Chapter 68
Chapter 68
Song Ao. (Careful entry, offline.)
It happened just yesterday that Mu Bai was blocked in the dressing room, and today the director dared not let a few guests go to the beach to do missions.
Therefore, the plan to play at the beach was cancelled, and the guests stayed in the hut for two days to recuperate, mainly because Mu Bai's face was still a little bloated.
News came from the police station that the culprits had been captured and confessed that the person who bribed them was a Mr. Song.
When Shang Jue received the news, he almost didn't have to think about it, Song Ao's figure immediately appeared in his mind.
His body was tense, and the blood all over his body seemed to boil in an instant, rushing straight to his brain, and he opened the door uncontrollably, ready to rush out.
Mu Bai, who was still on the phone behind him, had an obedient look on his face, but after feeling the irritable atmosphere around him, he suddenly turned around, grabbed Shang Jue and asked, "Honey, where are you going?"
"I'll go downstairs." Shang Jue broke away from Mu Bai's hand and walked downstairs without looking back.
He and Mu Bai lived on the third floor, while only Gu Wangqiu, Li Mingshan and Song Ao lived on the second floor, and Song Ao deliberately chose to live next to them.
At this time, Song Ao was packing clothes in the room, and putting them one by one into the suitcase.
He was just taught a lesson by Li Mingshan this morning, and until now, the sense of fear in his heart has not completely subsided.
He originally didn't want to quit the show, but Shen Jianen called him and asked him to quit, and he sent someone to pick him up.
Song Ao's face was irritable, and his whole face was full of hostility, coupled with the bruises that had not completely disappeared after being beaten up by Gu Wangqiu yesterday, it made his whole face look a bit dazzling.
When Shang Jue went down to the second floor, the audience in the live broadcast room thought he was going to find Li Mingshan and Gu Wangqiu.
But in the next second, they saw Shang Jue passing by the door of Li Mingshan and Gu Wangqiu's room, and walking straight towards the door of Song Ao's room.
There was a knock on the door, and Shang Jue raised his face full of anger, clenched one hand into a fist, as if he was ready to hit someone at any time.
The audience in the live broadcast room were stunned.
[What is this for?Are you here to teach Fairy Song a lesson? 】
[Isn't it?I can still understand Mr. Li teaching Goblin Song a lesson. What kind of trouble is Shangyingdi? 】
[Didn't these two have an affair?Are you sure this isn't an affair? 】
[emmm, I don't look like it, Shang Yingdi looks like he wants to eat people]
【So Song Ao did something outrageous yesterday that requires both 1s in the show to teach him a lesson? 】
[Blind guess that he committed suicide? 】
Song Ao's room door opened, revealing his world-weary and hostile face, before he could even see the figure of the outsider clearly, he was punched firmly on the face.
"Hold!"
Song Ao was completely angry, turned his head and saw Shang Jue's face, he was slightly taken aback, then his anger rushed into his mind, he pulled Shang Jue past and slammed the door shut.
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[Actor Shang was directly pulled in? 】
【Oh shit!The camera in the room is off, so I can't see anything? 】
[What are you doing?Why are you pulling it in?Kiss and hug?Or fight? 】
【I'm so anxious, who can understand that I'm like a monkey jumping up and down now? 】
[Don't be a monkey, my mind is full of movie king Shang being directly dragged in by Song Ao, shit!This dead goblin couldn't even leave the program group, so she insisted on dragging someone into the water? 】
Shang Jue was pulled into the room, his back was pressed heavily against the wall, he groaned when he was hit, and then Song Ao stuck it up.
Song Ao looked at him like he was grinding his teeth, and asked with cold eyes: "You dare to hit me? Are you fat?"
"Shangjue, how long have I ignored you? Do you think that if I don't look for you, the past will be written off, and you don't have to pay back what you owe me?"
"I'm still fucking in China waiting for you to return home, waiting for you to confess to me when you come back, but you got married without saying a word, and married someone you only knew for a month. What do you take me for? Who Did the mother allow you to get married?"
Song Ao let out a roar that almost pierced Shang Jue's eardrums.
Shang Jue closed his eyes, then opened them again, his eyes became clear again.
Without any emotion, he forcibly broke Song Ao's hand and pushed him away from him.
Song Ao was startled, and wanted to stick to him again, but was avoided by Shang Jue.
Shang Jue stood at the door, keeping a distance from Song Ao, looking at Song Ao with an imperceptible sense of determination in his eyes.
He didn't answer Song Ao's question, but instead asked, "Did you do it?"
Song Ao frowned. "What?"
"Did you call those three people yesterday?" Shang Jue's irritability began to show uncontrollably again.
Song Ao looked at his angry face, his eyes froze for a moment, and then asked angrily, "What are you talking about? I don't understand!"
"Of course you don't understand, you Song Ao can do whatever you want, you can control other people's thoughts at will, torture people's hearts, make everyone submit to you, voluntarily submit to you, I just left you once , you tortured me over and over again, controlled me, and even brainwashed me, making me accept your filthy past."
"Song Ao, you have no heart!"
In fact, Shang Jue wanted to say these words to him a long time ago, but every time he faced him, it would remind him of those painful memories. What Song Ao did in front of him played back in his mind over and over again. , and even made him psychologically uncomfortable, so every time he faced Song Ao, he couldn't say anything.
If Mu Bai hadn't been injured this time, Shang Jue might still be the same as before, unwittingly exposing the past between him and Song Ao.
No matter how unwilling he was to admit it, he had indeed loved this strange yet familiar man in front of him, and was truly disgusted by him, to the extent that he didn't even want to mention his name for a while.
During the time when he hated Song Ao, he had nightmares all night while abroad, even when he woke up during the day, he could hear Song Ao yelling/bed in his ear, and the sound pierced his eardrum, It constantly stimulated his heart, causing him unspeakable pain and torture.
When he reacted, he was in a trance, and remembered what Song Ao had said to him: You owe me this, no matter what I do, you have to bear it.
But does he really need to suffer?
Song Ao was taken aback by his words. Looking at Shang Jue's struggling face, he felt a slight pain in his heart for the first time. This feeling was very strange, like his heart was suddenly pushed hard by someone. Tighten it, as if trying to pull it out, it hurts so much that he feels a little uncomfortable.
He clutched his heart hard.
Shang Jue looked at him and said: "Song Ao, it has been more than two years since we broke up, and I think I have already broken up with you in these two years, so I Whether to marry or not is my freedom, if you allow it or not, that is also your business and has nothing to do with me."
"After all, we have no relationship for a long time."
Song Ao seemed to be stimulated by his last words, suddenly raised his head and rushed towards Shang Jue.
Shang Jue was pressed against the door by him, Song Ao's hands were firmly restrained, and the whole person was pressed against the door panel and could not move.
Song Ao had a ferocious expression, gritted his teeth fiercely, and squeezed out from between his teeth. "What does it mean that there has been no relationship for a long time? Did I agree to your unilateral breakup? Shang Jue, you are so cruel, you only know how to abandon me again and again, but have you ever thought about my feelings? What do you do? Do you really care about me?"
"Why do you want me to care about you?" Shang Jue lowered his eyes, struggling unconsciously with his hands, but Song Ao clenched them tightly with force. "How do I need to think about your feelings? After you sleep with someone else, or after you hang out in a group, I still have to smile and forgive you?"
"Song Ao, why are you so dirty? You are filthy all over, why do you ask others to tolerate your filth?"
With a "snap", Shang Jue was slapped hard on the face.
Song Ao had already let go of him, and there was no anger on his face, only the coldness and arrogance that he was used to facing him.
"Why did I do that, don't you know?" Song Ao looked indifferent, even staring at Shang Jue with a contemptuous expression.
Shang Jue turned his head to one side, and said in a dull tone: "I know, you said that I forced you."
He turned his head and looked straight at Song Ao with complex emotions hidden in his eyes. "But is it really me who forced you, or is it just your nature? You said that I owe you, except for breaking up with you twice, I haven't missed any other things that I should do as a boyfriend, but you!"
Shang Jue closed his eyes. "Song Ao, those things in the past have already passed. I don't want to mention it again. I didn't come here today to entangle you. I just want to ask you, does what happened yesterday have anything to do with you?"
"I've told you that I don't understand, how many times do you want me to explain it to you?" Song Ao opened his red phoenix eyes and looked at him with anger.
Shang Jue stared at him for a long time, and finally confirmed from his eyes that it was indeed not Song Ao who did it.
He lowered his head slightly, nodded slightly, and said as if he was discouraged: "Okay, then let's make it clear today. From now on, I will have nothing to do with you. When we meet in the future, we will treat each other as strangers." .”
"I'm married, and we've already broken up. If you forget about me, don't bother me anymore."
After Shang Jue said this, he turned around and opened the door to go out.
Song Ao, who was standing inside, looked at the closed door in a daze in a daze. It took him a long time to react, and he stretched out his hand and violently lifted the table.
The things on the table were scattered all over the floor, making crackling noises.
Shang Jue at the door did not go far, and heard the sound of him lifting the table, but this time his footsteps did not stop, and he walked straight forward.
At the corner of the stairs in front, Mu Bai stood there, his facial expression was covered by the mask he was wearing.
Shang Jue stepped forward, reached out to pull him into his arms, and asked in a low voice, "Why did you get down?"
"I want to come and see you." Mu Bai raised his face and looked at Shang Jue with his eyes open.
Shang Jue lowered his head, rubbed his forehead against his head, and said in a low voice, "Baby, Mom told you to make a video call with her at night."
"Okay." Mu Bai nodded in response.
"In the future, he won't pester me any more."
Mu Bai opened his eyes wide, then blinked vigorously.
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Song Ao paralyzed his whole body on the bed, and the room was in a mess, showing that he had just vented.
He opened his mouth slightly, looked at the ceiling with his eyes, and covered his chest with his hands, looking like he was about to smile or not.
In his mind, he still recalled the appearance of Shang Jue, the expression on his face when he said those decisive words, and the disgust in his eyes when he scolded himself for being cheap.
Shang Jue has never used such words to hurt others, this is the first time, but Song Ao understands that it will be the last time.
Heart throbbing pain after burst, Song Ao curled up, curling himself into a circle on the bed, recalling all the past, the scenes of him and Shang Jue being together were like a movie, playing in loop in his mind.
Those happy times of his, and the past when Shang Jue pampered him, were real and real, and he couldn't forget them even if he wanted to.
But he is sick, he has a mental illness, he has a strong desire to control and possess, and if he doesn't like it, he wants to destroy or even abuse his body. He knows that he doesn't like it, but He still couldn't control himself, and instinctively felt that indulgence could bring him pleasure.
That's why he hurt Shang Jue again and again, pushing him further and further away from him.
He can't control it and can't change it, unless Shang Jue can tie him up and lock him in a small dark room.
But with Shang Jue's nature, he wouldn't do that, so they were destined not to be together.
Song Ao hugged himself and laughed with his mouth parted, but tears flowed out uncontrollably.
Before Shen Jianen sent him here, he had told him to break off with Shang Jue, and it was best to break it off completely, otherwise he would ruin Shang Jue's reputation.
But Song Ao was reluctant, how could he be willing to break up with Shang Jue?
The person he has liked since he was a child, his neighbor's elder brother, can spoil him to the sky, fight for him, save money for him to buy shoes by working secretly, skip class and play games online with him, write a love letter overnight for him, and can be at any time Putting aside work and rushing back to coax him, you can unconditionally meet his various demands when he wants, cooperate with him as much as possible, and like him everywhere.
Such a person, how could he give up thinking about it?No matter how much he misses others, the person he loves the most in his heart is still Shang Jue, but he still can't fully interpret this love.
Song Ao packed his luggage and left the program group.
No one saw him off when he left, and when he came out, all the guests were still awake, only the chief director stood at the door of the hut, nodding and smiling at him.
Song Ao said expressionlessly: "Don't worry, I will tell Shen Jianen not to make things difficult for you."
The chief director was slightly taken aback, watching Song Ao put on his peaked cap, and get in the car that came to pick him up.
The driver in the driver's seat looked indifferent, but somehow he and Song Ao seemed very harmonious.
Song Ao went to the hotel arranged for him by Shen Jianen, sent a message to Shen Jianen, ordered a bottle of spirits, got himself drunk, and lay down in the hotel room.
At three o'clock in the afternoon, Shen Jianen pushed open the door of the hotel, and the room smelled of alcohol, and the people on the bed were naked and huddled together.
He reached out and pulled the tie around his neck, took off his clothes and pressed towards the person on the bed.
Same as before, Song Ao would instinctively cater to him even in his sleep, and when Shen Jianxi felt refreshed, he would gently touch his face with his fingers.
But Song Ao woke up suddenly, with a pair of misty eyes opened, filled with tears, and holding Shen Jianen's neck with both hands, thinking that he was another person.
"Brother Xiaojue, I miss you so much." He moved his lips closer, and the lips that had been slid by tears pressed against a piece of cool lips, and then his neck was stuck.
Shen Jianen asked in a cold voice: "Song Ao, please open your eyes and look at me?"
Waking up again, Song Ao was awakened by the pain, his head was groggy, and his body was hit by waves of pain, as if he had been run over by a heavy truck.
The light in front of him was dim, and there was a steady stream of heat around him.
Song Ao opened his eyes and turned his head to meet Shen Jianen's gaze.
As the only heir of the Shen family, Shen Jianchen's conditions are undoubtedly superior. Song Ao hooked up with him at the beginning because of his proud appearance.
But Shen Jianen is too perverted, on the surface he looks like a gentleman, but in fact he plays very flamboyant and perverted behind the scenes, and often tortures Song Ao in different ways to play things that he can't even play.
I don't know how many times, Song Ao opened his eyes and saw him again, but he still felt fear in his heart, and his body flinched subconsciously.
Shen Jianen propped his arms on the bed, leaned his head and looked at him, and sneered. "You know you're afraid? When you seduced Li Mingshan on the show, weren't you quite capable?"
"Why are you not good at teaching?" Shen Jianen stretched out his hand to caress Song Ao's face.
"I'm very obedient." Song Ao raised his eyes to look at him, instinctively moved towards him, and even obediently rubbed his cheek against his palm.
With a "snap", Song Ao was hit on the face.
But after beating Shen Jianen, he felt distressed again, and touched his wound, which unsurprisingly made the person next to him tremble.
"That's right, as long as you are obedient, I can satisfy you with any request." There was a sneer on the corner of Shen Jianen's mouth. "But I don't like it. When you were with me, you called other men's names."
Song Ao's eyes widened suddenly.
"How many times? Did I not attack Shang Jue, you treat me as a dead thing?" His hair was suddenly pulled by Shen Jianen.
"No, it's not." Song Ao looked at him struggling, with physical tears streaming down his face.
Shen Jianen lowered his head and licked his cheek lightly with the tip of his tongue.
Tears were salty and bitter, and he didn't like the taste.
Suddenly loosening Song Ao's hair, Shen Jianen got up with a disgusted expression and began to get dressed. "Clean up and come back with me."
"Where are you going?" Song Ao was already confused by him, lying on the bed in a daze, his eyes were out of focus.
Shen Jianen paused slightly when putting on his clothes. "Where else can I go? Should I send you back abroad?"
Song Ao raised his head and looked at him in horror.
He can go anywhere, but he cannot go abroad.
Seeing his frightened appearance like a fawn, Shen Jianen was in a good mood.
As soon as he put on his shirt, he leaned down and kissed his cheek. "Don't worry, I won't treat you like that. As long as you are obedient and obedient, your mother will be imprisoned in a mental hospital for the rest of her life, and I will never be able to control you again."
"You don't want to live those tortured days before, do you?"
Song Ao was pulled out of his thoughts by him, and suddenly remembered the time he spent abroad. He was locked in the room all day long, facing the crazy woman, smiling at him for a while, and looking at him again for a while. He punched and kicked, and the question he was asked the most was why he left her, but that was his mother, and what she asked was not Song Ao, but Song Ao's father.
Song Ao's father abandoned their mother and son when they went abroad, ran away with a foreign woman, and took away most of the family's savings. Originally, it was for Song Ao to study abroad, but in the end he didn't even give it to the school. He reported it and took all the money away.
At first he panicked when he knew that his father had run away, but then faced with his mother who was gradually going mad at home, he suddenly understood why his father had to leave because his mother suffered from hereditary/mental illness.
Song Ao didn't know that he had heredity until the time he broke up with Shang Jue, he did many uncontrollable things, and found out that he was also sick. He could only keep looking for stimulation to comfort his soul .
But he didn't want to admit that this embarrassment would be caused by himself, so he imposed this pain on Shang Jue.
Shen Jianxi didn't like Song Ao's distraction when talking to him, so he tore off the quilt on him, and opened his mouth to bite his shoulder, but he saw the bruises on Song Ao's shoulder, and his face was pale. Instantly darkened.
The videos on the Internet have been spread all over the sky. Shen Jianen pays attention to Song Ao all the time, so why doesn't he understand where his injury came from.
"Although it's a bit difficult, it's not impossible to avenge you." Shen Jianen pulled the quilt to cover Song Ao's shoulders.
Song Ao looked up at him, and asked in a daze, "What revenge? Did you do what happened yesterday?"
"Are you questioning me?" Shen Jianen raised his eyebrows. "What right do you have to question me? Haven't you cleared your position yet? If I'm happy, I'll avenge you. If I'm unhappy, I can do whatever I want. You have no right to ask me."
Song Ao closed his mouth.
Seeing his obedient appearance, Shen Jianen once again opened his mouth like alms. "But since you want to know so much, I might as well tell you that I found someone to do it."
Song Ao's expression changed in an instant, and just as the anger surged up on his face, Shen Jianen asked in a cool voice: "So impatient to avenge your old lover?"
"How dare I?" Song Ao glanced at him, then lowered his head dejectedly.
"That's right." Shen Jianen touched his cheek with his hand in great satisfaction.
"As long as you are obedient and obedient, I will give you whatever you want."
This sentence seems to be like a curse, almost every once in a while, it will pop out of Shen Jianen's mouth, sometimes when he is in a good mood, and sometimes when he is in a bad mood.
But most of the time, it was because he was happy to do it, and Song Ao made a request to him, and he would say it.
Today, however, is clearly different.
Song Ao stretched out his hands to tighten the quilt around his body, and watched Shen Jianen purse his lips tightly.
He couldn't help thinking in his head, if one day he fell ill, would Shen Jianen still treat him like he does now?Or would he send him to a mental hospital without hesitation, and then turn around and continue looking for a new obedient plaything?
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