novelraw Chapter 1736 - 386: Time Bomb, Life of Sin (Part 1)
Chapter 1736 - 386: Time Bomb, Life of Sin (Part 1)
Ah Yun heard the noise and pushed the door open to enter. Seeing her awake, she immediately rushed over happily: "Miss... you finally woke up, do you know how much you scared me?"
She saw Yun Ya lying on the bed with a pale face, her eyes staring blankly at the ceiling, filled with despair and void, as if her soul had been extracted... She couldn’t help but feel a pang of anxiety, "Miss... don’t scare me like that, what’s wrong with you?"
Fear gripped her heart. She had never seen the miss so terrifying, the panic in her heart grew stronger.
"According to the imaging examination, we suspect you have ASD, is there anyone in your family with this condition?"
"My grandfather... died of a sudden heart attack..."
"That makes sense then, it’s likely you have hereditary congenital heart defect, specifically an atrial septal defect. For this simple defect, there may be no early symptoms, but the condition can potentially worsen and needs timely treatment. However, your constitution is not suitable for surgery... The only current treatment is to observe for a period. Typically, symptoms do not manifest until young adulthood, and if managed well, it won’t greatly affect life... Remember, if symptoms appear, seek medical attention immediately...."
The words from the doctor when she was a teenager echoed in her mind. It was just a problem found during a health check at that time, and she had no symptoms. She assumed, as a doctor herself, that there would be no issue. So many years had passed, she had almost forgotten... a ticking time bomb still hidden in her body...
She couldn’t help but smile bitterly, oh heavens, you really refuse to let me go...
Allergic constitution, RH negative blood, congenital uterine hypoplasia, congenital heart defect... her birth is God’s curse upon her!
She threw off the covers, suddenly ran to the bathroom, locked the door, and ignored Ah Yun’s pounding on the door.
"Miss...." Ah Yun cried hysterically.
Because she was filthy, her body was filthy, her blood was filthy...
The weather in April was already warm enough, but there was still a chill in the air.
She turned on the shower, letting the icy water pour over her body, washing over her skin. She scrubbed her skin hard, turning the fair skin red, as if it had been scorched by fire.
Her gaze was stubborn, simply scrubbing her body forcefully, her mouth letting out broken moans, tears falling from her eyes, mingling with the drops of water, it was impossible to tell which were tears and which were water...
Why... why did she have to have this kind of body? It was Ji Lanyi and Yun Shen... it was the sins they committed, why did everything have to rebound upon her and Miaomiao?
Her heart was filled with immense anger and despair, she hated her parents’ sins, hated the unfairness of fate, and hated herself even more... a filthy body, a sinful life... what was the purpose of her existence?
Cries and laughter mingled together, drowned out by the sound of rushing water, echoing for a long time in the cold bathroom, so desolate and wandering.
Outside the door, Ah Yun was still crying and shouting. She wiped her tears, Mr. Yan and Lady Yan had gone abroad for a visit, Young Master Yan had been gone for a long time, Yan Ke was still a child, and the old master was not in good health. In the vast Yan Family, she couldn’t find anyone to rely on.
She suddenly missed Mingyue, where did she go? When the miss needed help the most, she wasn’t by her side.
Eighteen... she would find Eighteen, ask Eighteen to find Mr. Qiao, or Doctor Hua.
Having made up her mind, Ah Yun hurriedly ran out.
On the dressing table lay a small blade, which she usually used to trim her eyebrows. The small blade was quite cute, but the frosty gleam of its edge enticed her entire mind, she slowly extended her hand, gripping the blade in her hand, at that moment, it was as if she held the whole world, and a sense of tranquility washed over her heart.
She smiled, aimed the blade at her wrist, and without hesitation, slashed it hard.
As the bright red blood slid down her wrist and was washed away by the water, she looked at that vivid red color and suddenly started laughing.
Suddenly, the world spun, and she fainted to the ground.
In the last moments of consciousness, she gazed at the last ray of sunset on the horizon, a look of relief curling at the corners of her lips.
Having gone through a long dream, she awoke in the darkness, still in the same room, the whole world shrouded in total darkness.
She moved her body slightly, finding her whole body weak and powerless, her wrist burning with pain.
She looked up, seeing her left wrist wrapped in layers of bandages, the white bandages stained with red, a shocking sight.