After I lost my memory, I attacked the crematorium.

Chapter 44

This room was originally used by the crew to store props, but it was simply emptied, and all the props were piled up in the corner. There was an old dark red velvet sofa in the middle of the room. President Ding and Jiang Ruifeng took off Xie Jinian's After putting him in a suit, Mr. Ding took out his mobile phone and sent a message.

And Jiang Ruifeng smiled triumphantly and leaned over to look at Xie Jinian's powerless appearance, raised his hand, roughly tore off his tie, and then tore off the collar of his shirt even more forcefully.

The buttons splashed out and hit the rough concrete floor with a soft sound. Jiang Ruifeng squinted his eyes and condescended to look at Xie Jinian, his complacent expression distorted and weird.

He stared at Xie Jinian's eyes that were getting more and more dazed but still trying to stay awake, and sneered: "Don't struggle, I'll take a good picture of you later."

The undulation in Xie Jinian's eyes made him even more proud, and the pride of finally occupying a high position made his smile even weirder.He leaned down again and pinched Xie Jinian's jaw firmly: "Let me take a good look, how are you better than me? Why does Han Yicheng never look at me more?"

The more he said, the more distorted his expression became. There was gloomy pride in the distortion, but also a sad shadow: "Don't think that you are some noble person. If it weren't for Han Yicheng to support you, what qualifications do you have to enter the industry later than me?" Good resources? What qualifications do you have to sign Zhao Yongan as a manager and Chu Xingyan call you a brother? You really think you are amazing, don’t you? I really look forward to Han Yicheng seeing you under someone else Look. Do you think he will cry, or go crazy, or..."

There was a knock on the door of the hut, and Mr. Ding opened the door with a flattering smile.

Jiang Ruifeng let go of Xie Jinian's hand, and greeted Duan Ruiqun who was looking at Xie Jinian lying on the sofa with a disgusting smile on his face.

Xie Jinian finally lost consciousness in the severe dizziness.

A few minutes later, the door of the hut was kicked open from the outside.

The loud sound of the door hitting the wall made Ding, who was just about to leave, involuntarily turn pale with fright.

It even made Jiang Ruifeng, who was squinting and smiling very complacently, scream out.

Duan Ruiqun, the only one who was still calm, stared at the kicked open door with flickering eyes, and took a few steps back.

Seeing the person walking quickly through the door, Jiang Ruifeng's scream turned into a distorted scream: "Han Yicheng! Why...why did you come here!"

Han Yicheng ignored Jiang Ruifeng, and only took a good look at the unconscious Xie Jinnian, took off his high-end suit, and wrapped Xie Jinnian whose clothes were messed up by Jiang Ruifeng.

Carefully letting Xie Jinian lie down on the sofa, Han Yicheng turned around and walked towards Boss Ding who was closest to him step by step.

The strong hostility emanating from his body made Mr. Ding instantly feel what it means to be terribly cold, and even have the illusion that he has been locked by a tiger and will be torn to pieces in the next moment.

Mr. Ding suppressed the ominous premonition that rose in his heart, and growled in a bravado: "What's the matter with you? Get out!"

Boss Ding just wanted to escape quickly, but under the coercive momentum he radiated, the two battlefields lost their reaction and strength.

The next moment, a merciless fist hit Mr. Ding on the bridge of the nose.

Blood splashed out and fell to the ground earlier than President Ding's body.

Han Yicheng didn't show any expression, and turned to Duan Ruiqun, whose eyes were spinning rapidly, and Jiang Ruifeng, whose blood red eyes were crazily yelling at him, the uncontrollable hatred in their eyes became even heavier.

"Han Yicheng, are you cheap? He didn't want you a long time ago! He has more than one man by his side! But I've loved you for so many years! Why don't you even look at me! Why..."

His noisy roar ended with a punch that hit his jaw, his tongue was bitten by his teeth, and the huge pain knocked him out instantly.

Duan Ruiqun had already retreated to the wall full of props. He raised his hand to try to put a distance between himself and Han Yicheng, and said again and again: "Mr. Han, Mr. Han, I didn't participate. Come here, I'm calling security!"

Turning a deaf ear to Duan Ruiqun's words, Han Yicheng raised his hand, Duan Ruiqun let out a miserable cry, fell on top of the props, and rolled to the ground again.

The unbearable pain caused Duan Ruiqun and President Ding to roll on the ground, and the wailing sound was fragmented in the rolling.

Lifting his foot to Duan Ruiqun's face, Han Yicheng quickly turned around and hugged Xie Jinian who was lying on the sofa.

The coldness on his face instantly turned into an unshakable heartache, and the hostility in his eyes turned into softness. Holding Xie Jinian in his arms, Han Yicheng softly called "Qiqi" in his drowsy ear. ".

Xie Jinian opened his eyes in a daze, his eyes seemed to be unable to focus, and then he closed them weakly. He didn't know whether he was responding to Han Yicheng's call or just an unconscious noise.

Fu Nianheng rushed in with several security guards.Seeing Jiang Ruifeng who had fainted and the two people rolling on the ground screaming and writhing in pain, Fu Nianheng took a sip, looked at Xie Jinian again, and said bitterly: "These fucking grandsons are so stupid, they actually drugged you!" ?”

Han Yicheng raised his finger, caressing Xie Jinian's tightly closed lips with nostalgia.

"Han Yicheng, you bastard! What did you do to him?"

Outside the door kicked open by Han Yicheng, Ji Yuchen and Song Jinghui stared at Xie Jinian, who was held tightly in Han Yicheng's arms with his eyes closed, obviously in a wrong condition, and Ji Yuchen roared angrily.

When he arrived at the lobby, he met Song Jinghui who was looking for Xie Jinian everywhere, but no one answered the phone. Chu Xingyan and the people at the scene didn't see who Xie Jinian had met or where he had gone. He was already going crazy.

Unexpectedly, when he found this place and saw his elder brother in such a state, Ji Yuchen's mind was filled with anger, and he rushed into the room together with Song Jinghui.

Feeling Xie Jinian's constant cold sweat, uneven breathing, and flushed skin, Han Yicheng didn't pay attention to them at all.He only hugged Xie Jinian tightly, and whispered one after another: "Qiqi, don't be afraid, I am here, I will accompany you."

"Let him go!" Song Jinghui's face was ashen and he wanted to make a move, "What the hell are you trying to do!"

"He was drugged by Duan Ruiqun. It was Han Yicheng who arrived in time." Fu Nianheng quickly explained the situation to Ji Yuchen.

While they were talking, Han Yicheng carefully let go of Xie Jinian, his expression turned serious, and he rushed towards Duan Ruiqun again.

Duan Ruiqun's wailing shattered into pieces under a little merciless kick.The security guard watched anxiously, but no one dared to step forward to stop him.

In the end, it was Fu Nianheng who held Han Yicheng back.

He snapped: "Enough! Don't forget that your stitches haven't been removed yet!"

Han Yicheng kicked Duan Ruiqun bitterly again, and asked sharply, "What did you use for him? Tell me!"

Duan Ruiqun rolled over, but only howled and didn't answer.

"I'll cut you one by one." Han Yicheng leaned down, grabbed Duan Ruiqun's throat with his right hand, and punched Duan Ruiqun's nose with his left hand, "Say!"

"I'll say! I'll say!" Boss Ding, who saw that the situation was not good, spliced ​​up several words from the broken call sign, "I said, can you spare me?"

Han Yicheng threw Duan Ruiqun away, turned around, approached Mr. Ding, raised his foot and stepped on his waist: "Tell me, what medicine did you take?"

Mr. Ding wailed, "You promised to let me go first", Han Yicheng sneered, raised his foot, and approached his crooked nose, inch by inch, word by word: "What? What? Medicine?"

"Overseas! Medicines specially used in foreign countries for disobedient straight men! It's very powerful! If it's not relieved, it will damage people's brains..."

Han Yicheng turned around and kicked Duan Ruiqun hard again: "Where is the relieving agent!"

"No..." Mr. Ding said guiltily.

"No?" Han Yicheng looked at him sharply, "You say it again?"

"Yes, yes! I don't have it, but the person who sold it has it!" He howled, "Let me go, I'll help you find it!"

Han Yicheng glanced at Fu Nianheng.Fu Nianheng nodded: "Leave it to me. You take him to the hospital."

"It's useless without a relieving agent in the hospital." Mr. Ding wailed and fought for every ounce of life, "Without a relieving agent, we can only metabolize it as soon as possible through that behavior."

Han Yicheng roared with hatred, and rushed towards Duan Ruiqun again.

Fu Nianheng looked at Han Yicheng's lower back, and couldn't help taking a breath: "Your wounds have burst again?! Han Yicheng, are you going to die?"

"There's plenty of time to clean up this dregs!" He pulled Han Yicheng hard, "You stay with him! I'll go find a reliever!"

Han Yicheng regained his burnt out sanity.He hugged Xie Jinian again, and said to Fu Nianheng: "Go quickly."

Fu Nianheng ordered several security guards to take Duan Ruiqun and Jiang Ruifeng out, and asked two security guards to detain Boss Ding: "I'll call a private doctor to treat your wound, and I'll keep an eye on his condition."

When Fu Nianheng went out, Ji Yuchen said, "Let him go. He is my brother, and we are blood relatives, so it has nothing to do with you."

"No." Han Yicheng didn't intend to let go at all, "Unless I die."

Xie Jinian let out an unconscious sound, flushing from his neck to his chest, and his breathing was disordered and rapid.

Song Jinghui's eyes were red: "Xiaochen is Ah Nian's younger brother, I am his boyfriend, you are the outsider, go away!"

Han Yicheng turned a deaf ear and only hugged Xie Jinian even tighter.

Ji Yuchen was concerned about Xie Jinian's current situation, so he couldn't use force, so he had to hammer down the armrest of the sofa with all his strength.

The old velvet sofa didn't have any elasticity, and the vibration caused by Ji Yuchen's forceful punch was transmitted directly to Han Yicheng's body, and Han Yicheng finally felt the pain of the wound on his back that had burst open again.

He grunted.

At this moment, Xie Jinian slowly, weakly and confusedly opened his eyes.

Xie Jinian's eyes were sore, and the dizziness in his head still persisted. He tried his best to focus his eyes weakly, and met Han Yicheng's anxious face.

"A Cheng..."

A voice like a sigh fell indistinctly.

"Qiqi, I'm here, I'm here." Han Yicheng said hurriedly.

And Ji Yuchen firmly held Xie Jinian's hand: "Brother, I'm here, and Brother Jing Hui is also here, you're safe, we'll find you a reliever right away, right away!"

Xie Jinian didn't seem to respond, curled his body into a ball, closed his eyes again, and became groggy again.

Not long after, the private doctor also arrived.He looked at Xie Jinian's situation first, frowned and shook his head: "It's really tricky."

He turned to Han Yicheng again: "Let me see your wound."

Han Yicheng ignored and didn't move, let alone let go of Xie Jinian.It seemed that once he let go, Xie Jinnian would lose his safety, and he also lost the will to support.

This situation made Ji Yuchen yell at him: "Go and treat the wound first! I don't think my brother will want to see a dead person when he wakes up!"

Han Yicheng still didn't pay attention at all. In his world, there was only Xie Jinian who was suffering in pain.

If Fu Nianheng hadn't stopped him, he would have really killed those dregs who drugged Xie Jinian.

And now he also wants to kill Duan Ruiqun.

He doesn't care what the price is.

On the way to rush from the hospital after receiving Duan Ruiqun's movement from a private detective, he experienced the greatest fear in his life.

That fear even surpassed everything when Xie Jinnian left him, when Xie Jinnian forgot their past.He just thought over and over, as long as Xie Jinian is fine, he can exchange it with anything, and he doesn't want anything.

As long as Xie Jinnian is fine, if you want him to go, he will go.

It's okay to be empty.When the blood dries up, it dries up.Zuo Zuo is just a person whom Xi Jinping does not want, a life which Xi Jinping does not care about.But he cared about Xie Jinnian, he couldn't let him suffer any harm, even at the last moment before he died, he had to make sure that his body was fine before he could close his eyes with confidence.

Even if he is with someone else, as long as Xie Jinnian can be happy, he will accept it.

If there is a next life, he thought, from the very beginning, he would use Xie Jinian's favorite method to firmly hold Xie Jinian's hand, and never miss anything from the beginning to the end.

Looking at Han Yicheng like this, Ji Yuchen could only sigh bitterly, and then turned to Song Jinghui, full of helplessness: "Brother Jinghui, he is too paranoid. Brother's condition is not good now, don't take it to heart. "

Song Jinghui nodded silently, staring at Xie Jinian's pained and confused look: "As long as he's fine, I'm fine."

The doctor couldn't persuade Han Yicheng, so the doctor had to go around behind the sofa, press on Han Yicheng's back, and re-treat the second-degree wound on his lower back.

Seeing that the doctor took out the medical kit and sewed Han Yicheng directly, Ji Yuchen couldn't bear to turn his head.

Han Yicheng seemed unconscious, he couldn't feel anything except Xie Jinian.

After treating Han Yicheng's wound, the doctor turned to check on Xie Jinian's condition.

With the doctor shining a flashlight on his pupils, Xie Jinian weakly dodged into Han Yicheng's arms, and mumbled in a low voice, "A Cheng, A Cheng, I feel bad."

Han Yicheng was heartbroken, but there was no way to relieve Xie Jinian's state. He pressed against Xie Jinian's sweaty temples, and whispered words that no one could understand clearly in his ear.

Ji Yuchen hurriedly asked the doctor, "How is it?"

"It's very tricky." The doctor looked serious. "This medicine is too powerful. If it is not metabolized as soon as possible, it may affect his nerve center."

The light from the flashlight entered the pupils, which aroused Xie Jinian's reaction. He made a few unintelligible voices, "I..."

He opened his mouth, his voice was very soft, and his breath was very weak.

"It's so uncomfortable." His voice trembled violently, "It's hot..."

Unusual flushing seeped down from his neck, Han Yicheng gently followed Xie Jinian's movements, unbuttoned his tie, and unbuttoned the first two buttons of his shirt.

The flushing is still widespread, and even small red spots have begun to appear.

"Help me..." he said delicately, "I feel bad..."

There was an eerie, anxious silence in the room.

Xie Jinian hoarsely said in this eerie silence, "It hurts..."

He bit his lip, but there was no strength in his teeth, and his movements were weak and futile struggles, which made Han Yicheng's heart twist into a ball, and bloodstains ooze from his lips.

"Where does it hurt?" Ji Yuchen firmly held Xie Jinian's hand, "Brother, we are trying to find a way, we..."

He choked up, unable to speak.

Han Yicheng shook his hand and took out his mobile phone to call Fu Nianheng, shouting, "How long will it take!"

Fu Nianheng's voice was urgent, but still kept calm and clear: "I have already contacted the person. The medicine is in a neighboring city. I am rushing there. It will take up to two hours. In addition, I will continue to search in Lingbei. If I find it, I will send it right away." .”

Found a cure.This confirmation relieved the hearts of the people in the room a little, but the length of the two hours could not really make them feel at ease.

"Heart..." Xie Jinian murmured absentmindedly, "It's going to explode, it's so uncomfortable..."

Ji Yuchen rushed over and pushed Han Yicheng away, pressed Xie Jinian's shoulder, forcing him to look at him: "Brother, you have been drugged, do you know?"

Panting heavily, Xie Jinian said brokenly, "I know..."

"If you can't get the relieving agent in time, there is another way to relieve it. Do you know what it is? Do you know?" Ji Yuchen gritted his teeth and asked. "

"I know..." Xie Jinian tried his best to focus his eyes on Ji Yuchen's face, "I know."

Feeling that Xie Jinnian's skin touched by his fingertips was already so hot that it was almost scalding, Ji Yuchen knew that he couldn't delay any longer.Heartbroken, he asked loudly, "Brother, do you want Brother Jing Hui to stay?"

"I……"

Xie Jinian closed his eyes and took a breath, then whispered, "Jing Hui."

These two words fell into Han Yicheng's ears and tore his world apart.

Song Jinghui immediately replied, "I'm here."

Ji Yuchen also immediately let go of Xie Jinnian, and at the same time forcefully pulled Han Yicheng: "Brother Jinghui, you stay here, Han Yicheng, you..."

Xie Jinnian's voice was almost out of breath: "Jing Hui, you and Xiaochen... go out."

Ji Yuchen's face changed, and Song Jinghui froze instantly.Han Yicheng waved away Ji Yuchen's hand, and hugged Xie Jinian tightly again.

"Brother, you want Brother Jinghui to go out, do you know who is staying behind?"

"I know." Xie Jinian said, "I know it's him."

Clenching his hands into fists, Song Jinghui asked in a deep voice with red eyes, "A Nian, are you awake?"

"Yes." Xie Jinian closed his eyes, his voice became lower and lower, but his meaning was clear, "I am awake now. I know you are Song Jinghui. I know... what will happen."

"Even so, you still want me to go?"

"Yes." Xie Jinian's spirit became more and more lax, "I can't hold on anymore, please, go."

Song Jinghui's face was ugly, but he no longer hesitated, and decisively left the room.

Ji Yuchen stared deeply at Xie Jinian, then at Han Yicheng who was stunned by Xie Jinian's choice, sighed deeply, and walked out of the ward.

After the door closed, Han Yicheng looked at Xie Jinian in disbelief: "Qiqi, are you sure..."

"I'm uncomfortable, help me." Xie Jinian exhausted his last bit of consciousness and looked at Han Yicheng, "Help me..."

"No." Han Yicheng held Xie Jinian's hand and kissed repeatedly, "I can't."

"You can, only you can." Xie Jinian had tears in his eyes, "Only you."

Han Yicheng's lips were stained with blood again.He hugged Xie Jinian tightly, leaning against his profile: "I can't, Qiqi, I'm not a beast. I want you. I think about it every minute. But I know you don't love me anymore...I can't. "

"It's so hot..." Xie Jinian could hardly make a sound in his throat, and his breathing became more and more rapid, as if oxygen could no longer enter the body, "You refused the first time, saying that you were afraid that I would hurt...but the pain is better than the pain... ..."

What he will never forget, what Xie Jinian said during their first night, was vividly interpreted from Xie Jinian's shortness of breath, Han Yicheng's heart felt hollow for an instant, and he even forgot to breathe.He held Xie Jinnian's face tremblingly with his fingers, and his voice was broken than Xie Jinian's: "You...you remember? You haven't forgotten...you remember me!"

"Help me." Xie Jinian was on the verge of collapse. He raised his neck, showing his Adam's apple, and murmured vaguely, "Ah Cheng, give me..."

Han Yicheng's sanity was almost completely broken by Xie Jinian.But he still bit his lip hard, using the pain to stabilize his reason: "No. Qiqi, I know that if you do it, you will hate me when you wake up, and you will hate yourself even more. I can't make you hate Own……"

"Ah Cheng..." Xie Jinian's hand wearily stroked Han Yicheng's Adam's apple, and his weak, hot lips pressed against Han Yicheng's.

Han Yicheng instinctively opened the gap between Xie Jinnian's teeth.

That is what he has longed for for too long, what satisfies all his desires and thirsts, and is not stingy in asking him, revealing his deepest needs and desires to him, his Qiqi.

Lips and teeth intertwined, breath blended together, even after a long separation and choices that could not be merged, this kiss still fit so well that Han Yicheng wanted to cry.

It's his Qiqi.

But how did they get to where they are today?

How could it be that even though the kiss was hot, what was deeper than desire in his heart was still the deepest guilt for the lover in his arms who allowed him to get what he wanted, and the despair of knowing that even if he merged deeply and intertwined most wantonly at this moment, he would definitely lose him again ?

Xie Jinian's rationality has been completely fused, he only responded enthusiastically to Han Yicheng's kiss, catered to Han Yicheng's movements, licked away the tears that kept sliding down the side of Han Yicheng's face with his soft tongue, and made Han Yicheng hesitate to slide on his lower abdomen without daring to A further hand pushes towards his longing instinct.

The moment he was about to touch, Han Yicheng's hand tightened into a fist, breaking away from the guidance of Xie Jinian's hand.

The next moment, Xie Jinian posted it again.

Han Yicheng only felt that he was going crazy.

He never knew that he could be so rational in the face of Xie Jinian's initiative, and he could grit his teeth so that his nerves would not be broken in such a temptation.

Or to put it another way, only Xie Jinnian can free him from the instinctive blackness in his fate and stabilize that sliver of reason.

Only Xie Qinian is all his sanity.

"Ah Cheng..." Xie Jinian leaned against Han Yicheng's heart, his voice became softer and softer.

Xie Jinian's situation completely overwhelmed Han Yicheng's rationality.He held Xie Jinian's face, pressed it against his lips, and whispered hoarsely: "Qiqi, you have to remember, you remember, I forced you, I couldn't help it, you were drugged, you blocked Don't stop, don't blame yourself..."

"I can't stop it, you come..."

The moment he touched Xie Jinian's belt with trembling fingers, Han Yicheng heard a hasty knock on the door.

Ji Yuchen's voice came in through the thin door panel: "I got the relief agent, I'm going in!"

Han Yicheng's hoarse voice sounded like gravel, "Quick!"

Ji Yuchen brought his personal doctor into the room. Han Yicheng had already wrapped Xie Jinian's messy upper body in his own suit. He faced the doctor and said anxiously, "Hurry up, he really can't hold on anymore."

After injecting the relieving agent, the doctor waited for another 5 minutes, carefully checked Xie Jinnian's various conditions, and finally nodded: "Take a good rest for the next week, and there is probably no problem."

Ji Yuchen finally breathed a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, fortunately, Mr. Fu found a relieving agent in Lingbei in time."

The doctor left the room, Ji Yuchen leaned against the door, Han Yicheng also leaned on the back of the sofa as if he had collapsed, his hands still wrapped around Xie Jinnian.

No one spoke again.

Half an hour later, the high fever in Xie Jinian's body subsided, and the abnormal flushing almost disappeared. He opened his eyes tiredly, and caught a look at Han Yicheng who was looking at him nicely.

"open."

Xie Jinian's first sentence was exchanged for Han Yicheng's wry smile as if he knew it by heart.

He let go of his hand, carefully supported Xie Jinian's shoulder, and let Xie Jinian sit up from his arms, and stood up at the same time.

Ji Yuchen supported Xie Jinian, and let him sit on the sofa: "Brother, it's all right. I'll take you to the hospital and go home after a thorough examination."

Xie Jinian nodded, looked at the messy shirt on his body, the tie that had been untied and thrown on the ground, and Han Yicheng's suit, and looked at Han Yicheng who was slightly bent and standing two steps away from him with a complicated expression. , said softly: "Mr. Han, thank you."

The word "Mr. Han" fell into Han Yicheng's ears, it was as sharp and sharp as a sharp knife that cut through the heart despite being prepared.

But for a moment, everything in his arms became an illusion again.

And he even knew that it was inevitable.

He could only watch Ji Yuchen help Xie Jinian slowly walk out of this messy room, out of his space.

The moment the flimsy door was about to close, Han Yicheng suppressed his heart and said, "Wait a minute."

Ji Yuchen frowned and turned around, and said angrily: "What are you waiting for? My brother is in this situation, why don't you go to the hospital immediately?"

"I'll just say a word."

Han Yicheng walked over slowly, and looked at Xie Jinian fixedly through the door: "Do you not have amnesia?"