novelraw Chapter 40: Only Her
Chapter 40: Only Her
For a moment, she hesitated—then the words came, fragile and bare.
"I only thought... of you."
Her fingers tightened faintly against his robes.
"A man of your standing... one day you will surely take a wife. Perhaps more than one. As Dorian Valehart has done—one lawful wife, concubines besides... a household filled with countless beauties."
Her voice faltered, her heart lay open in quiet ache.
"I fear... that one day, you too will bring other women into your life, as he has."
There was a faint bitterness in her tone, like the lingering taste of unshed sorrow.
These past days, his care, his protection—she had seen it all, felt it all. And somewhere deep within, something fragile had taken root, growing quietly, beyond her control.
Yet she dared not hope.
Duke Rhaegar Thorne stood too high above her—lord of the Shadow Guard, wielding power that could sway kingdoms. A man such as he was destined for alliances of status and blood, for a noble bride of equal standing, for a household rich with heirs and adornments.
And she?
Merely the fallen daughter of a disgraced house.
For a heartbeat, he was silent—caught off guard.
Then, in the depths of his eyes, a flicker of something almost amused, almost pleased, stirred to life.
"Foolish girl," he said softly.
"You... would take concubines as well?" she asked, her voice small, her gaze searching his face as though her very breath depended upon the answer.
He looked down at her—at the fragile vulnerability she could not conceal—and his heart softened beyond restraint.
"And here you are, tormenting yourself with such thoughts," he said, his tone gentler now, though a hint of teasing lingered beneath.
Her tear-bright eyes met his.
"With your standing... it is only natural..." she began.
"Natural?" he interrupted, lowering his head until his lips hovered near her ear, his voice a low murmur that sent a tremor through her.
"Natural to take many wives? To wed a lady of equal rank, as the world expects?"
"...Yes," she whispered.
A faint smile touched his lips—one he did not let her fully see.
He understood her fear. Her uncertainty. The fragile insecurity that lay hidden beneath her composed exterior.
But he would not speak the truth—not yet.
To tell her now, to vow that he would choose only her, that no other woman would ever stand beside him—such words, though sincere, would only weigh upon her, bind her in a promise she was not yet free to accept.
She was still bound to the Valehart estate.
Still walking a perilous path.
He would not make that path more dangerous.
No—he would wait.
Wait for the day when he could stand before her without shadow or restraint—and tell her, openly and without fear, that in this lifetime, there would be only her.
"What manner of man I am—you shall come to know in time. For now, it is enough that you care for yourself."
He did not answer her question directly—yet neither did he deny it.
Caelith asked no further. In her heart, she quietly accepted what seemed inevitable: that a man such as Rhaegar Thorne would one day take many wives, as men of power always did.
She leaned into his embrace, her arms slipping gently about his waist, her cheek resting against his chest. He, in turn, raised a hand to her back, patting it lightly in a gesture both protective and soothing.
"Do not cry," he murmured softly. "So long as I stand, none shall dare wrong you again."
"...Mm."
Behind the rockery, leaves stirred in the faint breeze, and for a fleeting moment, the world seemed to narrow to the quiet warmth of their closeness.
At last, she drew back slightly.
"Dolly is still waiting beyond. I must return."
Rhaegar reached out, carefully smoothing the slight disarray in her hair, his touch lingering for but a breath.
"Go, then."
A faint flush colored her cheeks as she turned and stepped away from the shelter of stone and shadow.
He remained where he stood, watching her retreating figure until it vanished from sight. Only then did he lift a hand to his lips, a trace of a smile playing upon them before he turned and departed the Valehart estate.
No sooner had he crossed beyond the gates than Lance Illian appeared before him, bowing slightly.
"My lord—urgent word from the Northern Command. You are required at once."
Rhaegar’s expression cooled, the softness of moments before vanishing like mist beneath the sun.
"Then we ride."
Together, they moved swiftly through the streets. Hooves struck against the stone-paved road, sharp and unrelenting, and the common folk scattered aside at their passing, heads lowered in wary respect.
Before long, they arrived at the headquarters of the Shadow Guard.
Lance spoke as they dismounted, his voice measured.
"A theft at a medicinal house in the western quarter. Several century-old tinctures and rare herbs have been taken. The proprietor reported the matter to the authorities, but the local magistrate could make no progress and has thus transferred the case to us."
"A mere theft?" Rhaegar’s brow furrowed faintly. "Are the magistrates so inept that even this lies beyond them?"
"The culprit is said to be exceedingly skilled," Lance replied. "Not a trace was left behind, and only the most valuable herbs were taken. The magistrate suspects a seasoned rogue—perhaps one beyond their means to apprehend."
Rhaegar gave no immediate reply.
Upon entering the main hall, the attending guards bowed deeply. Without pause, he removed his outer robe and handed it off, accepting from Lance a dossier which he flipped open with casual precision.
After a brief glance, he spoke, his tone returning to its accustomed authority.
"Bring forth the suspect."
Moments later, two Shadow Guards escorted in a young man clad in ragged garments. He was forced to his knees before the hall—yet though he knelt, he refused to bow his head.
A defiance lingered in the set of his shoulders, as though he would sooner break than yield.