novelraw Chapter 45: Following
Chapter 45: Following
"Still hiding from me?" he murmured, his voice low and edged with amusement. "Are you?"
"N-no... I won’t hide anymore..."
At that very moment, Lance’s voice broke sharply from beyond the carriage curtains, "My lord, this subordinate has urgent matters to report."
The words fell like cold water over flame, extinguishing the charged intimacy within at once.
Caelith startled violently, clarity rushing back to her mind. Flustered, she hastily straightened her disheveled robes, her fingers trembling as she struggled to compose herself.
A shadow passed over Rhaegar’s expression, his tone turning dark and displeased.
"You had best have a matter worthy of interrupting me."
From outside came Lance’s steady reply:
"Just now, this knight discovered someone secretly following Lady Caelith. Judging by his attire and bearing, he appears to be a servant of the Valehart estate. The man has already been dealt with—no trace left behind. However, fearing there may be others yet unseen, I deemed it necessary to report at once."
At these words, Caelith froze.
Dorian Valehart... had sent someone to follow her?
A chill crept up her spine.
Rhaegar had long known of Dorian’s suspicious nature, yet even he had not expected such swift action. Had Lance not discovered it in time, the consequences might have been dire.
He turned his gaze toward her, his eyes dark and piercing.
"Now do you understand fear?"
Caelith’s eyes reddened slightly, her voice unsteady.
"I... I never imagined he would go so far as to have me followed..."
"You keep avoiding me," Rhaegar cut in coldly, "and next time, I may not arrive in time."
His voice lowered, each word deliberate, pressing heavily upon her.
"Do you truly believe that by hiding from me, you can prevent Dorian from growing suspicious? Caelith—you are far too naive. Had Lance not intervened today, your movements would already be known to him. Tell me—what then would you have done?"
Her lashes trembled, tears gathering despite herself.
"I wasn’t trying to avoid you on purpose..."
"Then do not do so again."
His tone softened, though the command remained unyielding.
"Remember this—so long as you turn back, I will always be there."
Without waiting for her reply, he drew her into his arms.
"I will handle matters concerning Dorian," he added quietly. "You need not worry."
The air within the carriage shifted once more, the tension returning—subtler now, but no less consuming.
Rhaegar lowered his head, his breath brushing lightly past her ear. Caelith’s strength seemed to melt away; her hands clutched tightly at his robes, seeking some fragile anchor.
One of his hands traced gently along her back, slow and reassuring, while the other lifted to her cheek, brushing aside the loose strands of hair behind her ear. His fingertips grazed her earlobe ever so slightly—and she shivered.
Nestled within his embrace, she felt herself soften entirely, her will wavering as she surrendered to the warmth of his presence.
The defenses she had so carefully built... crumbled at last.
She knew it was wrong.
Yet in that moment, she wanted nothing more than to remain within his arms.
His touch lingered, his closeness deepening, his movements unhurried but intent. The space between them seemed to vanish altogether, the world beyond the carriage fading into nothingness.
Her breathing grew uneven, her thoughts dissolving into a haze––until suddenly... She came back to her senses.
With a burst of clarity, she pushed against him, her voice trembling yet stern, "No... Rhaegar... we must not..."
Rhaegar’s interest, once stirred, had been abruptly interrupted, and a flicker of displeasure crossed his features.
"Oh?"
Caelith hastily gathered her loosened robes, drawing them tightly about herself, her voice lowered in anxious urgency.
"This is the rear alley of the Valehart estate... there are still people outside. If we are seen—what then?"
At this, understanding dawned in Rhaegar’s eyes. A slow, knowing smile curved his lips. He knew well—her resistance was not rejection, but caution born of circumstance.
"Why do you smile?" she asked, her brows knitting faintly in confusion.
The amusement in his gaze deepened, yet he offered no answer. Instead, he simply looked at her—long and intently. His eyes burned with such intensity that Caelith instinctively turned her head aside, seeking escape from that consuming gaze.
But he would not allow it.
With a gentle touch, he caught her chin between his fingers and turned her face back toward him.
"I should return," she said softly, forcing composure. "If they discover I am absent from the estate without a reason, suspicion will surely arise."
As she spoke, she tried to push past him, intent on leaving the carriage.
Yet Rhaegar’s arm slid once more about her waist, holding her in place.
She struck lightly at his chest in protest. "Let me go. Please."
"Very well."
His tone was calm, almost indulgent. He released her at once, shifting slightly aside to make way.
Freed, Caelith rose in a flurry, hastily smoothing her garments, her movements betraying the lingering turmoil within her.
"I... I am leaving."
Without waiting for a reply, she lifted the carriage curtain and stepped down, her pace quick, her figure retreating toward the Valehart estate without so much as a backward glance.
Outside, Lance observed her departure, then glanced toward the carriage. Catching sight of the softened expression upon his lord’s face, he understood at once—whatever had transpired within had unfolded precisely as Rhaegar desired.
Rhaegar’s voice came, low and even, "Let us go."
"Yes, my lord."
Lance swiftly took hold of the reins, and the carriage departed from the shadowed alley.
Back within her courtyard, Caelith’s heart still raced uncontrollably, each beat echoing in her chest. Her cheeks remained flushed, warmth lingering stubbornly upon her skin.
She hurried to the window, pushing it open to let in the cool night air, hoping the breeze might steady her thoughts.
***
The following morning—
Upon waking, memories of the previous night returned unbidden, and once more her cheeks bloomed with color.
With a quiet sigh, she rose and seated herself before her dressing table, taking up her comb. The reflection in the mirror revealed a woman unsettled—far from the composed mistress of the household she was meant to be.
Last night... she had nearly lost all restraint again.