novelraw Chapter 160 He wants to live more than anyone else
Chapter 160 He wants to live more than anyone else
Chapter 160 He wants to live more than anyone else
At this moment, many professionals in the medical field also commented on the pictures that appeared in this memory fragment.
They couldn't help sighing after seeing the fragment in this memory picture.
Because they felt that Lin Yi could still show such an expression at this moment, with optimism still on his face, and hope in his eyes.
So they were also deeply shocked by this.
Because those doctors usually come into contact with many patients.
And those patients who are terminally ill and whose life is about to come to an end will never have such a light in their eyes.
At this moment, although Lin Yi was the same as those patients, his body was extremely thin, his head was covered with white hair, and his body began to become extremely thin.
But he still still has that kind of hopeful, clear and bright eyes.
He can still give people a warm and firm feeling.
This is what surprised the doctors the most.
They felt that Lin Yi should have been defeated by his illness at this moment.
Because they looked at those memory fragments, Lin Yi's condition deteriorated further.
Even his body has developed resistance to those painkillers, and those painkillers are ineffective for Lin Yi.
And any treatment would only slightly slow down the passing of his life, so in their view, all this was coming to an end.
And all his previous persistence seemed so meaningless at this moment.
Because he was defeated in the end.
But at this moment when they saw the picture in front of them.
They were once again surprised to find that Lin Yi had not been defeated. To be more precise, his body had been defeated.
But he was still so rich spiritually, and he was still not defeated by any suffering.
And at this moment, his body was so straight, and his eyes were so radiant.
It's like an ordinary person who is healthy and full of ideals.
But when one of the doctors thought about it, he felt that his idea was a bit ridiculous.
They felt that their expectations of Lin Yi were indeed a little higher, and a little unrealistic.
After all, a person's life, old age, sickness and death can never be determined by any external factors.
And when a person's life comes to an end, he will die, which is also the natural law of this world.
So for a terminally ill patient, apart from using medical means to delay his life, they can't do anything else.
But after they saw Lin Yi's scenes and saw Lin Yi's experiences in these years, they actually had such unrealistic wishes.
After all, Lin Yi was so different that the doctors forgot that he was just an ordinary person.
He can't escape time, and time is fair to him.
No matter how talented he is and how dazzling his light is, he still cannot escape time.
And at this moment in the picture.
It was also because of what Lin Yi said to Chu Hua, and after Chu Hua saw the expression on Lin Yi's face.
Chu Hua did not cancel Lin Yi's plan to meet his daughter.
And Chu Hua also knew that whether he objected or not, it should have no effect on the final outcome.
Because he knew this man's character very well. In all the years he had been with Lin Yi, he had never been able to influence Lin Yi's decision-making. Once this man decided on something, no one could change it.
Just like before, he made choices that exceeded everyone's expectations time and time again.
Just like the day when he heard that his daughter needed a bone marrow transplant, he wanted to donate his own bone marrow despite everyone's opposition and his own body.
Lin Yi is so stubborn, even paranoid to the extreme in some respects.
So Chen Chuxue wanted to say something to tell Lin Yi to take care of his health, and tell him some precautions for going out that the doctor said.
But Chu Hua still didn't say anything in the end.
He knew that since Lin Yi had made his choice, it meant that he already had his own plan.
He has weighed the pros and cons of this matter extremely clearly.
Then there is no need for his reminder.
Facts have proved that Lin Yi never missed those previous economic decisions.
Every investment of his has got a return far beyond ordinary people.
Although his behavior of donating his own bone marrow later seemed a bit ridiculous to outsiders, they felt that Lin Yi did not take his life seriously and was just making fun of it.
But Chu Hua knew that Lin Yi had also considered the decision to donate bone marrow.
It's just that this time the object is his daughter, but if Lin Yi's choice will involve this level, then Lin Yi will choose his family without any hesitation, without any reason.
And the outcome of these decisions, although it is very tragic for Lin Yi, is what Lin Yi is most willing to see.
So Chu Hua knows that Lin Yi cherishes his life more than anyone else at this moment, or that after he made the decision to use the rest of his life to change the life of his wife and daughter, he has always cared about his life. He is more willing to die than anyone else.
That's why he has that kind of will to resist wave after wave of illness.
Persisted in treatment after treatment.
So when decisions involve his family, he puts his own life in second place.
Just like that time when he donated his own bone marrow to save his daughter.
It's like going out to see your daughter regardless of the danger of your own life.
Although this seems extremely stupid to outsiders, it is an act of not taking one's own life seriously.
Although in the eyes of outsiders, they feel that Lin Yi has given up hope at this moment and has chosen to seek death.
However, Chu Hua knew that Lin Yi still cared more about his own life than anyone else.
He doesn't want to die yet, he wants to do more.
So when the car drove slowly to the gate of Chen Chuxue's school, Chu Hua breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the expression on Lin Yi's face.
Because he saw that Lin Yi's face at this moment was not the kind of expression that gave up on himself or wanted to seek relief.
And this just proved his previous conjecture.
But what Chu Hua never imagined was that if he persuaded Lin Yi to go back for treatment very forcefully at this moment, saying that the risk of staying outside was too great, Lin Yi would not be as stubborn as he imagined. His suggestion is to still go to see his daughter in his own way.
Lin Yi will be shaken on this matter, and he may listen to Chu Hua's opinion.
After all, he already regarded Chu Hua as his family.
And soon.
The bell rang from the school.
It also means that this junior high school is over.
After a few more minutes, some day students had already rushed out from the school gate.
So it didn't make Lin Yi wait too long.
He was sitting in the car, staring intently at the students at the school gate.
Although he knew that when his daughter came out, people around would definitely remind him, but he still didn't want to miss this moment.
Because he knew that he would spend less and less time seeing his daughter in the future.
And these moments are so rare to him, so precious to him.
He didn't want to make any mistakes in this matter, and he didn't want to miss the moment when he saw his daughter because of his carelessness.
However, Lin Yi also discovered at this moment that there are actually a lot of vehicles parked at the school gate today.
On the way here, he saw that the two sides of the road were full of vehicles, and when passing by the side of the school, he also saw many electric vehicles. Obviously, these were the parents who came to pick up their children at the moment.
Although Lin Yi is not very clear about whether the day students in this school are picked up by their parents, because he rarely has the opportunity to come to the gate of his daughter's school.
But he felt a pang of guilt at this moment.
He felt that it was all because of himself that Chen Chuxue was unable to see his father when he left school.
And in the letters he had been with Chen Chuxue in these years, he found that although Chen Chuxue had feelings for the mother who often made him cry, and for the father who had never met and thought he had abandoned himself and his mother hostility.
But he could still see that Chen Chuxue longed to have such a father to accompany her in her growth.
So thinking of this, Lin Yi couldn't help but blame himself even more.
He felt that it was all because of himself that he failed to give Chen Chuxue enough fatherly love.
He felt that what he had done was really too little, as it is now.
It's like a parent who is slowly getting closer to his child, bending down to give his child a hug, and helping his child take the schoolbag.
He also really wants to have such a simple and happy family. Every time after get off work, he and his lover have been waiting for this little life that was born together, so that this little life can grow up happily.
At this moment, Lin Yi also thought of Chen Chuxue's childhood.
When those images flashed by, Lin Yi couldn't help feeling even more painful.
He seemed to see that very young girl again, but due to various reasons, could only wait for his mother in the library in front of the school to pick him up.
He seemed to see the little girl crying again after being scolded by the head teacher who was not worthy of being a teacher.
And the netizens who were watching this memory clip at the moment, after seeing Lin Yi's expression, they all started to speak for Lin Yi.
Although they knew that Lin Yi couldn't see the remarks they posted on the Internet at this moment, they still posted them subconsciously.
They felt that Lin Yi's accusation against him was too unreasonable.
Lin Yi didn't need to have such self-blame at all.
Time proved everything, and the final result also proved that his education of Chen Chuxue was perfect.
He molded the child into an incomparably perfect human being.
"Yes, many people on the Internet are envious now. Chen Chuxue has such a father, and they all call Lin Yi a qualified, competent and great father, so Lin Yi really doesn't need to blame himself .”
"And now I think about it again. Maybe at that time Lin Yi thought that he was always incompetent. Even though he did so many things and spent the rest of his life, he still never thought about himself. He took it all for granted."
"He only sees what he hasn't done, that's why he shows such a look."
"Yes. So I really hope that at this moment, Lin Yi met his daughter, and I also hope that after the recognition between their father and daughter resolves all misunderstandings at this moment, they can have their own With his daughter by her side, he will be able to spend his final days with his family."
"After seeing Lin Yi's state, many medical professionals now have almost no expectations for Lin Yi's physical condition. They all think that man should have left this world."
"They all feel that the reason why this man has no news now, as if he has disappeared from this world, is probably because Lin Yi is no longer in this world."
"After all, his body had already reached its limit at that time, and those medical professionals couldn't explain why Lin Yi lived for such a long time, let alone they couldn't give the answer that Lin Yi is still alive now. gone."
"However, from what you said, I think Lin Yi still has a little hope now, because nothing that happened to him seems to be treated with common sense. He also used the miracles that happened to him again and again to beat up those doctors. their faces."
"So although I think my conjecture is very self-deceiving and illogical, my sensibility still makes me willing to give this conjecture a glimmer of hope. From a perspective, Lin Yi has long been unable to survive."
"In their cognition, Lin Yi should have left this world a long time ago, and they couldn't explain why Lin Yi had survived for so long. Could it be that their judgment on whether Lin Yi is still alive at this moment has also been wrong?"
"Well, I think there is such a possibility, but this possibility is too small, because time is fair to everyone after all, and miracles cannot happen again and again after all, Lin Yi can persist until now. It’s really depressing enough.”
And at the same time when netizens on the Internet were discussing.
The scenes in the memory fragments are still playing.
After Chen Yuwei's career got on the right track, their family naturally became rich.
In addition, Chen Yuwei attached great importance to Chen Chuxue's education.
Chen Chuxue's grades in elementary school were also very good.
Therefore, this junior high school is the best junior high school in the city, and most of the children's families are also extremely wealthy.
It can be seen from the vehicles used by some of the students' parents to pick up their children. This was definitely not something ordinary people could afford at the time.
(End of this chapter)