Chapter 135
Chapter 135
Ji Zong stared blankly at San Langzuo, feeling that the wrists he grabbed were burning hot, but they were so hot that she didn't want to pull them away.Just vaguely, it seemed that she also heard her own heartbeat, and the position of her heart became very hot, as if something was about to burst out of its shell.She instinctively looked directly at Sanronzo, as if she could find the answer in this way.However, she stared at Sanronzuo with bright eyes, which were still hot, Sanronzuo's firm eyes flickered for a moment.He bowed his head to avoid the realization of Jizong, and let go of Jizong's wrist.
Watching San Langzuo pick up his clothes and wrap them around his body in a panic, Ji Zong suddenly felt relieved.If you keep staring at each other like that, it seems like something bad is going to happen.San Langzuo turned his back to fasten his belt. The long belt was against him, either twisted or knotted. He lowered his head and tidied it up for a long time.Missing Ji Zong's bewildered eyes chasing after him, she even stretched out her hand and pressed on her well-developed chest, which she didn't like all the time.
Ji Zong frowned, his heart was beating fast, and the temperature on his body surface was so hot that she was sick.It may be that I have been too tired recently and need a good rest.
"Sanlongzuo, come with me to see my father tomorrow." She didn't realize that she was using a tone of inquiry rather than an order.
General San Langzuo packed his clothes, turned around and asked doubtfully, "Master Jingyuanyuan?"
Ji Zong nodded, San Langzuo's eyes sank, then raised, there was still a gloomy look inside. "Okay!" He grinned.
Because of his magnanimity, the embarrassing atmosphere in the room dissipated a lot. Ji Zong looked at his retreating figure, smiled and shook his head, not knowing whether to say that he was innocent or good-hearted.He is proficient in intrigue, but in front of him, he is as honest as a child.Except for the initial defense, it seems that she has never been treated as an outsider. The 20-year-old man was cute, Ji Zong tilted his head and smiled.
San Langzuo walked on the veranda with a reddish complexion, and A Yuan came to meet him with a tray.The two nodded their heads and passed by.However, San Langzuo still couldn't hold back, turned his head, took advantage of his height to glance at the medicine bowl that A Yuan was holding, and frowned slightly.
Ah Yuan waited on Ji Zong to finish the soup, and nodded after listening to her order to see Master Jingyuanyuan.In the end, some blame
"Master, the medicine is three-point poisonous, after all, it hurts the body. If you don't want children now because of your young age, why don't you let Young Master Mei touch your body." She took the empty bowl, feeling a little distressed, "What's going on? !" Young Master Mei is also innumerable, as a concubine, he is on the prosthetics, and instead asks the master to take medicine to prevent pregnancy.
Ji Zong took a sip of water, suppressed the bitter taste of the medicine, and after a long time, his tongue was still astringent. "Didn't the doctor say that this medicine will not hurt the body, and you can stop whenever you want to have children. Plus, I have always been in good health." , don't worry." Ah Yuan's concern is rarely shown, such obvious distress, it is obvious that she has been distressed and dissatisfied with her actions for a long time.
"It's not like you. It seems that I'm going to be a mother, but it's different." Ji Zong pointedly glanced at Ah Yuan's abdomen.The latter straightened his waist proudly, protruding his invisible stomach.She was already plump and her moon was shallow. If she didn't tell, no one would know that she was pregnant.
"Pay attention to rest. It's better to pay attention to the light of the month. Let others do things like delivering medicine. Why do you have to do it yourself."
Ah Yuan also wanted to step back with the tray in her hand. She has been so lethargic recently that she can fall asleep standing up, so most of the things she handles are important and confidential, and she sleeps the rest of the time. "Youma is also pregnant, why are these things still getting together? This is medicine! You are not afraid of other people's hands and feet, but I am! I watched from the time of grabbing the medicine to putting it in the bowl, and I buried all the medicine residue. You Don't be afraid of embarrassment, I have to save face for you. I just wanted to say that you have been more ruthless recently, look, look, and you are confused again when you are on top of this man. "
After finishing speaking, regardless of Ji Zong's reaction, he muttered and left.
Ji Zong burst out laughing, and Ah Yuan has been nagging even more since she was pregnant, and when she got anxious, she would talk nonsense about "you" and "I".However, her thoughtfulness and carefulness still made Ji Zong feel warm.
With the bitterness of the medicine still in his mouth, Ji Zong swallowed, thinking that Ah Yuan's words made sense.For the sake of her own safety, she has no plans to have children, so what's going on with Yu Xumo now?It would be fine if she also enjoys it, but most of the time, she is the passive party.Different from Yu Suma's lifting of the ban, she is eager every time, she is not very involved most of the time, feeling that her body and mind are separated, especially recently, she is always distracted.
Then why didn't she reject Yu Xumo? First of all, this matter seems to be a matter of course, it should be; secondly, she can feel that Yu Xumo is always insecure, and she feels that she has the responsibility to comfort him; lastly, in her previous life It was the first time in this life, and she was also a little curious about this kind of thing.
However, after starting, the result was not very good.She doesn't plan to have a child, so she has to use contraception, and taking medicine is bad for her health, and she naturally knows it; moreover, Yu Xumo didn't feel safe because of this, but wanted to catch it even more. Suma seems to be eroding her space; the most important thing is that she didn't get any pleasure from this incident, although it was not as uncomfortable as the first time, but she felt the legendary pleasure of extinction The composition of artistic processing is extremely high.One thing, all harm but no benefit, why continue?But thinking of the heat in Yu Sumo's gentle eyes, she subconsciously rubbed her brows, wondering if it would be better to stay in her yard more.
Suddenly, she understood the mentality of those husbands who always work overtime after marriage. She laughed at herself, and she reaped the fruits of melons and reaped beans. What she planted herself had to be swallowed.
The next day, when Ji Zong and his party arrived at the temple, it was already dark.It's too hot, it will be this hour if we leave later.
Ji Zong and Gana Zhengzhi stood outside the yard, depressed and relatively speechless.Jingyuanyuan really fulfilled her promise not to see Jizong again, and refused to let her in, but instead recruited San Langzuo to come in for questioning.Although Gana Zhengzhi felt uncomfortable with Ji Zong on the surface, he was still secretly happy when he heard that A Yuan was pregnant and their family had a child.How could Ji Zong be so unkind, and he didn't point it out, he just wondered what his father and San Langzuo were talking about.
In the room, Sanlangzuo and Jingyuanyuan were kneeling and sitting facing each other. Facing Jingyuanyuan's calm eyes like water, Sanlangzuo felt a sense of embarrassment for a moment.It seemed that he didn't have to say anything, and the person on the other side saw through him.At this time, he remembered that when Jingyuanyuan was just Jushi Awen, he had a tendency to be wise at a young age.He is like a legend in the clan, and has a sad ending.However, now that he really met a senior clansman who was like an idol, San Langzuo felt that he was not qualified to judge and pity each other.In fact, what took up more in his mind was that this man was Ji Zong's father, Ji Zong had his blood on his body, and he had spent 12 years with this man.
Subconsciously, he is very concerned about how Jingyuanyuan sees him.
"I understand the purpose of your trip. Both the clan and the former feudal lord have already made a conclusion on how to do it. I don't need to say more, right?" Jingyuanyuan finally spoke.
San Langzuo sat upright, bowed and said, "Yes."
Jingyuanyuan suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, but the kneeling San Langzuo didn't see it.
"Awen, do you like Yuanliu?"
San Langzuo raised his head in surprise, his eyes flustered, after a long while, he made up his mind, and said solemnly, "Yes." As he usually talks a lot, it seems that he only has to say "Yes" and bow.
"Yuanliu is really lucky." Jingyuanyuan nodded, and San Langzuo's eyes were firm and clean.Even if he doesn't know his background, he can judge one or two, not to mention, this is a carefully selected person in the clan.I don't know what he thought of, his eyes dimmed a bit, and he continued:
"My family has always paid attention to letting nature take its course, why do you bother?"
San Langzuo was really surprised this time, and at the same time, a faint joy welled up in his heart, like a kind of approval, and also like a kind of tacit approval.
"What? Didn't expect that I, an outsider, can talk about such common things?" Jingyuanyuan teased, and San Langzuo quickly shook his head.
"No, I'm just, just" San Langzuo scratched his head, a little at a loss for words.
"It's just that I didn't expect that I would speak to persuade you?"
San Langzuo nodded, meaning that he was thinking about it.
Jingyuanyuan looked at San Langzuo, and really liked it a little bit. "Yu Gong, my family and Ji Yi are tied together, we are closely related, with this relationship, we are at ease with each other. I asked her not to force her, but I didn't say no; Yu private..." Jing Yuanyuan lowered her eyes , his gaze sank a little, San Langzuo clenched his fists, held his breath, and waited for the next article.
"Oh..." Jingyuanyuan sighed, and then continued, "Yu Si, she is my daughter. Since I can't let go of the clan, I can't let her go either. This child grew up beside me since childhood. She has endured a lot of hardships but she is not a bad child. She can have someone in this life who will be with her sincerely. I, in this world, have no regrets. This is the last thing I care about as a worldly person."
San Langzuo looked at Jingyuanyuan, wanted to say something, but felt his chest was very stuffy, soft and painful.
"Awen, life is not easy for a man in this world. You must be the leader of the clan to be sent to Jizong's side, and you must have paid a lot for it. But now, you have your wings cut off and locked next to my son. Do you have any complaints?"
San Langzuo didn't hesitate this time, and said with a firm gaze, "No complaints! Being by her side makes me feel at ease every day. Not to mention being cut off the wings, it's just to help her, even if it turns into the wind under her body , I am willing too. And" he paused, seeing that Jing Yuanyuan did not stop him, he continued
"And, before, I listened to your experience and felt a little sympathetic to you. Now, when I look at you, I have some new ideas."
Jingyuanyuan slightly raised his eyes, his eyes were sharp, and said, "Let's listen."
San Langzuo took a breath, and then slowly exhaled, saying what he felt in his heart, "I have never experienced it before, but I only feel miserable; but I have really experienced it, and I am moved, and I feel happy. Could it be because of differences in identity and race?" Or is it doomed to a tragic ending, why don't you love? If you can really control it, that's fine. But, if it's really "love", how can you let yourself think about it. This feeling comes faster than thought. Moreover, I am already grateful to be able to live in the same time and space with my beloved one. As long as I can see her, I am already filled with joy. If I ask for more, my heart will be broken." He patted himself hard There were several muffled sounds in his chest, "If I get more, my heart will be unbearable and it will collapse."
Jingyuanyuan thought sadly, my own family upholds nature, that's why there are such children from Chicheng.However, this world is too complicated and dirty, and it always brings harm.However, just because of harm, suppress people's original heart?While he was relieved and distressed, he could only hope that the gods would bless this innocent heart.
"Thank you, Awen." He looked at San Langzuo who was a little excited, and said in a low voice, "I understand what you mean, let's go."
It was only then that San Langzuo realized that he had overstepped, and that the person he liked in Jingyuanyuan was long gone.That person was buried here, and for the rest of his life, he would have to live guarding this person's tomb, how sad, and his own words also more or less reflected him.
As if knowing his panic, Jingyuanyuan shook his head, "Go, I don't blame you. On the contrary, I am very grateful to you." Thank you for expressing my pain, and thank you for being with my son and loving her with your heart, and more Thank you for breaking the haze of this world with such an undefended heart.
San Langzuo walked out of the yard with his head swollen, still a little annoyed if he said something wrong.Seeing him coming out, Ji Zong stepped forward and asked
"Father, can you explain?"
San Langzuo shook his head, Ji Zong pursed his lips, strode into the yard, San Lang Zuo stretched out his hand to pull her.
"Let go, I have my own measure." Ji Zong whispered, San Langzuo thought that the man was her father, but he couldn't even see him, and he felt sorry for her, so he let go.
When Ji Zong walked into the yard, he stopped and looked at the silhouette on the window, feeling heavy in his heart.She knelt down with a plop, and said loudly, "Father can see me, but I can't deny my father. Body, hair and skin are gifts from my parents, and there is nothing to repay, so just kowtow to my father." He kowtowed three times.When she came to this world, she just saluted to the Jingyuanyuan, without being aggrieved at all.Sometimes, some feelings are too heavy and buried too deep, so she doesn't know what to say and how to express them.At this time, the body can relieve her emotions better than words.
Looking at Ji Zong's stubborn figure, San Langzuo felt his nose sore and his heart throbbing with pain.Now, he suddenly felt a little resentful towards Jing Yuan Yuan, why was he so cruel to himself and Ji Zong!What can I do if I take a look?
The sound of Jingyuanyuan came from the house, faintly
"Go, remember your original heart."
Ji Zong got up, didn't stay behind, and turned around to get out.
"Source Six"
Jingyuanyuan still couldn't help calling Ji Zong's baby name softly, Ji Zong stopped, feeling numb in his heart.
"Yuanliu, it is impossible for people to be absolutely rational, and those who abandon personal feelings are gods and Buddhas. Therefore, when feelings come, don't resist or lie to yourself. Human life is too short and too bitter. As long as you move Love, one day, gorgeous flowers will bloom in your heart."
Ji Zong waited for a long time, Jingyuanyuan didn't say anything else, she frowned, felt that there was a mystery in the words but couldn't understand the joints for a moment.In the night, she got on her horse and disappeared.
The author has something to say: It's over, I'm going to be beaten again But, I really don't want my body to be in front of my heart.I feel sorry for Ji Zong
In other words, people in love should not look at each other, if you don't believe me, try it.Thanks! !The reward, bow!Ask, is it Wei Wei? )
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