Chapter 73
Chapter 73
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"Don't fall in love with anyone, don't allow anyone to touch you, hug you, kiss you. You are mine and I will come back to you in the future."
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In a daze, Cen Siyao fell into a dream. In the dream, she saw the two figures, one big and one small, playing together. The older lady doted on the younger doll very much. Their laughter was like silver bells. It's so happy.But with the sound of a vase shattering, Cen Siyao heard a pitiful cry and saw two figures hugging and crying.
Helpless tears turned into pouring rain, and suddenly the lonely little girl was looking for her little sister in the rain, but no matter how she searched, there was no one around, and the little girl felt as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.
Under a locust tree somewhere, the little girl was covered in mud, even her two white and tender hands were covered with mud, her little face was wet by rain or tears.
"No more, no more..." The little girl in the dream kept chanting this sentence, as if she was lost.
As night fell, the lights came on, and the room was dark.When Cen Siyao woke up, he felt empty in his heart, and two lines of clear tears flowed from the corners of his eyes unknowingly.
Since confirming such an ambiguous relationship with Ling, Cen Siyao found that his tear glands have become more and more developed.His head hurt, his back was sore, and his legs were sore. Cen Siyao felt that he couldn't lift his body up and down, let alone think about anything.There was nothing around her, and Ling had already left.
Before falling asleep, Cen Siyao remembered that Ling had fed her porridge. At about noon, she fed her with a spoon at first, then mouth to mouth, and then Ling threw her down again, gnawing her fiery lips and tongue over and over again. The dilapidated body left her exclusive traces.It was too intense, and Cen Siyao was overwhelmed and passed out directly...
His body was in a mess, and some important parts still felt the pain of being bitten. Cen Siyao suddenly felt that he was in extreme embarrassment.
Cen Siyao took the phone and checked the time. Lin Xinya sent a message a few hours ago, saying that she would arrive at Narita International Airport in Japan at 19:18, and it was already 14:[-]. Cen Siyao put down the phone and started Get out of bed.My back is sore, my legs are weak, and it is difficult to move forward with every step.Cen Siyao never thought that the always gentle Ling would lose control and possess her crazily one day, but Cen Siyao couldn't blame her.
She knew that Ling really wanted to hear her say that she liked her, but she still couldn't do it, Ling was disappointed, why wasn't Cen Siyao disappointed in herself?She can be sure that she likes Ling, but she can't say what she can do?This sense of powerlessness made Cen Siyao feel self-loathing again.
Perhaps, she is a person who has no ability to love.
"Cen Siyao, my patience is limited."
Ling's sad and indignant words echoed in Cen Siyao's ears again, Cen Siyao clenched her lips, looking at her pale face, tired eyes and brows in the vanity mirror on the sink, her heart was filled with sadness.
Everyone's patience is limited, Cen Siyao knew that Ling wanted her to respond with love, if she couldn't give it, would Ling give up on her and leave her?
Cen Siyao felt flustered at the thought of Ling Moran leaving, but she couldn't face the way Ling looked at her with eyes full of disappointment.
It's been half a month, and even after being together so intimately for half a month, he still can't express his love to Ling, Cen Siyao is flustered and feels guilty.
Maybe, she can't drag Ling any longer.
Ling is so good, she deserves a good girl who can confess that she loves her and can also take care of her...
Cen Siyao turned on the faucet with trembling hands, splashed the cold water on her face, the coolness pierced her heart, she shivered from the cold, but she was also a little awake.
At 19:50, Cen Siyao simply packed up and drove to Narita Airport by himself.Lin Xinya was already waiting for her at the gate of the airport. Cen Siyao drove the car over when he saw her, and got out of the car after parking.
"Xin Xin~ Sorry to keep you waiting." On the way here, Cen Siyao had almost digested his negative emotions, and he was still very kind and happy to see Lin Xinya.Lin Xinya didn't mind waiting for a few more minutes, she briefly hugged Cen Siyao, and put the small suitcase into the trunk.
Not seeing each other for half a year, Cen Siyao found that Lin Xinya was still the same as before. She had a simple and capable ponytail, a fair and delicate face, a neat white shirt and a brown fleece vest. The skirt she is wearing is a classic plaid element. The A-line shape is very good-looking, and it is suitable for both literary and retro styles on Lin Xinya.
Lin Xinya is highly myopic, so she usually wears a thick lens of about [-] degrees on the bridge of her nose, but wearing glasses, she has a calm and intellectual beauty that is different from her peers.But Cen Siyao felt that if Lin Xinya hadn't always been so serious, she would have become the focus of attention in the crowd with a little dressing up, and more people would chase her.
Lin Xinya also looked at her best friend whom she hadn't seen for a long time through the thick glasses. She felt that seeing Cen Siyao in half a year was a bit different.She found that Cen Siyao, who had always been heartless, had a slight sadness in his eyes, and there was a faint sense of fatigue between his brows and eyes, giving him an illusion of pity.What's even more strange is that Cen Siyao, who doesn't like to be restrained, actually doesn't like to wear high collars or wear scarves to restrain herself, but today she actually wrapped her neck tightly with a thick scarf.
Is it cold?Is this little idiot Cen Siyao sick?
Lin Xinya subconsciously reached out and touched Cen Siyao's forehead.When Cen Siyao was in junior high school, she was not good at taking care of herself. Lin Xinya had seen several times when she was sick and pretended to be sick. Once, she even participated in the school sports meeting, ran 500 meters, and then passed out on the race track.In junior high school, Cen Siyao, who was in the second grade, thought it was a symbol of the weak who was sick, and she, Cen Siyao, was a school bully and was invincible. How could she be weak and sick like ordinary people?
Cen Siyao definitely didn't know that in Lin Xinya's eyes, he was almost the same as a stupid mentally handicapped child in the second year of junior high school.Cen Siyao is forgetful, but Lin Xinya can clearly remember all the stupid things that Cen Siyao did when he was a child.
"The body temperature is still normal, Siyao finally knows how to wear a scarf in the winter?" Lin Xinya looked at Cen Siyao and smiled.When he was a child, Cen Siyao would rather shrink his neck in the cold than wear a scarf or high collar, and he didn't even like to wear a few more, thinking that he was brave if he wore less than others.
"...Uh, today, it's quite cold." Cen Siyao glanced away guiltily, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to tighten the scarf, for fear that Lin Xinya would see the obvious hickey marks on his neck...
Ling knows that she doesn't like to wear high collars and scarves, so she won't leave marks on her conspicuous places when making out, but today her neck is covered with strawberries. Cen Siyao knows that Ling is really angry, so she can't help but sigh in her heart Take a breath.
Afterwards, the two got into the car, and Lin Xinya sat in the passenger seat.Cen Siyao introduced several Tokyo delicacies and asked Lin Xinya to choose where to have dinner.Although she is decisive in important matters, Lin Xinya really has a strong choice difficulty in the small things in life. She doesn't like to make decisions about things like eating, shopping, and watching movies.The companions can come however they like, and she can cooperate in most cases.
Cen Siyao was also very clear about it, but she deliberately mentioned it to tease Lin Xinya, and wanted to see the embarrassment of the well-known academically talented girl in X City.
The two have known each other since the first day of junior high school, and they have known each other for eight years. They often play and make fun of each other, teasing each other, which has long become a habit, and the atmosphere is harmonious.
Cen Siyao continued to drive. Suddenly, the car next to her slid away. Cen Siyao stepped on the brakes quickly, but her legs were weak and she didn't step on it firmly. She almost collided with the car.Lin Xinya looked at the car in front of her and then at Cen Siyao beside her. She noticed that Cen Siyao's legs were shaking a little.
"Yaoyao, pull over and stop." For some reason, Lin Xinya felt that Cen Siyao was not in a good state, even if she still joked with herself, she was obviously not energetic and not concentrating.
After Cen Siyao stopped the car, Lin Xinya changed places with her.Cen Siyao has been trying to keep his spirits up all the way, and Lin Xinya suggested changing positions, which she readily agreed to.Although the driver's seat is on the left in the United States and China, and on the right in Japan, Lin Xinya is very adaptable, and Cen Siyao is not worried at all that she is not used to it.In fact, Lin Xinya did get started too, but she wanted to be safe and didn't drive fast.
No need to drive anymore, Cen Siyao's tense nerves were relaxed. In addition, she was already physically and mentally tired. As soon as the car was quiet, she began to feel sleepy, and then fell asleep directly.Lin Xinya smiled helplessly at the host who left her sleeping soundly, and could only follow the navigation and slowly drive to the restaurant Cen Siyao chose.
Not sick but not in good spirits, Lin Xinya guessed that a certain little devil must have stayed up all night last night, either watching dramas or playing games, it was too unreliable.
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