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Chapter 1 The Summer of Encounter and Parting and the Last Request

- She and him met in summer and parted ways in summer, in the same season, in the same place and in the same silent silence, they ended up going different ways.one

In the hottest days of summer, the cicada's cry is deafening, especially when I pass by the river when I go home from the vegetable market, I dare say this is the loudest cicada cry I have ever heard in my life!After I fled the area quickly, I heard my son's special bell.

"Mom, please keep your voice down...I just... just now saw Dad take another bottle of beer from the refrigerator...and throw it into the trash can on the second floor...well, that's all I can do, don't give it to me. It said I was the one who informed me~" This little clever ghost gave me a small report on his father again.

This old Dou really has a bad stomach and doesn't know how to protect his body. He is obsessed with the beer in the refrigerator all day long!well!The emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuch is in a hurry, I think he is no longer afraid of what Zheng Jiachuan told him to take care of his body!

"Thank you baby, your mother criticized your father when she came home!" I pretended to say bitterly.After saying a few more words, he walked home again, thinking about the battle of wits and courage between the two father and son while walking, and couldn't help laughing twice on the road.

But when the smile was still on my face, my heart twitched a few times, and the uneasiness surged up passively in an instant, unfavorable, but familiar, yet strange...

Five years ago, after I broke up with her, I have never been so uneasy about missing a chance!

When she lost her way in that labyrinth-like villa area and was entangled by a disgusting man; when she had a fever of 40 degrees in a cold winter and couldn't ask for help; When he was dead drunk on the side of the road.My strange mood now is exactly the same as my strange mood then.

I tried my best to talk myself out of this inexplicable mood, but I really couldn't erase it.

Like a puppet, I pulled out her phone notes with trembling hands.

I saw the note I gave her, after all the phone notes... I put the last letter of the alphabet, z, in front of her name to prevent seeing it.

Didn't think she would answer my phone, so I froze when I heard her voice.The sound of cicadas came from the side wall, and then I remembered, my children and husband, where I am now.

"Shu Wen." She gently called my name.

"After we parted ways, I often wondered if you, me, and Zheng Jiachuan are happy like this? Will my decision make you happy?" She murmured, before I could speak.

"Shuwen, Zheng Jiachuan passed away yesterday. He went to that old villa."

"Zhao Ying." I called her: "You... don't be too sad, pay attention to your body..."

"Thank you." Her voice was very soft: "Thank you for your comfort and for always showing up when I am in distress."

What can I do?How can there be magic telepathy, which both scares me and makes me unable to refuse.And what she gave me was greater than what I gave her.

"Zhao Ying, have you settled down yet?" I also asked in a very soft voice.

After being silent for a while, she smiled softly and said, "You don't have to worry about me. I'm not alone and I don't need money and help. Why do I want to get married? I will never settle down in my life."

"I don't believe you're not alone. Zhao Ying, I know Zheng Jiachuan is very important to you! But..."

"Shuwen," she interrupted me immediately: "Stop talking, oh, you guessed it right, I just can't forget and let go, although I can't be with him, but I am happy for his happiness."

"Why are you so emotional?! Zhao Ying, he has his home and happiness, and you should have your home and happiness too! And Zheng Jiachuan has... huh... Zhao Ying...you are the one who should be the happiest Ah..." I said with a sob in my voice.

"Zhao Ying..." I said, "How can I help you?"

She was silent again.

For about two minutes, I waited for her to say the request.

Then she said in a very bitter tone: "Zheng Jiachuan's suicide note said...he...wanted a memoir of me and him to be buried in front of his grave."

memoir?It seems that he still doesn't understand her sincerity towards him!He wanted her memoir clearly because he thought of what Teacher Dan said when he sent everyone a memoir when he graduated from high school-"Looking at the paintings about 'remembering the past' that we appreciate on weekdays, it often contains instructions for special people And feelings, I also give you a book of memories, keep it well."

"Are you going to write?"

"Yes, but I didn't write it." She said: "His last request is, 'After Zhao Ying stated it, it was recorded by Wang Shuwen...' Shuwen, I know you will reject it, but... an old account from many years ago, Let's put it aside for now. Although he wants to provoke you, you won't care about him who died young, right? And I also want to tell you about the past. "

"Why? He wants to irritate me, I know...but why do you want me to know about you and him?"

"Because I just want you to know." She said in a low voice, "Shuwen, you don't want to, and you don't have to force it...I'm not saying this to make you agree, but..."

"Okay, don't talk about it, I can't stand you begging me, and I can't stand you always looking for me. I can, because... anyway, it's the past, I've already turned the page. I'm worried about you , if you want me to record it, you have to promise me that you will not fall into the past, and after writing the memoir, you can continue to live a good life, can you?"

"Shuwen," she said, "I've survived the past five years, can't I survive for another five years?"

"You don't necessarily have to recall what happened between you and him."

"Shuwen," she smiled, and said heartily, "No matter what happens, the lives of the three of us are settled, aren't they?"

No matter how she feels that she can't live, she has to live, because everything can't be reversed.

"Well, I see. Then you give me a place and a time."

"I'll send it to you later... Shuwen, are you on Jiangbin Road?"

"how do you know?"

"Oh? Really? Haha, I just feel that the voice of your voice is very similar to the voice of when you were sitting by the river before."

"Zhao Ying," I asked, "do you have any special abilities?"

"I just remember what I want to remember." She said lightly, "Your is the special function, telepathy."

"Well, well, let's not talk about the past." I was afraid that she would talk about her and me in the past.

"..."

"I'm sorry." She seemed to sigh, which made people wonder, but the helpless words from her swam into my body like a sigh, cutting my heart, making me miserable .

I ended the call hastily, put the shopping bag on the ground, and then sat on the bench next to me, not wanting to go home for the time being.

I didn't want to prolong the pain just now, so I just sat there quietly, letting my thoughts wander freely in my mind, and the memories slowly sneaked into my mind.

I remember that when the three of us met, it was also a very hot day in summer. The three of us didn't talk that day. We just set up the painting tools according to Teacher Dan's instructions and listened to her lecture. We didn't even talk to each other when we went home. bid farewell.

I want to continue to recall the things that happened afterwards, but I found that a high iron wall had been erected in my mind five years ago, separating the current me from the previous me, allowing me to be able to live in these five years. safe and sound.

Especially about the memory of Zhao Ying, when I think of her, I will turn my attention to the review of Zheng Jiachuan's past embarrassments, and then laugh until tears flow, and stop thinking about her after crying.

If not for this call, if not for hearing her voice.

I may succeed in forgetting her for the rest of my life.

The author has something to say: "The answer, as the name suggests, is the answer you gave me, Zhao Ying.

Tell me what you think. "