Become a Big Brother’s Favorite After Marriage

Chapter 489: Strangle yourself (3 more)

The cry of the little guy was so small that it was almost annihilated in this dark space. The most important thing is that when the little guy said this, there was no trace of complaint.

It's just the self-talk of a helpless child.

Even though he has never met his mother, he is still full of nostalgia for the existence that gave birth to him.

Maybe the little guy knew in his heart that he was not accepted by his mother, he had not had time to be born in this world, but the other party couldn't wait to strangle him.

The little boy's spine was trembling, and his little furry head was deeply buried in his knees, his voice suppressed to a very low level.

He knew that he was the existence that made his mother humiliated, and that it came from a relationship that was not recognized by others, but he felt that he would be a good child.

Don’t cry, let alone disturb your mother...

Zhu Xinrui's heart seemed to be caught by his cry, and even the internal organs were tossed together.

She also sat down opposite the child somewhat dejectedly.

The child's eyes were wide open, with red eyes like a little rabbit, and wrinkled tears on his face, but he still bit his mouth and looked at Zhu Xinrui cautiously.

Zhu Xinrui looked at him cautiously, and his heart felt like a knife cut.

She is the mother of this child, and she should have sheltered him from the wind and rain when he was young, not because of Ji Yan's sake, she was going to wipe this child from the world.

It was only at this time that Zhu Xinrui realized that this child was an independent individual compared to the stigma caused by Ji Yan.

It is a living life, he will have a small furry head, small fleshy arms, and even an innate attachment to his mother.

Zhu Xinrui began to struggle.

She wanted to obey her instinct to hug the child, kiss his tender face, comfort him softly, and tell him, "Mom is here..."

However, another idea in her mind would break out from time to time to interfere with her, making her unable to step forward to do all this.

This is her and Ji Yan's child. If she really wants to keep this child, then she will not be able to get rid of Ji Yan's mark in her life from now on.

She wanted to restart a life without Ji Yan.

Two completely different thoughts repelled each other in her mind, which made Zhu Xinrui's head feel like a torn pain. At the same time, her chest was like a boulder pressed against her, which made her almost breathless.

Zhu Xinrui was holding her head, with a splitting headache and extreme lack of oxygen. She was almost out of breath, and the whole person was bent over by a huge pain.

But when she was suffering from the dazzling pain, she couldn't help but stretched her hand towards the little boy...

Seeing that her fingers were about to touch the little boy's short hair stubble, the little guy's young figure suddenly collapsed into countless spots of light without warning.

Zhu Xinrui's eyes widened, and in vain grabbing the broken light, but in a blink of an eye, all the broken light spots disappeared.

Everything around him returned to darkness and nothingness again, as if the lively little guy had never existed before.

Zhu Xinrui suddenly opened her eyes, she breathed quickly, like a dehydrated deep-sea fish, her pupils were dilated, and her whole body could not stop shaking.

The doctor over there didn't notice that she had woken up, and was taking off her gloves, ordering the nurse who was holding a tray of surgical instruments next to her.

"The patient has an allergic reaction to anesthetics and has already experienced convulsions. Go and apply to the director. The operation will be postponed..."

After the doctor said, he was a little puzzled: "It's really been a long time to see it. This is the first time I have seen such a big reaction to anesthetics..."

The nurse nodded and left with her things.

Zhu Xinrui opened her eyes wide.

It took a long time for the fragmentary sounds from the outside world to reach her ears, and cold sweat dripped down her forehead to the corner of her forehead. She closed her eyes, her strength was restored a little bit, and her consciousness became clear.

After getting up to Ching Ming, she struggled subconsciously: "I..."

The doctor over there heard her voice, turned around, and saw that her expression was extremely intense, as if she was struggling to get up...

However, because the strength of the anesthetic has not been completely over, most of her body is still unable to move, so the doctor can only see that she bit her teeth hard, and the whole body is exerting force in vain.

The doctor was taken aback, turned around, and began to comfort her: "What's wrong, this is, don't worry, the anesthetic has not been taken yet."

Zhu Xinrui didn't wear gloves to see the doctor, her hands were empty, except that he had finished the operation, her face was ashen ashes and her lips trembled.

The doctor saw her frustrated face, his complexion also changed, and he hurriedly called the nurse over: "Check the patient's physical signs to see if the anesthetic rejection is still severe."

The nurse hurriedly got up, but all the examinations were completed. After the allergic rejection reaction passed, everything else was normal...

The doctor was puzzled again, looked at Zhu Xinrui's pale face, and muttered: "Could it be that you were scared by the operation? What about the family members? Are the family members still waiting outside, call the family members in to appease..."

Qiao Ansheng learned about the situation from the nurse outside. She thanked the nurse and walked in quickly. As soon as she walked in, she saw Zhu Xinrui lying on the hospital bed.

Lying there with a look of lovelessness.

As soon as she saw Zhu Xinrui's face, she felt a little frustrated, walked over quickly, and took her hand: "Xinrui?"

Zhu Xinrui stared at the top in a daze, and did not hear Qiao Ansheng's voice at all. She was in a daze, thinking that she had already had an operation.

The figure of the little guy seemed to appear in front of him again, small, pitiful and lonely curled up on the ground, his thin shoulders trembling constantly.

Just so alone crying in the endless darkness.

In the end, she couldn't keep the child.

Zhu Xinrui encountered Ji Yan's wall and slammed into it. No one was dead, but the innocent child died for her...

A pure sadness volatilized in the blood vessels. Zhu Xinrui's throat was dry first, and then he felt that his eye sockets were very hot, and even his breathing brought a burning and sour breath.

She was full of pain and regret, and that kind of regret even surpassed her determination to come for the operation at the beginning, if it weren't for her whole body is under anesthesia.

She wanted to sit up, howl and cry.

Just now, she personally strangled her own child because of a stinky man.