A Touch of Shadow: The Duke's Obsession

Chapter 50: You Will Find Me

Sensing her sudden boldness, Rhaegar’s lips curved into a faint, knowing smile. He cast aside the cloth in his hand and bent his head, answering Caelith’s kiss.

She did not know what strange impulse had driven her to close that distance. She only knew that, in this moment, she longed for it—longed to claim that kiss, to lose herself within this fleeting haven of tenderness.

Rhaegar gently pressed her down upon the bed and leaned over her, his presence enveloping. With a teasing motion, he parted her collar, the fabric loosening to reveal the slender line of her neck and shoulders.

Then, all at once, clarity struck her.

Caelith turned her head sharply and, summoning all her strength, pushed him away. Bracing her hands against the edge of the bed, her body trembled uncontrollably as she gasped for breath.

"I cannot... I am sorry... Rhaegar, I cannot... I cannot be with you..."

She had indulged in enough desire already. She couldn’t explain why this man was so irresistible, but no matter how much she wanted him, the sense of duty that had been drilled into her since she joined Yvaine’s family was like a chain guarding her heart.

Rhaegar watched as she buried her face in her hands, her sobs breaking through her composure, and anguish tightened within his chest.

He said nothing at first. Rising quietly, he crossed to the wardrobe and retrieved a heavy outer robe. Returning to her side, he draped it carefully over her shoulders, concealing the flushed marks upon her skin.

"Do not apologize," he said at last, his voice steady and resolute. "This is not your fault."

Caelith lifted her tear-filled gaze toward him. She was still Dorian’s wife—bound by vows she could not so easily cast aside. She had no right to cross that boundary.

She could love Rhaegar and suffer the consequences alone, but if Rhaegar were to pay for their mutual mistake... The thought of it was far too painful to endure.

"I’m sorry..."

Rhaegar reached out, brushing away the tears at the corner of her eyes with gentle fingers. "Listen to me, Caelith," he said softly, yet with unshakable conviction. "If I am to have you, it will be with your willing heart—openly, honorably. I will never take you in a way that leaves you burdened with doubt or regret."

She could find no words in reply. Only her tears continued to fall in silence.

"Do not weep," his tone softened further. "If your eyes swell, others will grow suspicious when you return."

"I... I cannot stop," she whispered, her voice breaking.

"I know." He placed a hand lightly against her forehead, as if to assure himself she was not fevered, and only then did his tension ease. "Let me tend to your wounds. Once you are cared for, I will see you safely back."

He fetched a jar of salve from the table and knelt before her. With a tenderness that seemed to reach the marrow, he cleansed and dressed her injuries, even wiping the dust from her feet with painstaking care.

She watched him in silence, her heart stirring with a confusion she could not name. Gratitude rose to her lips, yet no words would come. She simply allowed him to tend to her.

In all her years, save for the quiet devotion of her parents, no one had ever treated her with such gentle attentiveness. Not even after her marriage into Dorian’s household had she known such care.

When he had finished, Rhaegar returned to sit beside her. The commanding aura he wore before others had faded; in its place was a quiet, almost disarming gentleness.

"Are you still afraid?" he asked.

The memory of her earlier nightmare flickered through her mind, and she shivered. "A little."

"Do not be," he said, his hand resting lightly against her back, soothing and steady. "From this day forward, I will not allow you to be harmed again. I will take you back shortly."

At once, she shook her head. "That is too dangerous. If anyone from Dorian’s household sees you, it will bring trouble upon us both."

"I do not care," Rhaegar replied without hesitation. "I will not have you walk back alone."

"But—"

"There is no ’but.’" His voice cut gently yet firmly through her protest. In one swift motion, he lifted her into his arms. "I will take you myself. And if any dare speak of it—" his eyes darkened with cold resolve, "—they will not live to regret it."

She knew well that once he had spoken, his will would not bend. And so she surrendered to it, allowing him to carry her from the inner chamber.

Outside, lanterns swayed beneath the wind and rain, their light trembling along the corridor. Lance stepped forward at once, raising a broad umbrella to shield them both.

"My lord, the carriage is prepared," he said.

Rhaegar gave a brief nod and strode toward the courtyard gate, still holding Caelith close.

When they reached the carriage, Lance hurried to lift the curtain. Rhaegar bent and placed her carefully inside, then reached in to draw the brazier nearer, ensuring warmth gathered about her before the journey began.

"Take her to the Valehart estate," Rhaegar commanded.

"Yes, my lord," Lance replied, bowing his head in obedience.

The carriage stirred into motion, its wheels rolling slowly through the rain-darkened streets. Within, Caelith leaned against the cushioned interior, wrapped tightly in Rhaegar’s outer robe. It carried his scent—a cool, lingering fragrance of pinewood—enveloping her like an unseen embrace.

He drew her hand into his own. His palm was broad, his fingers long and defined, wholly enclosing her smaller hand as though it belonged there.

"Why... why do you treat me so?" Caelith asked at last, unable to hold the question any longer.

"Do you truly not know?" Rhaegar replied, a faint, teasing smile touching his lips.

A flush rose to her cheeks. She dared not meet his gaze, turning instead toward the shadowed window. She had thought him merely a man who toyed with hearts—but she had not expected him to understand hers so completely.

"I..." Her voice faltered, her throat tightening.

"You need not say anything," Rhaegar murmured. He lifted a hand to gently tuck a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "You need only remember this—whatever befalls you, whenever you turn back, you will find me there."

"Thank you... Rhaegar..." The tide of her emotions surged beyond restraint, and tears slipped free despite her efforts.

He reached out at once, brushing them away with quiet care. "We are nearly at the Valehart estate. It would not do for the lady of the house to be seen in tears."

Caelith drew a steadying breath, forcing her heart to settle, pressing down the swell of feeling within her.

The carriage moved at an unhurried pace. They sat in silence, hands entwined, neither speaking another word.

At last, after half an hour, the carriage came to a stop in the rear alley of the Valehart estate. Rhaegar stepped down first, then bent to lift Caelith into his arms once more.

Only after ensuring no one lingered nearby did he set her gently upon her feet. With careful hands, he adjusted the robe around her shoulders.

"Go on," he said softly.

She nodded, though reluctance shone clearly in her eyes. "And you..."

"I will watch until you are safely inside," he said, cutting her off with quiet firmness.

"Then... take care on your way back."

Rhaegar inclined his head. "Three days hence, at Firefly Lane—I will be waiting."

"...Very well."

With that, Caelith pushed open the rear gate and hurried inside. After a few steps, she could not help but turn back. He still stood where she had left him, unmoving, a silent sentinel in the rain.