Chapter 1321 631: The End Is Also the Start (End of Main Story)
Chapter 1321 631: The End Is Also the Start (End of Main Story)
"Before she died, she told me that I wouldn't grow up, that I was very special, and also very kind. I've been learning how to be a person, but she was very clear that I actually hadn't learned. She said she understood why my predecessors told me those things, because she, like my predecessors, hoped I would be kind, yet also hoped I wouldn't be kind."
"She asked me to take care of myself, not to be sad. The times are tough now, and if possible, she hoped I could help care for Wei Ze, Wei Jin, Wei Ming, and the others. She hoped we would all be safe and healthy, and she wished I could successfully cross the tribulation."
"Mrs. Qin expressed many wishes to me before she died, but those weren't actual wishes."
"I still stayed in the Taifeng Building, wanting to help Mrs. Qin take care of her children, but I couldn't do it."
"The world is in chaos."
"I'm just Feifei. When no one makes a wish to me and I don't want to fulfill someone's wish, I am powerless. Beiping fell, the Jiang family left Beiping, I wanted to protect them but I was powerless."
"I didn't dare reveal the fact that I was a spirit to anyone other than Mrs. Qin. The Wei Ze couple got separated while searching for their missing child, Wei An and Wei You were seriously ill, Wei Ming went to get medicine and never returned. I couldn't find the medicine, nor could I find Wei Ming. I could only hold Wei An and Wei You's hands, asking them to wish to me, asking them to wish for their own health and recovery."
"They just thought I had gone crazy."
"Until they died, they never truly wished to me."
"I don't understand, making a wish is such a simple thing, everyone can do it. At that time, Shi Tou obviously didn't believe it but still made a successful wish, why couldn't Mrs. Qin do it? Why couldn't Mrs. Qin's children do it? Why didn't they want to make a wish to me?"
"For the first time, I hated my ability so much, hated that I needed others to wish to me to fulfill desires."
"At that moment, I knew I had failed my tribulation."
"Wei Ming disappeared while looking for medicine, I went looking for Wei Ming, but on the way to find him, I was robbed by bandits and stabbed to death."
"This was my first life."
"In my second life, I was Chen Shun, born into a farming family in Shu."
"That life was very strange, I remembered many things, I remembered Mrs. Qin, remembered everything that happened in the first life, but couldn't remember what my obsession was, not at all."
"I vaguely felt like I should be looking for someone, but I didn't know who I was looking for or what I would do once I found them."
"When I was still a babbling child, I met Wei Ming, I held on to him and kept calling him Ming Ming. Seeing him made me very happy, my intuition told me I needed to find him, but it wasn't just him."
"Later, my parents and I moved to Shanghai, met Youyou, saw Wei Guo and Dad, and then you all know the rest of the story."
"In that life, until I died, I was always running around opening snack shops, all named Qin's Steamed Bun Shop. I was always looking for people, aimlessly looking for people, without a purpose."
"Perhaps influenced by Mrs. Qin, even though I didn't really want to help others in that life, I couldn't help but want to help when I saw others of my kind, because I knew I was Feifei, and I could help them, even if I didn't have the ability."
"In the third life, I was reincarnated as Xu Nuo. Honestly, Dad, until I died, I didn't know you were Little Ninth. I really didn't expect to be reincarnated as the son of a friend from a previous life, but Dad, you truly were the best dad." Qin Huai said, looking at Mr. Xu.
Mr. Xu could only sigh: "Life is indeed very strange, I also didn't expect to meet my son before he was born, and to see him again after his death."
"The experiences I had as Xu Nuo you all know well. At that time, my memories were already incomplete, and I couldn't remember my obsession, but I still wanted to find someone. My intuition told me I shouldn't stay in Gusu, and that I should go elsewhere to find people, so I was never content with the status quo, never wanted a stable job, I just wanted to run."
"And then I died unexpectedly."
On hearing this, Shi Dadan lowered his head again, feeling very guilty.
"Old Shi, I've told you many times, it's not your fault." Qin Huai said with great certainty, "I was meddling in the cause and effect of other spirits' tribulations, making my tribulation extremely difficult, and even if you hadn't run over me with a car, I would likely have died tragically in that life anyway. It had nothing to do with you."
"If there's anyone to apologize to, it should be me apologizing to you. If you hadn't hit me, you wouldn't have failed your tribulation."
"In the fourth life, I actually had some memory, but I didn't remember the earlier events clearly. However, I did remember that I was a spirit, not a human. But because my memories were so fragmented, it made me seem crazy, and during that life, my mental status was also very unstable. Plus, in that life my parents divorced, neither of them cared for me, leaving me to fend for myself. After graduating from middle school, they sent me to a mental hospital. I wanted to escape but couldn't, and in the end, died from falling off a building while trying to escape."
"And then came this life."
"I know everyone is very curious and wants to know what the game system is. Actually, I'm not very sure either, but now I have a vague feeling."
"My ability has not fully returned."
"This system should be the embodiment of my ability."
"I intervened in too many spirits' tribulations, resulting in my tribulation becoming extremely difficult, nearly impossible to succeed in. I think this strange system should be a straw given to me by heaven, tasks are a straw, helping you awaken is a straw, meeting you is a straw, everything is my straw."
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