His Forbidden Obsession

Chapter 62:- You Know Everything

Seraphina clenched her jaw. Her glossy eyes were burning with anger, as he tried to get closer to her. She immediately stepped back from him. Arzal fisted her palm when she tried to walk past him but he grabbed her wrist.

"Don't touch me," Seraphina yelled, protesting in his grip but he yanked her on his chest.

"Don't cause a damn scene here," He roared, gawking into her teary azure eyes.

Seraphina was about to protest but stopped when she noticed the people around them were eyeing them unusually.

She remained shut but didn't stop glaring at him. Arzal gripped her wrist tightly and dragged her away from there.

The clouds had started roaring. Heavy wind was blowing. The headlight of his car was penetrating the darkness of the empty road and the night, as he was driving it

His grip on his steering wheel tightened, as he glanced at that beautiful broken doll, who was sitting beside him. Her alluring azure eyes were continuously shedding tears from the second she had sat inside his car. Her pale cheeks had reddened.

She was looking outside through that window but he could clearly see and feel her vigorous pain through her silent tears.

Unable to endure her painful tears anymore, he halted his car on that empty, dark street and turned his head to her.

"Ser... " He tried to talk to her but stopped when he noticed her silent tears had now turned into soft sobs.

Seraphina immediately opened the seatbelt and dashed out of his car because she was feeling suffocated to breathe the same air as him. She gave up to her pain.

Seraphina broke down into tears. Her loud sobs echoed against the invisible walls of that dark silence. Her body started shivering, both in pain and in that chilled weather. Her heart had enough.

She downcast her eyes and started crying her heart out but she tossed her head when she felt the warmth of that body again which was the reason behind her every pain but yet, she wanted to hide herself in it forever.

Seraphina tilted her head and her sanity pushed to its limits when she noticed that softness and hurt in his eyes, like her pain was hurting him.

She gritted her teeth and clutched his collar.

"Why did you do it? Why?" She screamed out of her lungs, while trying to yank his collar with her little strength.

"Why are you hurting me so much? What wrong have I done to you? What?"

He remained wordless and just let her take out her anger and pain on him.

"You know everything. You know how much it's hurting me by watching you with her. How much it's breaking me everytime by watching you closer to her, then why are you hurting me? Why?" She teared up more badly.

"You had promised me that night that you will never love someone else, except me then how could you become someone else's?" She blurted out because she had recalled everything that had happened between both of them that night when she was intoxicated.

"You told me you don't love her. You can never love her then why are you marrying her? Why are you becoming hers?"

He still didn't part his lips to answer but just gazed into reddened teary eyes.

"You know what I feel for you, especially after that night when I lost my everything in you. I submitted my everything to you then how can you do this? How?" She pulled his collar.

"I want to hate you. Hate you for everything you have done to me, to my brother, to Benjamin but I can't. I can't make myself to hate you because I... . " Seraphina halted but they both knew what she was going to say.

"You know everything then why you're doing this? You know I have gotten too close to you that I can't endure letting you get closer to someone else," Her body started quivering more. Her voice broke up.

She gripped his collar firmly. Now her body even started losing its strength to hold her weight. Seraphina leaned against his body and teared up like a hurt child.

"Y.. You know everything then why you're not stopping it? Why are you not c.. curing my pain, like always? Why?" Her eyes bored deeper into his, pleading him to stop that pain which he was giving her.

For a brief moment, everything around them turned silent, so silent that they both could hear each other's hearts beating against each other's chest.

Small drops of rain started falling on them but they both didn't dare to tear their eyes away from each other, until a cloud roared loudly and within a split second, Seraphina found herself tightly caged in his arms and his warm lips crashing on hers.

Her shattered heart warmed up, feeling his soft warmth. Seraphina immediately wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back because her mind, heart, everything had turned numb with pain and every inch of her being was aching to get its cure from that pain and she knew he was her only cure.

The force of the wind turned abrupt, making both of them to cage each other more densely. The gentle rhythm of the rain turned vigorous, as their sealed lips started feeding on each other, like they were dying to feel each other.

Their tongues collided, along with their souls which were aching to be one another. He pushed her against his car and then picked her up.

Wrapping her legs around his waist, he turned their kiss more passionate and longing. So soft, so beautiful, she was like a virtuous blessing redeeming that ruthless sinner inside him.

He travelled his lips from her mouth to her jaw and started planting open mouth kisses on her neck. A soft moan escaped from her mouth when he nibbled on her sweet spot and then sucked there.

She tangled her fingers in his hairs and pulled him closer, forgetting their bodies were already shipping against each other.

After marking her as his. He kissed that deep red mark of his on her soft skin and again attached their lips. His kiss was dominating, possessive but at the same time gentle and desirable, just like him.

Seraphina had completely lost herself to the extent that she didn't care about the fact that she had seen this man taking a life, hurting her, threatening her, breaking her, ruining her. She just knew that, without him, even her own breathing was like a burden on her. That much his obsession had messed her up.

Their sweet yet passionate moment came into halt when her breathing increased. He detached their lips and then joined their foreheads.

Their breathings fanned on each other's faces. Their arms were still caging each other. Rain had drenched their bodies.

"Don't marry her,"

He slowly opened his eyes, hearing her shivering soft voice and saw her gazing at him with her glossy hopeful eyes.

"I... I know I am being selfish for wanting this but I can't endure, you becoming someone else's. I can't l.. live my life, knowing you're not m..mine," She finally accepted her feelings, in front of him.

Seraphina gripped his coat tightly and breathed out against his lips, softly.

"I have never desired something in my life but I desire you, your touch, your love, your obsession. I desire everything about you," She confessed.

Seraphina noticed a sudden kind of emotion, emerging in his eyes, hearing her words. He parted his lips to say something to her but he again shut them.

With a sigh, he made her stand on her legs and parted himself from her, making her heart bleed in pain.

He took his eyes away from her and spoke.

"We should leave before the weather turns worse," He uttered and tried to turn around but she clutched his palm.

"The weather won't get much worse than the pain in my heart, if you leave me just like this,"

He felt an aching stab in his heart, hearing those words from her mouth. He fisted his palms and looked at her flushed face.

"Get in the car, Seraphina. It's getting late,"

"But it will be too late if you continue to break me and my emotions like this," She spoke, making him tighten his jaw.

His gaze darkened, as he reduced the distance between them.

"It's your fault that you're desiring something from me which I am not capable of giving to you, Seraphina," His voice was low but predatory.

"I am not capable of loving. I don't love anyone because I can't love. I am not capable of loving you," He groaned through gritted teeth.

Her soul numbed, processing his words.

"So what did you do to me that night? The way you touched me, made me feel? Everything was..."

"It was lust, Seraphina. The lust and hunger to claim your body. The lust to own and taint your chastity," His venomous words stabbed her like a sharp knife.

"You're too naive that you have mistaken my lust for love but I wanted nothing from you, except your body which now I have claimed and you should be happy that I am getting married because who knows after my marriage, I'll free you and your brother to live your lives, like you both used to li..." His words remained incompleted, as a loud voice echoed of her palm getting slammed against his cheek.