Chapter 157 Going to see your daughter
Chapter 157 Going to see your daughter
Chapter 157 Going to see your daughter
When the professor said this.
Everyone at the scene could clearly feel that his mood was becoming more and more depressed.
So someone came forward to comfort him immediately: "I believe that your father and your mother must have their own reasons at that time, so they chose to divorce."
"And you were just a child at the time. Your world is actually very simple, so you must not blame yourself too much for this."
And when the professor heard this, he nodded.
Made a bleak smile, indicating that he was in good shape.
Then the professor continued: "So I lived with my father for many years."
"But in fact, I didn't choose my father back then. I told my father more than once that I wanted to live with my mother. I didn't want to see him again. He was an annoying father."
After the professor finished speaking, many people at the scene were confused.
What puzzled them was that the professor said that he lived with his father for many years, but he also said that he chose his mother back then, and that he hated his father extremely at that time.
So at this moment, those people thought that if that was the case, why did he end up living with his father again.
But even if some people present had such doubts, they did not interrupt the professor, but quietly listened to the professor's continuation.
After the professor looked around, he seemed to understand the psychological activities of some people at the scene.
Then he showed a self-deprecating smile: "I believe everyone here will also have doubts about why I chose my mother, but lived with my father for so many years."
"Actually, I choose my father, which is a choice that has no choice at all."
"At that time, because I was preconceived, I attributed all the reasons for the breakdown of this family to my father. I thought my father was the culprit of all this."
"So I hate my father very much, and I want to live with my mother."
"But my father vetoed my request every time. He refused to let me meet my mother. He said that I had to follow him if I didn't want to."
When these words were spoken.
And many people at the scene showed expressions of astonishment.
Originally in the professor's description and according to the professor's expression of indebtedness to his father.
They will all think that the professor's father is a very competent father and must be a good person.
That's why the professor behaved so badly at this moment.
But now they heard that the professor wanted to live with his mother, but the father kept the professor in an unreasonable way.
So some people at the scene began to think about how to persuade the professor to let go.
Maybe his father was not as perfect as he imagined.
Just because he made this decision back then is enough to show his flaws in character.
However, the professor's next words quickly gave them the answer.
The professor took a deep breath, and then began to say with a choked voice: "Yes, I was similar to your inner thoughts at that time."
"So therefore I hate my father even more."
"Since that day, I haven't called that man father in a long time."
"Even when he picked me up from school every night, even when he celebrated my birthday, even when I was bullied by my classmates at school and he rushed to school to support me, I didn't call him father."
"Even gave him a lot of embarrassment."
"Because at that time I felt that this man was not worthy."
"But later I discovered that I had no choice at the time, and it wasn't my father's fault that caused the family to break up."
"I didn't have a choice at the time."
"I only know now that the reason for my parents' divorce was because my father was coaxed into becoming the responsible person of a company, and then he was in debt of tens of millions, and my mother also abandoned my father because of this. "
"They had already completed the divorce procedures, and my mother handed me over to my father because she thought I was a burden.
"So at the beginning, my father asked me whether to follow my mother or follow him. In fact, he just wanted to make the last effort to maintain my fantasy of the perfect mother image."
"Finally, I will maintain the image of my mother in my heart."
"He was afraid that if I learned the truth of the matter, it would have a bad influence on me and would change my perception of the world."
When the professor said this, many people at the scene were a little worried about the professor's current emotional state.
Because in their view, this professor pays special attention to emotions, and being abandoned by his mother must be a particularly painful memory for him.
Unexpectedly, the professor smiled very brightly at this moment.
He didn't seem to care about it.
But with a smile, he rubbed the corners of his eyes again: "If I had heard the news at that time, I would definitely have collapsed."
"Even the recognition of me will change my view of family love."
"But now I don't hate my mother at all."
"Everyone has their own choice. Besides being a mother, my mother is herself. She can live for herself."
"In those days, tens of millions of debts were enough to make a person unable to stand up for a lifetime, so although she chose to live for herself, although she was heartless, but at this moment, I can understand him."
And the guests at the scene were relieved after hearing these words.
It appears that the professor has chosen to make peace with one of the most painful memories of his childhood.
Already let go of this matter.
But they thought of another angle.
They thought of the fact that this professor only discovered the truth after he became an adult, so he must have become hostile to his father because of a misunderstanding like Chen Chuxue used to, and hated his father.
At this moment, those people also understood the reason why the professor had such emotions after seeing the picture in the memory fragment.
Because he used to be so similar to Chen Chuxue.
And it is easier for a person to let go of the person who he cares less about or cares less about.
That's the case with this professor.
He could let go of his mother, and he wouldn't even think of his mother if it wasn't for this incident.
He has forgotten his mother.
But he can't let go of what he did to his father.
At this moment, the professor choked up and said: "At that time, I was really ignorant and did a lot of wrong things, which caused my father to suffer too much grievance."
"But after many years, I found the truth, and after I broke it with my father, he forgave me very plainly, saying that everything is over."
"It's such an understatement to reach a settlement with me."
And at this moment in the picture.
Lin Yi fell into the torture of illness again.
After being in this stage, Lin Yi spent most of his day enduring the pain caused by his physical illness.
So whenever Lin Yi fell into this state.
The surrounding medical staff stood next to Lin Yi anxiously.
But these doctors with extremely high professional knowledge from all over the world can't do anything about it.
They can only persuade Lin Yi to let him relax and reassure him that everything will pass.
But whenever the doctors around said these words, they would deny it in their hearts.
Because they clearly know that these pains will never go away, and even the next time the pain will be stronger than the last time, unless Lin Yi leaves this world, the pain will disappear.
Everything will come to an end.
In this tense atmosphere, with the passage of time bit by bit.
Lin Yi finally persevered.
And when he temporarily got rid of the illnesses on his body, he was the first to break the heavy atmosphere.
He said to the doctors: "Don't worry, I'm fine. In fact, I've long been used to these things, so you don't have to worry too much about me."
But when the doctors heard these words, they couldn't help but sigh in their hearts.
They knew the extent of the pain, and it was absolutely impossible to underestimate it as Lin Yi said.
He will definitely not weaken the warning signals from his body function and reduce the pain he endured because he has endured too many times.
However, those doctors did not deny what Lin Yi said.
They looked at Lin Yi and nodded, but they still couldn't do anything.
Lin Yi, who could only be persuaded over and over again, should pay attention to his body and his mood.
And every time Lin Yi experienced these pains and torments, he would think of his daughter and his wife immediately.
At this time, his heart is the emptiest.
So Chu Hua at the side also knew very well what Lin Yi was thinking at this time.
So he secretly hid behind Lin Yi and wiped away his tears, then looked at an attending doctor beside him.
Ask him if today's weather is suitable for going out.
With Lin Yi's current physical condition, can he meet the conditions to go out?
And when the doctor heard Chu Hua's words, he couldn't figure out why Chu Hua asked such a question at first.
But when he glanced at Chu Hua, and then at Lin Yi, who was extremely lonely holding a photo of his wife and daughter in a daze.
He then understood what Chu Hua meant.
After that, the attending physician sighed, and then said: "In Mr. Lin Yi's current state, it is actually best not to go out no matter what the conditions are."
After the doctor said this, he paused.
He who just wanted to give a negative answer.
He looked at Lin Yi again.
The attending doctor felt that this man was inexplicably sad. He obviously had so many special things at the moment, but it was so sad that he was restricted from even going out.
And the doctor thought of Lin Yi's current state.
He thought that since it was irreversible, why not make the rest of his life more comfortable and make him feel less regretful.
So the doctor thought of this and said slowly to Chu Hua: "However, the temperature in this season is neither too hot nor too cold, so it is more suitable for going out compared to other times."
"So if we take good precautions to prevent Mr. Lin Yi from coming into contact with the crowd, I don't think it will cause serious consequences."
"Of course, it's best not to go out, considering Mr. Lin Yi's body."
"I hope you will include this when you convey it to Mr. Lin Yi."
"Let him weigh it before making a choice."
After Chu Hua heard the doctor's words, he nodded gratefully.
Then the doctor was sent out immediately.
Later when he returned to the bedroom again.
Chu Hua couldn't help but sigh when he looked at Lin Yi's current state.
During this period of time, Lin Yi's expression didn't seem to change, he was still so lonely, still holding up the photo of his wife and daughter in both hands.
At this moment, Chu Hua thought of the time when he saw his grandfather for the last time.
He used to wonder why his grandfather could always bear the boredom and just sit on the bench in the community in a daze.
I could spend the entire afternoon watching the children playing on the grass in front of me.
So Chu Hua asked his grandfather more than once why he didn't do something meaningful.
But every time his grandfather would answer him, he also wants to do something meaningful, and he also wants to use his time to do more things.
But the passage of time seemed to be getting faster and faster, and he couldn't catch it no matter what.
It was as if he just sat on the bench and took a nap, and the afternoon went by.
So this made Chu Hua at that time far from being able to understand the words in his grandfather's mouth.
He thinks everyone's day should be very fulfilling, what to do in the morning, what to do at noon, what to do in the afternoon and evening.
But as time goes by, as my experience increases.
Chu Hua felt more and more that she could understand her grandfather's feelings at that time.
He also felt that time passed faster and faster as an adult.
He also showed up, basking in nostalgia for the good old days.
So as not to feel the passage of time.
So at this moment Chu Hua can understand Lin Yi's feelings very well.
He stepped forward and said to Lin Yi: "Mr. Lin, I asked the doctor just now, I wonder if you heard our conversation just now."
After Lin Yi heard these words, he didn't react at first.
There was some confusion on his face after that, and his reaction was a little sluggish.
Chu Hua understood Lin Yi's meaning through Lin Yi's expression.
Then he continued: "It's like this, the doctor said today's weather is suitable for going out."
"In the past, you always took me to see your daughter from afar. Every time, you would praise me how smart and talented your daughter is."
"I think your daughter is a genius like you. I think you were truly happy at that time."
"So if you want, I can arrange someone to take you out now to see your daughter."
(End of this chapter)
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