novelraw Chapter 58
Chapter 58
Although they are all officials in the same dynasty, the perceptions and knowledge of the senior officials above the third rank and the junior officials of the seventh and eighth rank are totally different. , Naturally, he could clearly see what was going on in the court, but the lieutenants in the Qingzhou barracks realized something was wrong only after they hadn't received their salaries for two months.
King Jin’s lobbyists were waiting outside the camp gate with bank notes. The military officers of the Qingzhou Army gathered together to discuss and discuss, but they couldn’t make up their minds for a long time. What an idea! If you drag it on, let alone those big soldiers, my brothers will be hungry!"
Qi Heju has been silent for a long time, but when he was asked about it, he said: "Send Jinwang's followers back first..."
"Is this going to vote for the third prince?"
Qi Heju shook his head, "This matter is of great importance, none of us can vote."
"What about the salary? The food and clothing of 5000 people, weapons and armor, and the daily money flow like water. Everyone came to serve as a soldier when they were not full. Who would have thought that they would still not have enough to eat? Sooner or later You're going to make trouble!" The thin monkey scratched his ears and cheeks anxiously, "Isn't your husband's sister the concubine of Jin? Why don't we follow the king of Jin with all our hearts, and we will die of starvation and rebellion, so it's better to die quickly! "
"In today's situation, the king of Jin and the third prince should be begging us. They don't know what it means to have a 5000 elite army stationed in Gyeonggi," Qi Hexi slowly sat behind the desk on the top. , "The military pay is what we deserve. Isn't it ridiculous that they take our things and ask us to choose our allegiance?" , they will become more and more impatient, and when the time comes to change the offensive and defensive positions, our chance will come. Brothers are selling their lives, and now they are easily standing in the team, which is a cheap sale!"
Lao Li pondered: "I understand a little bit. What you mean is that what they are offering now is only a low price. As long as we don't express our opinion, their price will be higher and higher..."
"More than that, there are many opportunities for change. Standing in line too early will only make us passive."
"But we won't be able to uncover the pot soon! How can we afford to wait?"
Qi Hexi reached out his hand to touch the bank note in his arms, "I still have some silver here, let's make up for the shortfall first..." His hand stopped suddenly, and then he remembered that in order to redeem Jiang Mengzhen's dowry, he only had With 200 taels of silver bills and a few pieces of silver remaining, he froze in place for a while, feeling embarrassed.
"Second Young Master, your money bag..." Qin Ge, who was standing by the side with his hands down, suddenly handed an exquisite money bag to Qi Heju's hand. He opened it in surprise, and there was a thick stack of bank notes inside. , enough to meet the immediate urgent need.
Everyone took the money and left, Qi He asked Qin Ge hurriedly, "Where did this come from?"
Qin Ge smiled and said, "Who else? Naturally, it was given to me by the second young lady."
"When did I give it to you?"
"After the second young master returned home, the second young lady said that you will inevitably have some socializing as an official. If you forget to bring money, it will be bad. Let the young one carry a money bag at all times..."
How can I forget to bring money?But Jiang Mengzhen was concerned about his dignity and face, so he couldn't give him money directly, and he was afraid that he would make a fool of himself in front of everyone because he didn't have money.Qi Heli tightly held the money bag in his hand. He thought of the IOU he had written to his father, and the 50 taels that his biological mother had given him as a humiliating charity.In fact, Qi Heju is very afraid of reaching out for money, because he knows that he will not be favored and will be rejected, and he is even more unwilling to spend Jiang Mengzhen's money, for fear that he will be looked down upon by his husband, but Jiang Mengzhen is always gentle and decent Yes, if Qi Heju hadn't encountered such an embarrassing situation, then he would never know that Jiang Mengzhen had thought so much about him.
"Second Young Master is not well!" Wu Gou ran in from the outside and said out of breath, "Someone in the family has reported that the Second Young Master has fainted! You should go back and have a look!"
Qi Heju was shaken all over, he ran out of the camp without caring about asking, and rode back all the way.Drenched in sweat, he rushed into Wan Yunxuan, and saw Master Qi, Mrs. Qi, Qi Queqiao, and Xiao Hua standing in the hall with different expressions. He walked to the bedroom without hesitation, but Master Qi held him back and said, "Doctor I'm seeing a doctor, so don't go in and disturb me."
"What's going on?" Qi Heju frowned, "How could you faint when you're fine?"
Mrs. Qi snorted coldly, "Second Young Master's temper is growing, and your husband is weak, so who is to blame?"
"Who knows if it's real dizziness or fake dizziness? The sun is so poisonous that it can make people faint? I don't believe it."
"Brother Qi, look at the sweat on your head," Xiao Hua took out a handkerchief from his sleeve, and said softly, "Let me wipe it for you..."
At this time, the doctor opened the door and came out, bowing his hands to everyone, "Congratulations, everyone, the family is overjoyed! The second young lady is pregnant, but her body is too weak, this pregnancy will inevitably be more difficult..."
There was a "buzz" in Qi Heju's head, and his dark eyes were instantly radiant. He waved away Xiao Hua's extended hand and rushed into the bedroom. After staring at it for a moment, Qi Heju suddenly knelt down beside the bed, stretched out his arms and hugged Jiang Mengzhen tightly.
"Is it true? Is this true?" Qi Heju's voice trembled violently, "I was wrong, I was wrong...I wronged you, I was an asshole! Hit me!"
Jiang Mengzhen only raised his hand and stroked her husband's hair silently. He was still a little confused. After realizing that the Qi family had nothing to miss, God gave him a child in a playful way, and Qi Hexi knelt on the ground. Kissing Jiang Mengzhen's cheeks and temples, he choked up and said, "In the study, I still quarreled with you...it's been almost two months, hasn't it?"
Jiang Mengzhen let out a "huh". After Qi Heju returned home, they only had that chaotic situation/thing to vent. It's hard to say if the child came at the right time. A young and weak fruit bred by the flower of the soil, this unexpected child is the last reason for him to stay in the Qi family, and also the last chance for him to continue the fate with Qi Heju.
"Be nice to me," Jiang Mengzhen closed his eyes and murmured, "I'm so tired..."
"I'm sorry," Qi Heju looked at his haggard face, he was so uncomfortable that his heart was on fire, and the guilt in his heart turned into tears in his eyes, "I said that I will treat you well, and I will never let you down. If I didn't, I made you sad."
Jiang Mengzhen also felt extremely sad and sentimental. The unfulfilled oath is the most hurtful thing. Qi Heju's apology was heard in his ears, and every word was stuck in his heart. Jiang Mengzhen believed that Qi Heju and Xiao Hua's affair, Qi Heju now admits that he has let him down, is it true that he has empathized with another?Because he was pregnant with a child, his husband was determined to turn his prodigal son back, and returned to him full of guilt and guilt. Jiang Mengzhen couldn't help crying, "Don't say I'm sorry, I don't want to hear this..."
Qi Heli gently held his face, and leaned over to kiss his tears, but found that the more he kissed, the more Jiang Mengzhen cried non-stop. Fragile and mesmerizing, but more and more exciting.Qi He felt distressed and heartbroken, leaned over to kiss his pale lips lightly, a hard kiss was better than thousands of incomprehensible apologies. Tenderness and entanglement, tears made this kiss a bitter taste, Jiang Mengzhen's hand tightly grasped the clothes on Qi Heli's chest, his fingertips trembled so hard, but he still felt that he couldn't catch this person who had changed his mind.
"Brother Qi..." Xiao Hua walked into the bedroom, seeing the two hugging and kissing each other, he couldn't help but yelled "Ah", turned around and said in a muffled voice: "Master told you to go out, he has Talk."
Jiang Mengzhen was taken aback, Qi Heju was also stiff, raised his head and said in a hoarse voice, "Got it, you go out first."
Xiao Hua walked out grumblingly, Qi Heju rubbed the corners of Jiang Mengzhen's red eyes with his thumbs, and said softly: "Don't cry anymore, I'll be back soon..."
Among the Qi family, only Master Qi had a happy expression on his face. He stroked his beard and looked at Qi Heju, "Your husband's belly is the eldest grandson of the Qi family, you let him have a good rest, and when the child is born, I will feel sorry for you." reward!"
Qi Heli said a few perfunctory words, Qi Queqiao stroked her protruding belly and looked at Mrs. Qi, they followed Master Qi out of Wanyun Pavilion, Qi Queqiao tentatively smiled and said: "This is also a surname in my belly. It's all right, dad can't be partial!"
Master Qi laughed and didn't bother, "This year, I've been a grandfather and a grandfather again. It's a double blessing!"
"One is the grandson and the other is the grandson," Mrs. Qi said coldly, "You have to distinguish between the primary and secondary."
Master Qi also turned cold, "If you can conjure up a grandson for me, I will naturally be able to tell the priority! What kind of Arabian Nights are you thinking about all day long? Lard really blinded me!"
He flung his sleeves away, Madam Qi and Qi Queqiao were so angry that their teeth itched, Madam Qi gritted her teeth and said: "Jiang Mengzhen killed your brother first, and now he wants to give birth to a little bastard to steal your child's things. !"
"Hmph, then he must have his life to give birth to the child." Qi Que skillfully touched his belly, "With his body, isn't it normal to have a miscarriage?"
"If you want to make a move, be careful, and don't leave anything behind..."
"Where do you need me to make a move?" Qi Que skillfully smoothed his hair, and said leisurely: "Qi Heji lured wolves into the house by himself, who is to blame? I have kept this move for a long time. At the critical moment, I made a general move. My hands are clean .”
Xiao Hua stood in the room with his head down, Qi Heju could only ask: "...do you have anything else to do?"
"Brother Qi, you want to reconcile with the second young lady, don't you?"
"Of course, how can I be willing to fight against him again..."
Xiao Hua rubbed his red eyes, forced a smile and said: "That's really good, I hope you are well too..."
"Thank you," Qi Heju saw his weak and aggrieved appearance, and said again: "I should formally say sorry to you, I am really not a good person, you are still young, and you will meet many people in the future, Have your own fate."
"It's nothing, the second young lady is your perfect match, I know you have a husband..." Xiao Hua took a few steps back, his heels hit the threshold, and he was about to fall, Qi He panicked Quickly pulled him, Xiao Hua screamed and fell into his arms.
"Are you okay?"
Xiao Hua shook his head, he quickly glanced behind Qi Heli, turned around and ran away.
Qi Heju sighed, he could see that Xiao Hua still liked him, but it was absolutely impossible for him to respond, Xiao Hua's unrequited love reminded him of his young self, who also hopelessly liked the unattainable Jiang Mengzhen, and now Jiang Mengzhen has his child, it's as unreal as a dream.
Xiao Hua's back disappeared long ago, but Qi Heli was still standing at the door in a daze. Jiang Mengzhen was afraid that her husband would chase him out and regret returning to him with guilt and children, so he came out from behind the screen with his lips pursed. Putting her soft body on Qi Heju's back, she said softly, "How long are you going to stand?"
"Why did you come out?" Qi He turned around as if waking up from a dream, reached out to wrap his arms around his waist, and sighed in surprise: "I can hold it with one hand here, how can I let go of a child?"
Qi Heju's hands touched his lower abdomen curiously and cherishingly, Jiang Mengzhen asked with a smile: "Do you like children very much?"
"Of course I like it!" After this child is born, Jiang Mengzhen will not only be his husband, but also his child's father, and they will be more deeply bound by this little life.This child was never given to anyone else by Jiang Mengzhen. Even if Jiang Mengzhen still can't forget his elder brother, he can't give birth to another child for Qi Fengju. In their entangled relationship, it seems that only this child is real and completely belongs to him. What he is all about is the unique treasure that Jiang Mengzhen gave him, and it is the proof that Jiang Mengzhen also has feelings for him.
Qi Heli carried him back to the bed, put his ear on Jiang Mengzhen's stomach to listen to the child's movements, Jiang Mengzhen only laughed at him as a fool, they all regarded this child as the salvation of this relationship, and paid a lot of money emotion.Bi Yan walked into the room with the anti-fetal medicine, Qi Heju took the medicine bowl and took a sip, then "hissed" and said: "It's really bitter!"
"What's the matter?" Jiang Mengzhen slapped him lightly, "How can you drink this? Give it to me..."
"I'll feed you," Qi Heju scooped up a spoonful of soup and blew, "Come on, open your mouth...is it bitter?"
The long-lost warmth between the two, Jiang Mengzhen endured the sadness and said: "It's okay, I'm not afraid of hardship."
"Who said that, you hate the smell of medicine in your mouth the most." Qi Heli put down the empty bowl, turned to get candy from the jar, but suddenly found that the glass jar was empty.
Qi He was stunned for the moment, and then frantically unscrewed the other jars in the cupboard, but they were all empty. He clearly remembered that he had put in a lot of Baihua honey, which filled the whole cupboard. He thought that Jiang Mengzhen would never be empty. No less sugar to eat, but saw an empty jar in the cupboard.
"...Where's the candy?" Qi He asked Bi Yan in a daze, "Did you receive it elsewhere?"
Bi Yan didn't even look at him, she flicked her nails and said, "How long ago was that? Things will break, no matter how much you buy, you can't help but keep them for a few years, some are broken, some have changed their taste , Throw it away!"
Feelings are like the honey in this cupboard. No matter how much you have paid, if you maintain it carelessly and keep giving, it will be exhausted sooner or later.It was only then that Qi Heju realized that since he knew that the medicine Jiang Mengzhen drank had the effect of avoiding children, he had a pimple in his heart, and he never bought candy for Jiang Mengzhen again, so that now he realizes that he has been wronged. In order to keep his child, Zhen had just swallowed a large bowl of dark and bitter medicine, but no candy could relieve the bitter taste in his mouth.
Qi Heju felt that his whole body seemed to be soaked in that bowl of bitter medicine. The soreness and pain poured into his heart from his limbs and bones, and was about to flow out from the corners of his eyes. He lowered his head and walked out, whispering: "...I Go buy now."
"Brother Ming," Jiang Mengzhen called him, "Don't go..."
Qi Heju turned his head and said with a forced smile, "Don't you like the Baihua honey candy from Nancheng the most? I'll go buy it on horseback and I'll be back soon."
Jiang Mengzhen looked at him quietly for a while, "...I thought you had forgotten."
Qi Heju covered his face with his hands. He clearly liked Jiang Mengzhen so much that his heart ached when he dreamed back at midnight, but what had he been doing all this time?A beautiful woman like a flower needs to be taken care of by those who cherish flowers. Jiang Meng lay beside him, but she became more and more haggard day by day. He just hugged him like a light cloud, and her pregnant waist was so thin that it was weak Overwhelmed with clothes, so weak that he would pass out outside, Qi He realized with aching heart that Jiang Mengzhen, a famous flower like a cloud, had withered most of it in his hands.
"What's the matter?" Jiang Mengzhen saw Qi Heju's hot tears fall from his fingers to the ground. He was taken aback, and said softly, "You don't have to feel guilty about these little things...I don't want you Feels sorry."
"...but how can I not feel guilty?" Qi Heju's voice was so hoarse, he thought of Jiang Mengzhen's kindness to him, and thought of his own awkwardness and nonsense, how could he deliberately anger him?How could he deliberately indifference him?
Jiang Mengzhen didn't know why his emotions suddenly surged up, was it just for a piece of candy?He always felt that Qi Heji's guilt was inevitably linked to his unrequited love. Was it really forced or difficult to give up the person he likes now and return to his pregnant husband?
Qi Hexi's guilt and apology are the last things he wants. It is too sad to keep her husband with a child. Jiang Mengzhen only feels uncomfortable with holding his breath in his chest, not going up and down. He thinks of Qi Heli shielded Xiao Hua, remembering how he stood in a daze at the door just now, suddenly threw himself on the side of the bed and vomited a few times, then covered his mouth in disgust and waited for Biyan to come over with a spittoon.
"Don't hold back, spit it out!" Seeing this, Qi Heju stretched out his hand to pick it up. Jiang Mengzhen was so uncomfortable that his head was covered with cold sweat. He didn't think his hands were dirty at all, so he asked anxiously, "Is it comfortable to spit it out? Do you want to call the doctor again?"
"Second young master, go and clean your hands first!" Bi Yan put the spittoon on the bedside, inspected the quilt carefully, and said with a sigh of relief, "It's good that I didn't dirty the bed, otherwise I'll have to change it again..."
She brought fragrant tea and rinsed Jiang Mengzhen's mouth. Jiang Mengzhen lay back on the bed sleepily. Dirty?"
"Not dirty."
Jiang Mengzhen patted the bed, "Come here, lie down with me for a while."
Qi Hexi took off his shoes and lay down on the bed. He wanted to put his arms around Jiang Mengzhen, but he was afraid that he would dislike his dirty hands, so he hesitated to rub his palms on the mattress back and forth.
Jiang Mengzhen pulled his bracelet around her waist, stared at his dark eyes and said word by word: "You are my husband, I don't want you to feel guilty, and I don't want to hear sorry. You may I'm a bit sorry, but..." He couldn't continue, and he just repeated: "...you are my husband."
Qi Heli didn't understand what the regret he was referring to, turned his face and kissed his forehead, and murmured, "I have you and our child, so I have no regrets."
"...I hope so." Jiang Mengzhen buried her face on the side of her husband's neck, breathing in the refreshing and charming scent of saponins on his body, which is between a boy and a man.
Qi Heli's warm hands carefully covered his lower abdomen. Jiang Mengzhen didn't know what a child meant to a man, but he thought they should all value children, otherwise An Zhiyuan wouldn't have done it for Li Qingluo. Come to this field with Wu Xichun.Jiang Mengzhen pinned all her hopes on this child. On the one hand, he despised himself for falling to this point, but on the other hand, he looked forward to seizing this last chance to grow a more firm flower between the two of them. It was so fragile and difficult to withstand the wind and rain before.
"Jiang Mengzhen is really lucky, to have it at this time!" Qi Queqiao said, seemingly unintentionally: "It seems that you and our second young master lack some fate."
Xiao Hua was naturally not reconciled, because with the arrival of this child, all his efforts were in vain. Qi Heju returned to Jiang Mengzhen's side without hesitation. When he returned home, he ran straight to Wan Yunxuan like a dog, not caring about other things at all, his stomach was full of sour water, "What's the point of using a child to cage a man's heart? Who can't give birth?"
"This is why you don't understand. Children are the bond between husband and wife. Even if there is no relationship, for the sake of the children, they will be patient. Think about it. When the second young master comes to see you in the future, you only need to say that the child is crying." Can the second young master still sit still if he makes a fuss about looking for his father?"
Xiao Hua tugged at the corner of his clothes a few times irritably, "It was planned well, but if they continue the cold war for a few more months, they will probably hate each other, and a child will appear!"
"That's right, if the child is gone..." Qi Queqiao suddenly covered her mouth and said "guilty", "I really shouldn't say this, I am also pregnant now, and I know the pain here best! Pregnant people have to be careful everywhere, I don’t know how many eating and drinking taboos, it’s even worse if you bump into it, even if you get sullen, it may affect the fetus—Jiang Mengzhen’s body is so weak, this pregnancy is already unstable, There will be an accident at that time, no one will say that I hindered him by talking nonsense!"
Xiao Hua was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "When my grandfather was practicing medicine, he said that pregnancy and childbirth are the gates of hell, and those who can give birth safely, but five or six out of ten, especially those who are not strong enough, don't need others to do anything. I can't bear it by myself..."
"That's right, there are even one dead body and two lives, and there are those who are injured and can no longer conceive," Qi Queqiao hinted: "I think the second young lady of my family is a poor person, thin as a waist There's only one hand, how can there be such a weak bosom? I'm not surprised if anything happens to his body, I'm afraid the big guy is just having fun for nothing!"
Xiao Hua smiled, looked in the direction of Wan Yunxuan and said quietly: "I also think he has no such fate, how can one person take up all the good things in the world... we just look at it .”
The relationship between Jiang Mengzhen and Qi Heju seems to be back to life, and it is more mellow than when they were newly married. Although each of them intentionally avoids certain things, as long as they think that they will have a child, the two can't help but be excited. Full of tenderness.
Jiang Mengzhen's pregnancy was really bad, and she would retch and feel uncomfortable every day, and spent most of the time lying in bed to raise the baby, drinking bowl after bowl of bitter medicine. Fortunately, Qi Heju used Baihua honey Filling up the cupboard, Jiang Mengzhen lay on the bed with sugar in his mouth, looking at the door and looking forward to her husband's return. I don't know if it was because of sensitivity during pregnancy or other reasons. My husband is always by my side.
The military camp is always restless due to the shortage of pay and money, and one after another seems to be overwhelmed by pressing a gourd. Since it cannot be solved from the root cause, there is only temporary consolation and persuasion. run.At this critical moment, he should have lived in the camp, but he was worried about his hard-working husband, so he could only ride back and forth on horseback, and he could only lie next to Jiang Mengzhen every night, hugging his husband and child, It was Qi Heji who was able to breathe a sigh of relief from the heavy pressure.
"How do you feel today? What did you eat and how many times have you vomited?" Qi Heju entered the house in a hurry. He pulled off his dusty coat and threw it on the ground. He couldn't wait to roll onto the bed and hug Jiang Mengzhen , sniffing the aroma of his hair.
"I didn't vomit much today..." Jiang Meng leaned on his arm and said softly, "You've been busy so late, are you exhausted?"
Qi He went to the bed, only to feel that his eyelids seemed to be heavy, and he wished he could not fall asleep when he was riding a horse. He half-closed his eyes and murmured: "There are people fighting in the camp, and they are fighting and comforting. I have no choice but to go up and beat up these people myself..."
Jiang Mengzhen propped himself up and said, "Is this a long-term solution?"
"Let's take one step at a time, it's still stable...don't worry about me," Qi Heli hugged his head and face on his chest indiscriminately, "I'll sleep for a while, by the way, don't take a bath by yourself , wait for me...help you..."
Before he finished speaking, he had already fallen asleep with his head tilted. Jiang Mengzhen lay on his chest, and saw a few wounds on his husband's side face that had congealed blood. Touching those wounds lightly, he said in a low voice, "People in the world often say, an inch of time is an inch of gold, if you give me everything, how much time can I buy from you by my side?"
Jiang Mengzhen often had a bad premonition. Looking at Qi Heji's sleeping face beside him, he vaguely felt that such a peaceful and warm day would not be too long.Qi Heju stopped looking for Xiao Hua, and ran between the military camp and Wan Yunxuan at two o'clock and one line. Jiang Mengzhen didn't know how long his enthusiasm would last. He felt uneasy and thoughtful after pregnancy. Feeling that everything is passing through his fingertips like a countdown, he is eager to do something to keep the sweet warmth that Qi Heji has for him now.
Jiang Mengzhen got up and got out of bed lightly, turned to the outside of the screen and said to Bi Yan, "How much money do we have in total now?"
Bi Yan roughly reported the number, and Jiang Mengzhen said again, "Go and get the dowry list."
"What is the son going to do? Isn't that money enough?"
"Don't worry about it..." Jiang Mengzhen pushed her urgingly, and Bi Yan reluctantly took the list. He sat at the small table and drew on it with a brush.It took a lot of time to turn the thick list from the first page to the end. After Jiang Mengzhen closed the list, he couldn't help looking at the candles shaking on the table and sighed for a long time. He didn't know that this decision was close to Stupid and insane, but he has no choice. Ever since he had the idea of using his children to keep her husband, Jiang Mengzhen found that he had fallen rapidly in terms of emotional requirements. A class of people - give their all but ask their husbands to look after them.
He drank the bitter medicine for anti-abortion without the slightest complaint, and planned to sell his dowry to help her husband tide over the difficulties. He wanted to use these foreign things to prove that he was a better choice than Xiao Hua, so that Qi Heji would not regret going back. to his side.This is really a gamble. Jiang Mengzhen doesn't know how much he has to win. Before thinking about the outcome, he has put everything on his hands.Jiang Mengzhen has never been short of money since he was a child, and he doesn't know how to settle accounts. The money he has can buy all the priced things in the world, so that he feels that those are not precious, so he decides to use the wealth left by his parents for many lifetimes. Buy the time of the person you love to accompany him and love him, to buy a time without regrets, a lingering memory.
He was thinking about his own thoughts, and for a while, he was a little crazy, and wrote a half-line of broken poems on the dowry list with a pen. There was the sound of cloth rubbing in the bedroom. She stuffed it into the Buddhist scriptures on the table, got up and trimmed her hair, and returned to her husband as if nothing had happened, and was hugged tightly by the sleepy man.
The ink of the poem is not dry, so the prajna bodhi full of the text is stained by the secular love, and the hidden words and sentences are vaguely revealed between the lines, which are the thoughts of Jiang Mengzhen hidden in the scriptures:
"All on tenderness."
The author has something to say: When I wrote about the empty sugar bowl, I shed crocodile tears with real emotion T_T
When writing, I just pursue sourness,
In reality, the author does not support such efforts, most people are not worth it, so be nice to yourself! ! ! ! !
There is no need to emphasize the value of a romantic essay with no structure, and it is not interesting to wash it with national hatred and family hatred. It is not necessary to emphasize the value, it is enough to write about human nature.
Desperately Investing in Gentleness——Gong Zizhen