Chapter 87
Chapter 87
Elara’s POV
The field infirmary smelled of iron and herbs.
Sir Cassian led us through a narrow stone corridor that opened into a long, low-ceilinged room lined with cots. Morning light filtered through small windows set high in the walls, casting pale rectangles across the floor. The air was thick—medicinal salves, old blood, the sharp tang of antiseptic compounds.
“Three wounded who have been suffering since a recent patrol,” Cassian said over his shoulder. His voice was measured. Professional. “The first two sustained claw injuries from Rogues. The wounds are designed to resist natural healing—some kind of venom in the claws that prevents the flesh from closing. The third knight fell during pursuit. Internal bleeding. The physicians have stabilized him, but he hasn’t regained consciousness.”
Kaelen’s hand tightened on mine. I felt it—the tension radiating through his fingers, up his arm, into the rigid set of his shoulders. His wolf, Alex, paced beneath the surface. I could sense the restless energy through our bond like heat through glass.
“Ela.” His voice was low. Only for me. “Promise me something.”
I looked up at him. His jaw was set. His dark gold eyes held mine with an intensity that bordered on desperation.
“If you feel dizzy. If there’s even a flicker of that drain you experienced before—you stop. Immediately. I don’t care if you’re mid-healing. You pull your hands away and you stop.”
The memory sat between us, unspoken but vivid. My body on the floor. The light leaving my eyes. His screams.
“I promise, Kaelen,” I said.
He held my gaze for another beat. Searching. Then he nodded once. His thumb swept across my knuckles—a single, rough stroke—before he released my hand.
“Lead on,” he told Cassian.
The first cot held a young man, a twenty-two-year-old knight. His dark hair was matted with sweat. His left shoulder was wrapped in bloodied bandages that had already soaked through, and more wrappings covered his chest from collarbone to ribs. The skin around the edges of the bandages was angry red, streaked with black veins—infection spreading like ink in water.
He was conscious. Barely. His eyes were half-lidded, glazed with pain and fever. But when our footsteps approached, he forced them open. Focused.
They widened.
“Your—” He swallowed. His voice was a dry rasp. “Your Majesty.”
“David,” Cassian said quietly, resting a hand on the young knight’s uninjured shoulder. “The Queen has come to see you.”
David’s gaze moved from Kaelen to me. I watched it happen again—the same involuntary reaction I’d witnessed in the main hall. His nostrils flared. His pupils dilated. His wolf surged forward behind his eyes, reading what his feverish mind couldn’t process fast enough.
“My lady.” The words came out reverent. Almost breathless. “You don’t have to—I’m not worth—”
“David, don’t finish that sentence,” I said gently. I moved to the edge of his cot and lowered myself carefully beside him. The mattress dipped beneath my weight. “May I?”
He nodded. Rapid. Uncertain.
I reached for the bandages on his shoulder. My fingers paused at the edge of the wrappings. Beneath the linen, the wound pulsed with wrongness—I could feel it now, in a way I never could before. Not just see the damage. Feel it. The Rogue venom was a dark, oily presence threading through his tissue, actively preventing the flesh from knitting together. His body was fighting it. Losing.
I placed both hands flat against his shoulder.
And called.
The light came instantly. Not the slow, painful gathering I remembered from before—no wringing it from my own life force like squeezing water from a stone. This was different. Effortless. Like opening a door and letting sunlight pour through.
Gold flooded from my palms. Rich, warm, brilliant gold that spread across David’s shoulder and chest like liquid dawn. It seeped into the wound, into the black veins, and where it touched the venom, the darkness simply dissolved. Burned away like frost under a noon sun.
David gasped. His back arched slightly off the cot. Not in pain. In relief.
I felt the tissue knit. Felt the muscle fibers reconnect, the blood vessels seal, the skin draw closed over fresh pink flesh. Layer by layer. Seamless. Complete. The infection retreated—shrank—vanished.
The whole process took mere moments.
I lifted my hands. The golden light faded. And beneath where the bandages had been, David’s shoulder was smooth. Whole. Not even a scar.
He stared down at himself. His mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
“I—” His voice cracked. He flexed his arm experimentally. Rotated the shoulder. No wince. No catch. He looked up at me with eyes that shone with something too big for words. “Thank you. My lady. Thank you.”
I waited for it.
The dizziness. The drain. The cold creeping exhaustion that used to descend like a curtain the moment I finished healing. The sensation of my own life force trickling away like sand through open fingers.
Nothing.
I felt—fine. Better than fine. Energized. Moonlight purred beneath my ribs, a low, satisfied vibration that resonated through my chest.
This is who we are, she murmured. This is what we were always meant to do.
I stood. Steady. No tremor. No sway.
Kaelen was watching me. His entire body was taut—coiled, ready to catch me at the first sign of collapse. His eyes scanned my face with the intensity of a man reading a battlefield.
“I’m fine,” I said. “Truly.”
He didn’t relax. Not fully. But some of the rigid terror in his shoulders eased by a fraction.
“Next?” I asked Cassian.
The second knight lay a few cots down. A woman, older, with close-cropped auburn hair and deep puncture wounds running from her right thigh to her calf. The same black veins. The same oily wrongness. She was unconscious, her breathing shallow and labored.
I knelt beside her. Placed my hands over the worst of the wounds. Called the light.
Gold again. Instant. Warm. It moved through the damaged tissue like water finding its natural course—dissolving the venom, mending the torn muscle, sealing the punctures from the inside out. Her breathing steadied. Deepened. Color returned to her face.
Done.
I moved to the third cot. The knight here was unconscious too—a broad-shouldered man with no visible external wounds, but I could feel the internal damage radiating from his torso like heat from a forge. Ruptured vessels. Blood pooling where it shouldn’t be. Organs under pressure.
I placed my hands on his chest and let the golden light flow.
This one was more complex. The healing had to move deeper—past skin, past muscle, into the labyrinth of internal structures. But it still came easily. Moonlight guided it with an instinct that felt ancient. The light found each ruptured vessel, each tear, each pocket of wrong blood, and sealed them with precision I couldn’t have achieved with a surgeon’s tools.
His color improved. His breathing steadied. His eyelids fluttered.
I pulled my hands back and stood.
Fine. Absolutely fine. No dizziness. No drain. No cold. If anything, I felt more awake than I had all morning.
“Remarkable.”
The voice came from behind me. The chief physician—a thin, sharp-eyed man in ink-stained robes—stood in the doorway clutching a scroll of parchment. His quill was already moving, scratching rapid notes.
“No fatigue at all?” he asked, eyes narrow with professional intensity. “No visual distortion? No cold in the extremities?”
“None.”
He made a sound that was half disbelief, half academic fascination, and scribcribbled faster.
Kaelen crossed the room in swift strides. His arms came around me—pulling me against his chest, pressing his face into my hair. The embrace was sudden. Fierce. His heart hammered against my cheek.
“You’re alright,” he said. Not a question. A need to hear it aloud.
“I’m alright.” I wrapped my arms around his waist and held on. “It didn’t cost me anything. Not even a little.”
His exhale was shaking. Raw. The sound of relief so acute it bordered on pain.
We stayed like that for a long moment. His heartbeat slowed. His arms loosened—but didn’t release.
“Come,” he murmured against my temple. “I need air.”
We left the infirmary together. Cassian remained behind with the physician, already discussing recovery protocols. The corridor opened into a small interior garden—a quiet pocket of green tucked between the infirmary walls. An old oak tree dominated the center, its branches spreading wide and low. A stone bench sat beneath it, dappled in shifting leaf-shadow.
Kaelen guided me to the bench. We sat. His arm remained around my shoulders. For a while, neither of us spoke.
The breeze carried the scent of turned earth and late-blooming flowers. Somewhere distant, the sound of soldiers training—metal on metal, shouted commands. Normal sounds. Safe sounds.
I leaned into Kaelen’s side. Pressed my cheek against his shoulder. And let the thought I’d been carrying since I woke find voice.
“I think I understand now,” I said quietly. “Why everything was different before. Why healing used to nearly kill me.”
He shifted. Looked down at me. Waiting.
“My parents.” The word still felt strange on my tongue. Not the Valovas—they had never been parents. My real parents. The Duke and Duchess of the Northern Frostfang Duchy. “They must have placed a spell on me when I was small. A disguise. Something to hide what I truly was.”
Kaelen was very still.
“Think about it,” I continued. My hand drifted to my abdomen—flat and unremarkable. “An Alpha child of two sovereign bloodlines. If whoever hunted my parents knew I existed—knew what I was—they would have come for me. So my parents buried it. Suppressed my wolf. Masked my aura. Made me appear to be the weakest, most unremarkable thing possible. A submissive commoner. Someone no one would look at twice.”
The pieces aligned as I spoke them. Every year of being overlooked. Dismissed. Every moment I’d felt that something inside me was screaming to get out. The strange, impossible strength that surfaced only in moments of extreme desperation—it hadn’t been anomalous. It had been my true nature fighting through chains.
“And the spell broke,” I whispered. “Because they—their spirits, their magic, whatever remained—knew I was safe now. Knew I’d found you. Knew I was building my own family.”
I pressed my palm flat against my stomach. I was no longer that helpless, lonely girl. I had found my true mate, and we were building our own family.
Kaelen’s arm tightened around me. He turned his face into my hair. His breath was warm against my scalp.
“So they gave you back to yourself,” he said softly.
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