's voice was somewhat helpless: "I've always been thinking about your mother, but I can't be with her. At that time, our family had strict rules. I couldn't break the rules, otherwise I would lose everything and be expelled from my family. I had to."
"So you abandoned my mother?" Chu Xin law's voice suddenly some annoyed, "to put it bluntly, power is in your heart, more important than my mother, so you just abandoned her!"
"You can say that." Chu Jianheng did not retort: "but you can't doubt my feelings for her. I really love her, although I didn't choose her in the end."
"What you said is quite reasonable." Chuxinlv's voice, full of irony, "like you love law, women all over the world have no good end!"
Chu Xinlu looks down on Chu Jianheng from the bottom of his heart.
"Whatever you say, I don't want to argue."
Chu Jianheng has been open to these things.
It has happened, and he has no reason to excuse himself.
For Chu Xinlu's mother, he is indeed guilty, and the crime is unforgivable.
"Chu Jianheng, you should not disturb our mother and son's life. Since you choose to give up on us, you should not look back."
Chu Jianheng grinned bitterly, "Xinlv, don't you understand what I just said?"
Chuxin law frowned: "what are you talking about?"
"It's not that my wife can't have children, it's that I don't want to have them and I won't let her have them," Chu said
Indeed, Chu Xinlv remembered this sentence, he said coldly: "so what? What do you want to say? "
"What I want to say is, because I know that your mother has given birth to a son for me, and I've been sorry for her, so I have to be responsible for her son. So I used some means to make the woman I married have no way to have children. People outside think that we can't have children, and then I take back the illegitimate child I once gave birth to outside my lover, But no one knows. It's just my plan, not that I really can't have children, so I have to take you over. "
Hearing these words, Chu Xinlv doesn't feel touched. It's fake. He's still surprised, but should he believe Chu Jianheng's words?
Chu Jianheng looked at his son like a mind reader and said with a smile, "do you think I'm lying, deliberately saying this to win your sympathy?"
Chu Xin law says coldly voice: "do not rule out this suspicion."
"Indeed, I'm probably lying to you. Do you believe in your own observation? I know your temper. I can't control you for so many years, and I won't make any rules like your grandparents, because I know those rules can't control you. If I don't want to, no one can force you. So I was very stupid. If I resisted, maybe I would not come to this end, your mother would not die, and you would not hate me for so many years and fight against me. "
Sometimes all the mistakes are due to the fact that they are not brave enough at the beginning. If they are brave enough, there may not be those tragedies.