Become a Big Brother’s Favorite After Marriage

Chapter 446: I hate everything about you (1 more)

"Why didn't you tell me that when you left?"

Zhu Xinrui stood there, her figure swaying a bit: "You are always like this, no matter what you are, do you really love me? Ji Yan, ask yourself, you are love Me, or just treat me as one of your possessions?"

There was a burst of blood on the tip of Ji Yan's tongue. He licked the base of his tongue, but he tasted a bitterness in the rust.

He looked at Zhu Xinrui and was speechless for a long while.

Zhu Xinrui had that very bleak smile again, and she fixedly looked at Ji Yan.

"As long as you love me a little bit, I don't think we will get to this point now."

Ji Yan squirmed her lips, as if she wanted to say something, but Zhu Xinrui didn't give him this opportunity. She folded her hands behind her back and stood on tiptoes in front of Ji Yan.

"When you left, did you ever think about what would happen to me alone in China? On the day you left, we made an appointment to see the meteor, and then?"

"I waited all night on the rooftop alone, no one came."

Ji Yan's face suddenly changed, and he grabbed Zhu Xinrui's shoulder.

"I...I left because the situation is too urgent. If I tell you, I will let those people track you down..."

Zhu Xinrui looked straight into his eyes: "You have to say, you are here to protect me, don't you?"

After speaking, she didn't wait for Ji Yan to answer, and smiled to herself.

"But you didn't take me with you, did you? After weighing the pros and cons, you still didn't choose me. How do you know that I won't face it with you?"

"I have never been your first choice. Do you know what love is? Love is doting, a blatant preference, the first choice, the only one. The love you call is nothing but possessive..."

Ji Yan's eyes were also a little confused, and he pressed Zhu Xinrui's shoulders with both hands: "No."

Zhu Xinrui's complexion paled a little, and her eyes were full of sorrow and sorrow. The past events accumulated in her chest one by one, making her talk hot and sour.

"Why not, if you want to love me, how can you talk to me like a okay person the next day after every quarrel, skipping the tears that I shed all night and the grievances and sadness that I shed all night... "

"If you love me, why don't you think about things from my point of view? If you can stand from my point of view, you will feel how I feel, you will know how sad I am, you will know, I listen Following other people’s suggestions and choosing you without hesitation, how painful I am."

She passed Ji Yan and walked towards Shangguan Kai behind him.

"Do you know why I chose him?"

"When I eat, he knows that I don't like eating carrots, so he patiently picks them out for me, instead of forcing me to eat them with a stern face."

"I don't want to go on like this with you, Ji Yan..."

Zhu Xinrui glanced back at him, staring at him very harshly.

"I really hate you now, nothing else, I hate the smell of smoke on you, and hate your behavior, your domineering, in short, I hate everything about you..."

"So, if you really still feel that you love me, then let me go. Over the years, I have given up too much for you. My life is still a few years old, which can be used to delay you. ?"

Ji Yan seemed to have broken off the reflex arc of his whole body, and he stood blankly.

Only the few words that Zhu Xinrui threw over echoed in his mind.

He remembered that it was clearly before. Zhu Xinrui said that he liked the mint smell of tobacco on his body. He changed from a person who didn't like smoking to a smoker.

Zhu Xinrui's hair also praised that his hair is smooth, long hair will look good, so he forced his hair to grow longer, just to make Zhu Xinrui like it.

What? Now everything has become something that Zhu Xinrui hates?

Ji Yan was like scattered sand on the plate, but the words in his head could not be condensed into a single sentence, and he could only subconsciously pull Zhu Xinrui's sleeve.

He opened his mouth, and blurted out in a hurry, it turned out to be a sentence.

"Feel sorry."

Zhu Xinrui was taken aback. She had never heard Ji Yan apologize before, and she suddenly heard it today, and even heard a bit of freshness from these words.

After Ji Yan said the first sentence, what was left was almost smoothly spoken without a teacher.

"I'm sorry, I used to have a bad temper. I can change it later, can I? It was never my intention to make you wronged."

Ji Yan pursed his lips nervously: "I am not possessive to you."

He wanted to say that it was love, but he was loving Zhu Xinrui in his own way. The original departure was not to weigh the pros and cons, but to prevent Zhu Xinrui from being harmed.

He knew that Zhu Xinrui would definitely be willing to face him with him, but he was not willing to take risks. He just wanted to protect people in his own hands and didn't want her to take a little risk.

When Zhu Xinrui listened to Ji Yan's whispers over there, for a moment he felt that it didn't seem like Ji Yan could talk. After recollecting it, he felt a little ridiculous.

I'm sorry, three words, who can't say it? Three-year-old children go to kindergarten. The first thing the teacher teaches is these three words. Even if no one teaches them, they should have been told by others.

Who wouldn't say an apology?

She had thought many times before that Ji Yan could soften her body to coax her, but Ji Yan never said.

Now it seems that it is not not to say it, but just willing to say it or not.

Ji Yan didn't wait for her answer, and the hand holding her sleeve tightened again.

Zhu Xinrui lowered her head slightly, blinked, swallowed the damp heat in her eye sockets, half a second later, she slowly raised her hand.

Resolutely and without hesitation, he pulled his sleeves out of Ji Yan's hands.

"Now, I don't think it makes any sense to love or not. When my aunt comes here, vomiting and diarrhea in pain, and just meets the seasons of fever and dizziness, what is the use of love or not?"

"Forget it, Ji Yan..."

Ji Yan's face seemed to be stepped on for an instant, and he was still struggling for himself: "I'm sorry, I..."

He began to understand a little bit. During the time when he left Zhu Xinrui, all the lost years were like broken mirrors. All the grievances and pains Zhu Xinrui suffered during this time, he could not make up for it, and it was useless to apologize.

Zhu Xinrui stood in front of him with his face unmoving, responding to the ever-changing, tired and quiet expression on her face, it seemed that even if Ji Yan broke her mouth, her decision would not be shaken anymore.