novelraw Chapter 154 The World He Depicted
Chapter 154 The World He Depicted
Chapter 154 The World He Depicted
In the picture at the moment.
After mentioning this word, Lin Yi always subconsciously think of the picture of living in the slums in his mind.
But even what appeared in his mind was the dirty and messy streets.A few hooligans were fighting, and the sound of quarreling, beating and scolding came from the poorly sound-proof wall, as well as their own life of extreme poverty.
But even though what appeared in his mind was the extremely painful memory of himself that seemed to fall into the abyss, the words he wrote were so yearning and moving.
As if he had never experienced these things at all, he was just a child who was surrounded by these beautiful and pure loves since he was a child.
The words he described are also so beautiful.
This is what confuses many people.
They could not imagine a man who was born like that and then suffered such an injustice of fate.
Why is his world still so pure and beautiful at this moment.
And right now in the spin-off show In My Family.
Professors of many sciences have also seen this picture today.
According to the questions from the netizens in the live broadcast room, they listed the questions they most wanted to ask one by one.
Those scholars and experts have also entered into a state of discussion based on these issues.
At this moment, the studio is not as orderly as those previous programs.
Those students and experts gathered together to discuss at this moment.
"I think these netizens on the Internet are right. This is indeed a very strange point. It is clear that Lin Yi had such a past, his past was so tragic, and his state at that time has been affected by him. It’s only right that the pain of his illness is driven to a desperate situation.”
"So why is his inner world still so beautiful? Why is he still able to write such beautiful words when he sees the subject of his daughter?"
"And I think Lin Yi actually revealed his true feelings in every creation process, just like the last nocturne, in that nocturne, many people felt that this kind of song with classical elements It should be beautiful, but the nocturne tells a tragic love story."
"Under the subtle guidance of Lin Yi, Chen Chuxue added a kind of desolation and a touch of pain to the love story described in that song. I think this is influenced by Lin Yi and the portrayal of his inner world at that time. Influence."
"So why has he changed so much now?"
"Yeah, this is incredible. People who have been studying this aspect know that a person's living environment and family will shape a person's personality and a person's worldview."
"And this kind of thing basically follows a set of logic. For example, a child who was born in a very disharmonious family from time to time will always be abused by his parents from time to time, and even domestic violence. After that, it is definitely insecure, and the character is prone to flaws."
"At least his spiritual world is more realistic and gloomy than those children who had a happy childhood and lived in wealthy families."
"Yes, but there are exceptions to everything. Maybe even though Lin Yi has been embracing the darkness constantly, he can still pull these things out and believe in the beauty of the world."
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And when these scholars and professors are discussing.
The host received a reminder from the director to pay attention to the flow of the program group, and not allow these scholars and professors to discuss so fascinatedly that they forgot the time and missed the flow.
So the host could only raise the microphone and get up slowly, and walked to the side of the professors who were studying.
He said: "It's okay, teachers, let's get down to business."
"Actually, when I saw this question, I also had some thoughts. After all, I didn't miss any memory fragments about Lin Yi."
"Actually, at the moment when his past life experience and those experiences first broke out, many people had the same doubts. They would think that he was abandoned by his parents when he was a child, and then he was alone when every child was in school. Lin Yi, who lives in the civilian area over there, shouldn't be so loving."
"Because he has seen the dark side of the world since he was a child."
"But what Lin Yi did next far exceeded everyone's imagination."
"After he walked out of the abyss, he established a welfare institution dedicated to helping children who had the same experience as him get out of the abyss. At that time, someone said that maybe it was because Lin Yi had also experienced the abyss, so He understands the desperation of those kids and what they're going through."
"That's why he was able to respond to the world with gentleness even if he was unfairly treated by fate."
"So what now? Is it still like this?"
now.
After a professor heard the host's words, he nodded first, and then shook his head slowly.
"I think maybe this time it's different," he said.
"His understanding of this word has undergone a huge change, and his world has been described so beautifully and purely by him, perhaps only because of his daughter."
"Because his love for his daughter is like this, and he also wants his daughter to see such a world."
"In other words, what he has been doing all along is to let Chen Chuxue live in such a world, and it is precisely because of this that he stretches out his hand to help his daughter block all the suffering, so that she can freely chase after herself. ideal."
"He thinks that's enough."
But when the professor finished speaking, he sighed again.
He continued: "But this question will never have an accurate answer."
"Because although we can see the memories of Lin Yi in the past, we can't accurately read his inner activities and the most real thoughts in his mind at that time."
"So the question is unanswered."
When these words were spoken.
Not only the host, but also the surrounding guests nodded silently.
And it is.
A person's heart is the most complicated, and it cannot be accurately judged through his past.
After seeing Lin Yi's past before, they had already misjudged his behavior once.
He didn't hate the abyss, but wanted to pull the people from the abyss out.
But with the previous experience, the professor could no longer use that arrogant and the strongest tone to condescendingly tell what Lin Yi's inner activities are actually, what is the most real thought in his heart.
And this question will never have an accurate answer. In fact, without this memory fragment, no one would pay attention at all.
And no one cared at all.
So at this moment, the professor recalled Lin Yi's state and situation at that time.
He felt that it was true.
At that time, no one cared what Lin Yi really wanted?
What exactly does he want to do and the deepest thoughts in his heart.
Because of these things, he seems to have no one to talk to.
He buried these things in the deepest part of his heart.
So at this moment, the viewers of the My Family derivative program couldn't help sighing in the live broadcast room after hearing the analysis of these scholars' choices.
"That's really the case. If it wasn't for this memory fragment, no one would really care what Lin Yi was thinking at the moment, nor would he care if Lin Yi had revealed his deepest thoughts. , no one would care."
"But this is too unfair. His life is obviously so bitter. It is obvious that some twists and turns in his life have turned his originally perfect life, which would have attracted the envy of countless people, into a mess, and even made him suffer from illness every day. Torture, as if suffering in hell."
"So I think this is also the point that those professors and scholars find most incomprehensible. Although his real life is so bitter, his spiritual world is still so beautiful."
And at this moment in the picture.
in the bedroom.
Because Lin Yi was immersed in it, it seemed that he had forgotten the time and his illness.
He wrote down everything he wanted to write in one breath, and recorded them all on paper.
After that, Lin Yi also felt a little strange. After all, with his current physical condition, it would take all his energy just to maintain his concentration.
But this time he actually maintained this state for a long time, so that there was no memory loss, or he was forced to interrupt due to stagnation of thinking.
At the moment when he was writing, he actually felt waves of dizziness hitting his brain.
But on the contrary, when he was immersed in it, this state disappeared.
Just when Lin Yi was thinking about this question.
His right hand trembled, and then the pen in his hand suddenly fell uncontrollably.
Afterwards, an extremely strong sense of dizziness and the stimulation and vomiting caused by various organs simultaneously sending out warning signals continued to hit.
As a result, Lin Yi could no longer overcome the intense pain with his will, causing him to fall from the chair and sit on the ground in an instant.
The body also slowly twitched uncontrollably.
Lin Yi's only consciousness at this moment also made him understand his previous confusion.
It wasn't that the dizziness and the various signals from his frail body would disappear because he was in the state just now.
But these things were forcibly forgotten by him.
In fact, these things have always been there, but Lin Yi didn't feel their existence just now.
soon.
Lin Yi's movement immediately attracted the medical staff who had been waiting around.
Each of them began to check Lin Yi's current physical condition with extremely nervous expressions, and began to prepare for Lin Yi's treatment.
Lin Yi was terrified at this moment.
Because he was still immersed in that extremely beautiful and pure world just now.
He was still immersed in the beauty brought to him by his daughter just now.
So at this moment, the sadness that made him extremely painful resurfaced in Lin Yi's heart.
He really wanted to force himself to forget these sorrows, telling himself that he hadn't already guessed such an ending, and that he didn't need to be afraid.
But Lin Yi was still terrified.
Because he is thinking about this issue from the perspective of his daughter at this moment.
Although I didn't meet my daughter.
Nor will a daughter shed tears over the death of a father she has never seen.
Perhaps she never knew the day that her father, whom she had never met, left this world.
But he was afraid.
What should I do if it is my daughter who dies?
Would she be sad because she didn't write back to her?
And the last thing Lin Yi wants to see is for his daughter to be sad because of him.
And when the picture of this memory fragment is played.
Chen Chuxue, who was sitting in the guest seat at the moment, felt the feeling of emptiness in her heart become even stronger.
The moment she had seen her father deteriorate and be wheeled into the operating room.
Such a feeling arose in her heart.
She felt as if something had left her forever, a loss that could never be brought back.
And at this moment, this feeling came again.
And even stronger than last time.
Chen Chuxue suddenly realized how helpless she was at the moment, as if she had experienced the helplessness her father felt back then.
Many things that she seems to have now are envied by countless people, but she is still so helpless.
Because she already knew that she had no ability to influence the ending of her father.
During this period of time, she also thought about it many times, but she found that the only thing she could do was to pray that her father did not die.
I still have the opportunity to meet my father.
But Chen Chuxue never dared to think about the final answer to this question.
She couldn't imagine how guilty she would feel if she didn't have the chance to see her father again. She didn't dare to imagine that the ending she didn't want to see happened in the end.
And in another screen.
Sitting at the dinner table with her mother, Chen Chuxue warmly shared her experience today.
Chen Yuwei looked at her well-behaved daughter, and couldn't help but smile and listen quietly.
And when the dinner was over, Chen Yuwei put away the bowls and chopsticks and took them into the kitchen.
Chen Chuxue received a reminder message that Zero One's reply had been put in the mailbox.
This surprised Chen Chuxue. After greeting her mother, she went to the mailbox downstairs and took out the letter.
Every time Chen Chuxue received a letter from Zero One, she couldn't help but open it on the way.
I can't help but understand the content in advance, and then go home and start reading it again slowly.
And this time is no exception.
When Chen Chuxue opened the letter, the first sentence at the beginning made Chen Chuxue fall into it.
Ling Yi said to Chen Chuxue tenderly in his heart that he liked the things written by Chen Chuxue very much.
He also told Chen Chuxue his understanding of her subject.
and the world he depicted.
(End of this chapter)