Butterfly [The Great Austrian Woman Version]

Chapter 126 Turning Grief Into Strength

"Your Excellency, you haven't been out of the house since you got on the boat, why don't you go to deliver food and make tea, and take a look?" Mamiya asked Yu Suma gloatingly.

A ship with a large tonnage is sailing on the sea, calm and calm, very safe and comfortable.However, no matter how exquisite the cabin is, it is not as transparent as the deck.Moreover, it is spring, even if you can't see the coast, you can see seabirds and fish, full of life.Zhen Gongli was dressed in green spring clothes and looked very good.Of course he was in a good mood. Logically speaking, one of Ji Zong's men should be kept, but he was too young to allow Ji Zong to conceive, so naturally it was not good to keep Yu Xumo who was of the right age, and let him follow him.Rules are rules, and human relations must also be considered. Moreover, the general has not yet gained a firm footing, so she has to take into account the emotions of these daimyos.

Jin Weixi felt sorry for the little prince Mamiya, and asked him to leave Edo and go back to Kii with him.Mamiya sat on the chair with a somewhat smug expression.He regretted not being able to leave Yu Xumo in Edo.Even if the two of them stayed together, he would be happy.This kind of mentality that I don't want to have without you is a bit childish.Moreover, when Ji Zong was about to leave Edo, he suddenly became in a bad mood.Normally, Ji Zong would treat him coldly, but it didn't matter.However, even Yu Suma was left out in the cold, which was enough to make Mamiya happy for a while.

Yu Sumo looked at the chair under Mamiya Ri's buttocks, and said respectfully, "The rice and tea are delivered regularly, Your Highness doesn't need to worry about your lord's food." Mamiya Ri originally meant to laugh at Yu Sumo, he didn't care Does Jizong have anything to eat and drink?When Yu Xumo said this, he seemed childish and ridiculous.Softly hitting a nail, Mamiya sat on the chair and twisted, feeling better again.This is how the main room is treated. When there is only one chair, he sits, and Yu Xumo has to stand.

This guy was just so happy, he forgot about the fact that he didn't sit on the chair when he was beaten to death in the first place, and said that it was a weird instrument of torture that barbarians only sat on.Yu Xumo looked at the chair given to him by Ji Zong and was sat on by Zhen Gongli, feeling somewhat depressed. Fortunately, after getting off the boat, the chair was still his.Phew, the problem now isn't the chair, it's Ji-jong's mood.She was neither angry nor depressed, but there was a low air pressure around her.No, since before boarding the ship, she didn't pay much attention to people, and her speech was terribly terse. After boarding the ship, the justifiable cat couldn't come out of the cabin.Rather than facing Mamiya on the deck to breathe, Yu Xuma prefers to stay in the cabin, even if it's a little stuffy.

This kind of etiquette in the side room and respect for the main room, he can abide by, besides, Mamiya Ri is only 12 years old, even if Ji Zong went to him two days a week, Yu Xumo really didn't take it to heart.What he was more concerned about was the night when Ji Zong disappeared, and the subsequent depression.For some reason, Zhu's exquisite, almost coquettish face and arrogant posture rushed out vividly.Yu Xuma doesn't ask about many things, but it doesn't mean he doesn't think about it.What's more, he was originally a careful person. Ji Zong went to Edo for the first time and returned with injuries, but Yu Suma always had a lump in his heart.Edo seems to be really ominous, and he is not ignorant of Mamiya Ri's little tricks.It's just that he is already on the boat back to Ji Yi, so there is no need to mention or say many things.He is also someone in the court, okay, but Zhen Gongli took up the word "positive", and Ji Zong wanted harmony in the backyard, so he could only be more tolerant.How to know, of course, is from Ji Zong's practice of striving for balance.

The two were thinking about each other in their hearts, when Ah Yuan came out of Ji Zong's house, the two of them tilted their heads and looked at her at the same time, with expectations in their eyes that they didn't know.That means, does Ji Zong want to see someone?Does she want to see me?It must be me, right?How could it not be me?How dare you say he tried it!

Ah Yuan's feet were a little soft for no reason being stared at by the two people, please, her man stared at her very closely, please.You are handsome, but you are in charge. I, Yuan, am very principled.She walked to the deck with a smile, completely ignoring the weird atmosphere between Mamiya Ri and Usuma.

"Are you ready to eat?" Yu Xumo asked first, and when Ji Zong was involved, he didn't really think about Zhen Gongli.The latter curled his lips, hating secretly, showing off!

Ah Yuan nodded, "Young Master Mei knows the taste of the master, and the food cooked by the cook is good, but it's too greasy, so the master can't use much. It's better today, I'll eat it all!"

Yu Xuma's happy eyes lit up, and he subconsciously looked in the direction of Ji Zong's house, wanting to go and have a look.Ah Yuan looked at Zhen Gongli who was gnashing her teeth with hatred, and smirked in her heart, it wasn't that she was bringing hatred to the master, it was really that she was tortured so much by the master.It doesn't matter if the master is depressed, no one will see, so he grabs her and sends a message.She's newly married, okay, she can't sleep with her arms around Ah Xian at night, and she has to be tortured by Zhen Gongli and Yu Xumo's eyes during the day.She was going to die unjustly, so, taking the opportunity, she gave the master some shoes to wear.

Moreover, there was another person whom she hated.Thinking of this, she smiled even brighter, and said to Yu Xumo, "Master is in a much better mood today. Not only did I eat all the food, but I want to invite someone to the house to chat."

Yu Xumo's eyes became brighter, and the direction of his toes moved, pointing directly at Ji Zong's house, but just as he was about to leave, he saw Ah Yuan raised his head and shouted at the sky

"San Langzuo! Master is here!" Ah Yuan felt secretly relieved, told you not to watch the night, not to serve you closely, and not to talk with the master, just leave me alone, you still have emotions.I completely forgot that San Langzuo was the head of the secret guards, and he didn't talk about this job with him.

On the tall mast, there is a watchtower that only allows one person to stand. It is said to be a platform, but it is just a wooden board.These days, Sanlang Zuo has nothing to do, so he shrinks here to enjoy the scenery. The altitude is high, and the air is fresher than that below.What's more valuable is quietness, how could it not be quiet? It's so high, it's actually the whistling wind all day long.A Yuan yelled for a long time before San Langzuo could distinguish it from the wind. He looked down and saw A Yuan waving his hands, and then he came back to his senses.He said let Ji Zong cut the mess quickly and don't be hypocritical when dealing with emotional matters, but it is also difficult to do it himself.

He clearly knew that he liked Ji Zong, but he didn't know when it started. It seemed that Ji Zong had already settled in for a long time when he realized it.It was Zhu's matter that made him clearly aware of his feelings for Ji Zong.When Ji Zong came back from Yoshihara, San Langzuo could make a rough guess, but he still secretly went to the eyeliner to ask about the situation that day.According to his judgment, the two of them are basically dead, and Ji Zong can be considered straightforward.However, what is the reason for this lingering feeling of unhappiness in my heart?Moreover, Ji Zong seems to only regard him as a friend, and he may have some trust, but it is not a relationship between a man and a woman.He is also the one who needs to get rid of his feelings, but this kind of obsession that he clings to and is reluctant to let go is too contrary to his philosophy of survival.

Grabbing the rope on the mast and swinging, I used my strength to throw myself out. This feeling of weightlessness is really good. I am out of the downward traction, as if I can soar freely in the air.The people watching from below were terrified, when San Langzuo was about to be thrown overboard, his instep hooked, hooked the rope, and threw him back again.Seeing that he was about to hit the mast, he tapped lightly, and took advantage of the momentum to go down again.When he was about to reach the deck, he flipped slightly in the air, and his feet landed firmly, without even making a sound, it was extremely light.The people on the deck didn't take a deep breath until he hit the ground, and they all watched with bated breath just now.

Ah Yuan patted his chest exaggeratedly, thinking how cool this guy is when he has nothing to do, knowing that he is very skilled, he doesn't show off like this.The eyes of the female animals who didn't look at the boat lit up. It's spring, and it's just around the corner.

"Why are you calling me?" San Langzuo bowed slightly to Mamiya Ri and Yu Suma, then turned to Ah Yuan and asked.

"It's not me, I dare not instruct you, it's the master who told you to go to her cabin, now, right now." Ah Yuan felt very upset when she thought about being made to go around by the master, but this guy was watching the scenery from the mast.However, the more upset she was, the brighter the smile on her face, but the meaning behind the words sent chills down the spine.

San Langzuo sighed softly, he could guess how much Ah Yuan's temper was.With a wry smile, he saluted again, and walked to Jizong's cabin.It seems that he has not seen Ji Zong for many days.

"It's windy on the deck. Although it's spring, the coldness of spring can also hurt people. If you're okay, you'd better go back to the cabin." Ayuan smiled and advised Mamiya Li and Yu Xuma, meaning that there is nothing to do with you, the master will not Those who summoned you, stay where you are cool.She turned around easily and left first.She has some opinions on Zhen Gongli and Yu Xumo, not to mention Zhen Gongli, even if she is young, according to her observation, the master is not good at this.But Yu Xumo has been with his master for so long, what he should have done is the same thing he didn't do!Say, what are you waiting for?I dare not take the initiative, and have to take advantage of outsiders.In fact, she didn't realize it herself, and she was a little defensive.Can Yu Sumo control matters in Ji Zong's spiritual world?

Ah Yuan quickened her pace, seeing her cabin door getting closer and closer, she was so excited that she was on the verge of crying.

"Axian!" She opened the door, shouting with tears in her eyes.

Ah Xian was reading a book in the cabin, she was taken aback when she saw Ah Yuan, and was overjoyed, but thinking about how busy she was for so many days that she couldn't even take care of the room, she was still a little emotional.

"Oh, I'm back." Nodding lukewarmly, he continued to read.It's not that he's not reserved, but he still talks to Ah Yuan.Rather, Ah Yuan, let alone relying on the wind, she can find the wind to borrow her own strength when there is no wind.If you are enthusiastic, she says you seduce her; if you are indifferent, she still says you seduce her, anyway, it is shameless.

"I miss you so much!" Ah Yuan really ignored Ah Xian's emotions and tricks, and threw herself on Ah Xian's body, kissing several times numbly.It was so blocked that Ah Xian couldn't breathe, neither angry nor happy.Hug her, the anger is still there; push her away, I really can't let go.Having said all that, Ah Yuan knows how to reach out and not hit the smiling face!

"Hey, I know, you must miss me too, but you're embarrassed. I'm afraid I'll say you're not reserved!" Ah Yuan sat on Ah Xian's lap, with both hands on the man's neck, almost hanging on his body.With a considerate smile, he took the book in Ah Xian's hand and put his arm around his waist. "Come here, give you a hug, don't be shy."

Ah Xian was amused by her shameless appearance, and the anger in her heart disappeared.Instead, he really put his arms around Ah Yuan, rubbing each other carefully.

As soon as she felt Ah Xian's softening, Ah Yuan immediately scrambled along the pole, and pulled Ah Xian's clothes with her hands, with a serious expression on her face, and said righteously, "Ah Xian, the problem of this heir is too big, there are three ways to be unfilial. No offspring is great, look, this Ji Yi is coming soon, and the baby doesn't know where it is yet, you have to keep going!"

Ah Xian felt a rush of anger rushing to his head, "Is this my business alone? I want to conceive you, so I have to meet you!" Ah Xian was born in the market, and he has a vivacious vigor, and even more so. What's more, because of his outstanding appearance, he is always praised by others, and he has a bit of a temper.When he was angry, Ah Yuan's hand had already ripped off the thin spring shirt nimbly, and his hands were already pressed against his chest and jjj up comfortably.Hearing what Ah Xian said, she became even happier, and it hit her heart.

"Yeah, it's not about you alone, I have to work hard too! So, let's hurry up!"

Only then did Ah Xian realize that she had fallen into Ah Yuan's trap again, but seeing her clothes were open, her imposing manner had already lost a bit.Ah Yuanrou Huhu's hands rubbed his body, and clusters of fires lit up wherever he went.They hadn't seen each other for so many days, so they thought very much, so they were completely overwhelmed, let's study the issue of offspring first!Others, it's not too late to talk about it later.

In Ji Zong's cabin, San Langzuo held the paper in his hand and opened his mouth slightly.Ji Zong took a sip of tea, looked at San Langzuo's expression, and felt that the hard work these days was worth it.What San Langzuo is holding in her hand is the result of her these days, the plan for the reform of the feudal domain.

San Langzuo finished reading without stopping, and looked up at Ji Zong with a somewhat excited expression, but when he touched Ji Zong's reddish eyes, he felt a little pain in his heart.He never knew that liking someone felt like this, it was sour, numb, and a little painful from time to time.I can't see it anymore, but I think about it; I see it, but I still think about it.I want to see more, I want to know more, I want the other person's eyes to stay because of me, I want the other person's emotions to change because of me, and I want her to respond to me.

"How is it?" Ji Zong raised his chin and asked him.She still values ​​Sanlongzuo's opinion very much.

San Langzuo lowered his head, not daring to look directly at Ji Zong, for fear of being spotted by her. "Well, it's very bold, and it may be a little hindered in execution."

"It doesn't matter, as long as it's feasible." Ji Zong was slightly relieved when he heard San Langzuo's commendable answer.It seems to be feasible to be accepted by people of this era without causing too much backlash.Who said that the island country is a nation with a great learning spirit. As long as it is useful, I will learn and obey. This is really good.

"Aren't you rushing this these days?" San Langzuo rebuilt it. It's not the case that he doesn't look at Ji Zong, and it's easy to disclose it.Alas, this is because there is a ghost in my heart. Before, I didn't think it was wrong to do anything. Even if I had a ignorant liking at that time, I could look at Ji Zong frankly.Now, his heart is beating a little fast, for fear of being heard by Ji Zong.

Jizong didn't pay attention to the difference between San Langzuo, she was still thinking about the reform plan, and there were too many details to consider.Look at the thick stack of papers in San Langzuo's hand, this is the so-called turning grief and anger into strength.She laughed at herself, she had something to do, and she devoted herself to the tedious things, so she didn't have time to think about anything else.She was cut off, but people have inertia, she will still miss and hurt, and it will take some time to recover.

"I let it go, but my heart hasn't completely given up yet." Ji Zong put his hands on the position of his heart. Now, thinking of bamboo, there will still be pain here, as if he was hit by a heavy object.For some reason, she just wanted to talk to San Langzuo.Facing Ah Yuan's face that was so moistened by the man, she really couldn't say anything.It seems that it will look more sad.

San Langzuo's heart was also hit by something, and it hurt suddenly.He lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "If your heart says to let go, let it go, it must take some time." He just repeated Ji Zong's words mechanically, but he didn't know that at this moment, this was what Ji Zong needed most.After listening to San Langzuo's words, she felt that she was understood and recognized. After a person breaks up in love, there will always be some loss, especially the one who was dumped. To put it more seriously, it is a loss of personality and low self-worth.

"San Langzuo, thank you!" Ji Zong suddenly came in front of San Lang Zuo and sincerely thanked him. "Whether you let me cut the mess quickly, or you have been calling me, thank you. It is also now, thank you for your understanding, listen to me, thank you."

San Langzuo looked at Ji Zong subconsciously, in a daze, but secretly said in his heart, heart, stop, don't jump anymore, don't jump so fast!However, how can the heart change because of people's will?

The author has something to say: I recommend everyone to read Qian Mu's "Chinese Economic History". Before reading his "Outline of National History" and only reading the preface, I felt that I benefited a lot.

There is a feeling that the world suddenly brightens, that is, before there was no fire, the world was dark, and it suddenly became bright.

Economic history was not written by him, it was recorded by others during his lectures.I am also very excited to watch it, and I strongly recommend it. It opened up the world at once. It feels very broad, and it has a long history and complicated things. After he explained it in a few words, he followed it in.Really everyone!

For example:

"Sealing soil and building a country", sealing soil means assigning you a piece of land, and then digging canals and filling it with water, the land is yours, marked, like a puppy peeing; building a country means building a wall and planting If the tree keeps people from entering, the country will be established.In ancient times, there was a gap between countries, and there were nomadic peoples. Those who did not live in the "country" were all "Rongdi".Those who live in the "country" are called "Huaxia".In fact, they are all Chinese, but their living habits are different.

The "well field system" really takes the well as the center of the circle, and draws the character "well", the most primitive nine-square grid!The [-] mu around the well is the "public land" of the landlord's family, and the remaining [-] mu is "private land" for the tenant farmers.Before the Western Zhou Dynasty, the landlords gave the tenants the land fairly and without differences, so there was no gap between the rich and the poor.

Ooooh, isn't it interesting!Do you know what I'm talking about?Rolling, chicken blood.